31st December 2012

So guys,when i type down this post,we are still  in 2012 but the day is the last day of 2012 corresponding to my mom's besday..He..he..tell me what guys?? my mom's besday fall on the last day of year..cool huh?! Well,I always usik my mom and told to her,kalaulah she's born for the next day,for sure she'll be young one more year...ha..ha..To my dearest mom, I would like to wish "Happy Besday "...and trust me,You're always the greats mom ever that i've in dis world..me luv you so much..Hoping you always stay in a good healthy,blissful in every way you did,through out your day with splendid and may be extended age so that loving your kids,grandchild for a longer time...<3

*Hepi besday mom!!

Guys,I attached this picture since i can't find single pic of mom's...most of  her photo with my dad..So,yeah...

Hurmm,what else?Oh Ya, as i told you guys past few days,i'm gonna write about my resolutions for year 2013..So,here it is my wishlist:-

1- Focus on my Family

2- More Hardworking

3- Reduce my weight to 54kg !!he.he..

4- Be a gud wifey and mommy again..

5-Xmo gaduh2 ngan hubby coz  ruin the relationship jerr..

6- Improve my life towards a better..

7- Try so hard  just to makes loved ones around me happy..

8- Stay positive..

9-Plan to increase new baby..Insyaallah..:)

10- Mencari keredhaanNYA..Aminnn..

Hopefully i can get all of the list above done..That's all..pray for me yah guys..So,the conclusion for twenty-twelve,sumpah,mcm-mcm ada..for me,anything happen in dis year either good or worst have a reason and all of that teach me about life..real life..Bye..

- Rayyan & Riana -

- Mohd Carleef Rayyan -

Was born on 11th April 2012 

Such a long time never meet him...Just keep update his growth via FB my sissy..Jap jer dh bsr budaq nie..he..he..well,sure la people grow up right?

- Nur Inani Adriana -

Was born on 30th May 2012..(if i'm not mistaken..)

Also known as Riana but i more prefer to called her "bambam"..see how tough her body..

 I wanna bite her drumsticks just because its looks like ayam goreng ...ha..ha..gewammmm...

Both of them was born on the same year..So,they all have a same age..My baby elder one year than them so my baby act like a boss coz she can..ha...ha...Actually,me always brought my baby to met her cuzzy(Riana) coz as you know,rumah kitorang dekat jer..So,every week blh jumpa..Different with my sissy,she live at  KL...So,very hard to us for meet except when kitorang going hometown during eid or cuti khas..tuepun kalo dua-dua balik.. and I can't remember when was the last time i met Rayyan..mase tue Rayyan was still little..yelah dun know anything but now,my sissy post his pictures,Rayyan dh pandai mcm2..he..he..Hurm,kids nowadays,too alert and very fast to learn something kan?...Riana plak,is very active baby...She will rolling her body whole of the living room..sometimes adik told,sampai ke kitchen...That's why my younger sis ckp penat to treat her baby..ha..ha..chill la,aku pun pnh rase ape.... Tp siyes guys,her baby can't to stay at one place..I means,xreti diam...crawling,rolling is a normal for her...She's fun to be with...:)

So,to my niece and nephew,auntie hope you guys will being a good and adorable kids okay...makes your parents proud of you..

Anak Ayah !

Good evening readers!! Hurmmm,today is very calm for me..the weather,the environment...I open up my window and i can feels the wind blows and touch my face..ahhh,heaven...Actually,I don't know what to do..baby and hubby already arrived at London..ha..ha..dlm mimpi la kan...syoknya diorang tido but me can't sleep since dis morning i woke up very late...usually,me rise early in da morning around 8 or 9 o'clock but today sleeping like hell till i didn't realize when hubby go out for work and yah,my baby..she sleep well also..its weird!! selalu dia yg bgn early than me..hik..hik..

Okay,take a look at my title pls..I wanna story about that...Reality,that's true baby very close with her dad and me can't denied it even me treat her very well but at  last she will come to her dad..She was really dun care if sometimes her dad scold her or what but she makes my hubby as top priority..he..he..me dun have a  problem about that but some people said,"anak perempuan mmng rapat ngan ayah"...is it true?? But,its not means that she dun care at all to me..no!! Sometimes,she will come to me and give me a kiss,hugs but the different is,she shown  her love to her dad more and more..I think, I know why..My hubby really2 overindulge her till whatever she requested,hubby try so hard just to fulfilled everything that she want while me,at certain part if i think it's not important i'll said "No" and I also know baby would cried but right after 5 minutes,she's okay...Well,kids...

Ha,one more thing,hubby really care her daughter too much..very...From A to Z.. I could see from the way he treat our daughter..And he love baby very well..i know that..Sometimes his care more better than i care..i admit it!! He ever wide awake all nite and do not slept when baby got fever,he's the first person which is worry if something happen on his daughter..Meanwhile,he'll take over my duties as a mommy when i got a migrain from feeding baby,bath,makes milks,put to sleep even change diapers he also can do it..lucky me got hubby like him and for me, no wonder la baby close with him..Told ya,childs will know who's treat her very well or not..sincere or instead..awesome right?? :)

Okay,below pictures taken by me..Baby being "spoiled brat" when she was with her dad..Dis time,Wore shoes pun nak suruh hubby yang pakaikan..I try to did but baby said "Nanak" and then she gave her shoes to hubby....Ok,faham lettew dia xmo mama pakaikan...I dowanna force her coz i know she'll cranky,so i just let it be..Hurmmm,sokay syg..one things that you need to knows is,no matter what happen,mama will always be there for you coz me really love you more than anything in dis world..keep up my words...xoxo..

*These two person are very important to me and me luv both of them dearly...<3

Xmas

Hello guys!! Well,today is Christmas Day...and i would like to wish merry Xmas to those who celebrate the festival..JB is crying all the day even not heavily rains but the weather so cold and such a gud time to sleep...But for me, memang tak ah nak tido bile si tecik ada..She's the one who rise very early in da morning then get me up even though me feels very hard to let go from my comfy bed..Oh well,today my hubby had football tournament and initially hubby said "today x g mane2 yerk sbb saya ada game..dok jer umah layan baby"..me,apalagi,tarik muke la kan sbb stay at home during offday that so not me...ha..ha..then hubby said "xyah nk wat muke la..game nie kalah mati..kalo kalah,saya balik la.." (still der chance nk g jenjalan)..he..he..he..

After that,just me and baby in da house..Lets check out what my lil princess do for the day..



*Watching television and dis time her favourite cartoon on the screen..so baby just ignore me..so sad...tsk..tsk..sokay,do not  find mama when you want a milk...kay pretty?? ha..ha..ha..guys,take a look dis pic,tiut je kan wat tangan mcm tue..:)


Fyi,baby just love watching her favourite cartoon..any cartoon ... but the most she likes was "upin ipin"..i dun know , ade ape ngan upin ipin till can attract her attention to watching  and on dat time,no one can change the other channel...:)

He..he...Gud news..guess what guys?? X sampai tghari hubby dah balik since his team failed to give any score...me likeyyy..Hip..hip..horaayyyy!! Then me start to force hubby  bring us to go somewhere.. After hubby got showered,us outing for having our lunch due to our baby whining hunger and asyik sebut "mamam" jer..then,we off to nearly KFC..

*hungry to the max...cian..

After makan,bring baby go to jenjalan plus i'm looking for new shoes..

*Baby and christmas tree..And she was kinda excited and try to touch...

*This time baby play not just enough for once..thrice times play,make her satisfied..If not,she'll scream like dinasour..he..he...noty baby!

That's all guys..xtvt baby for the day...arrived at home sweet home,baby can't control herself and straight away laying on sofa.. yeah she sleep while snoring..he..he..loud snoring..tired sgt lettew...Okay,need go to go peeps..wanna get myself clean then prepare for dinner..bye..<3

No Title !

Hello lovely folks!! So,how your weekend?? Is it awesome?? Hopefully you guys had a blast day..Same goes to me...I don't think that i had a gud day except saturday and sunday...That's why i said weekend makes me alive..ha..ha..Siyes guys,what a boring night that i've now..baby already sleeping beauty,then hubby outing to meet his friends while me nothing to do except facebook for a while but there is not good news can attract me for stay up..nk stalker fb orang pun dah bosan so at last me decide to blogging..Honestly,i have no idea nk update ape but better than can't doing anything right??

Okay la,just ask...What about your resolutions for this coming new year?? I think you guys knows that new year just around the corner..Only a few days we'll step forward to two "thousand thirteen"..ha..ha..Tell me what guys??so fast is it?? And i feeling like yesterday i saw January but in fact the next January will appear soon..Ohmaiii...Talking about resolutions, i should makes one of wishlist coz for the next year,many things  that need to be achieved..Yah,even though i dun know la either its will to be goal or not..but,efforts tue harus ade..different with my 2012 resolutions and still in dis year,Me just wanna be a gud wifey and gud mommy..ha..ha..simple right?? I know,but simple pun still xleh nk do it..you know why guys? I think,i was not gud enough in everything sepanjang being a wifey and mommy..I just think so..even hubby don't say anything but somehow me feeling like,yes "i'm not good"..Sorry syg,b pomish will improve myself from zero to hero and hope you will considered to me coz mine still young in married life..as we all knows,at an early stage in married within 1 to 3 years,itu semua dlm proses learning..So,forgive me dear if in our relations there is too many lack and sometimes we didn't know how to face it,tears accompany us,but see,we're still together..Alhamdulillah..Thanks Allah for everything..

Every seconds,minutes,hours,days,months.years that we through, it's will never repeat for da second times..So,what we've done for today,think the consequence either bad or good so that we never regret for the next day..Also to myself..hope to be a gud person,gud slave and gud in everything..I means,improvement..well,people change..But jgnlah be a gud-gud plak kan??hik..hik..

So guys,waiting my wishlist soon..Nak type down now,i don't think so coz baby looks like restless..maybe she thirsty and need some milk..and me also sleepy edy..*yawning*...okay peeps! gemoning..see you in the next entry kay..Daaaaaaa..xoxo!

:: L♥vess ::

I've been spend my weekend with my lovess yesterday..Ermm,as usual,,what i've be done in da weekend except stick with her right?? Well,she's the only one knows how to cheer me up,makes me feels that i'm not lonely coz she was there for me,accompany me in every second..and the pictures below just for my reminiscence..

*Sometimes i didn't realize how fast time flies and now,there's a growing up gurlz in front of me.She's being a pretty gurlz!!

*Her smiles,her laughes and even her sadness just to shows that  it just a normal growth ..

*Enough for me if seeing you happy..Honestly,my weakness is you...Me can't strong withoutyou by my side..

* I HE♥RT U Baby...Forever LOVE..

* Sweetheart*

Hi readers!! Awkward moments when i'm still wide awake at this hour....I don't know why..I dun feel sleepy at all..That's why pictures is here...He..he...This pictures taken by me today..I've been spent whole day with my baby gurl..Ofcoz la kan.. And,yah! A day with her makes everything perfect!! *wink-wink*

That's all..nunite..xoxo :)

Family :)

 Hey!! Does you miss me?? Hik..hik..hik.. I know,for the long time i didn't update anything here but seriously,mine very busy with thingy's..I means too many things need to settled just because i always procrastinated and at last br nk sibuk...Yah,its my fault..Oh ya peeps,Since my typing mood is coming,so i decide to update something..Forget to tell you guys,last few days,my parents and siblings came out from hometown exclusively to visit me,hubby and baby..Yeah,Family in da house..Awesome right?? me really happy..for sure la kan..This is the second time they came to my house and this times my mom's sleepover for a week..tue pun sbb school holidays and they can longer stay with me.

I had fun and triple happy since them was here especially when my mom's cook everyday from prepare breakfast,lunch and dinner..Dun get me lazyyyy okay coz me and hubby are working person so we don't have  a lot of times to do such like that but before this,i already told to my parents,both of us very busy and diorang x kesah..he..he...The bad part,my body weight increase of sudden..Seriously,i can't control my lust from having all dishes that cooked by mom..When i arrived at home,my mom told "Mak dah masak dah,gi lah makan"..so tiut my mom..For the first time me feeling like ahhh,heaven...air tangan ibu always be the best!! 

Thanks mom for everything..not to forget,big thanks to my dad also coz she brought my mom here..If i'm not mistaken,mom told that she can go back to hometown tomorrow..alaaaaaaaa.. why cepat sgt??? can you stay for a week more?? can mom?? hwaaaaaaa,tears drop already...*wipe eyes*... See,how fast time flies when me together with family..I dun know la when they will coming to JB again.. Sedih plak..After been spend everyday with family at last diorang nk balik sudaaaa..so sadddddddd :(

Dear mom and dad,as you know,you're so welcome here..meriah rase and lps nie mesti x best dah.. I'm try to understood the situation but very hard for me..why ha?? I hate this feeling.. miss you all so badly.. Arghhhh,that's why i dislikes when someone who's close to me  leave me even for a minutes.. I can't imagine when my loved person leaving me forever... :( 

Btw,thanks mom,dad,siblings coz accompany me for a few days,cheer me up,makes me feel appreciated,do all chores when me go to work even actually no need to do that coz you're my special guest..I cannot repay you but i'll pray for you in my prayes so that both of you was gave a gud healthy by God..Me love you..
One more thing,anytime mak,abah nk datang,with my pleasure..

So guys,appreciate your family especially your mom and dad coz without them,we're nothing!! 

* I OWE TO MYSELF,FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE,FAMILY ARE EVERYTHING*

Gud nite peeps!! See ya!! xoxo

- Just Story -

* BudaQ Gedikzz.. :*

Hi people?? How your weekend?? hope you all have a blast day...=)..Today is just ordinary day for me..nothing was special..As usual,Outing,Lepaking Shopping and i've been spent well my day with my loves..Okay, Just story..Tadi,while we had our lunch at KFC,there is a 2 couples of chinese race had their lunch beside our table..Then,i dun know what happen,baby always smile at them and attract their attention..Yah,as i told you guys,my baby was an attention seeker..The bad part,she will do at anyone even though baby can't recognize them..suke aty jer kan..Act like friendly lettew..But funny when baby show off "Gediknya" tue..tersimpul2 malu in front of them..he..he...

Baby,baby..why you so tiut ?? You know that rite..

Then,the couples  pun layan2 baby ckp even actually diorang can't understand what's  baby try to talk..Layanzzzz...me and hubby just said "Behave sayang..dun disturb sister and brother enjoy their lunch"..but baby just ignore what's we told to her..Hurmmm,nasib bek diorang sporting and we all having random conversation :

Them : Sokay, never mind..Your baby so cute and adorable baby..how old are your baby??

Me    : 1 year 3 months..=)

Them : OIC...she very friendly and x takut orang kan??

Me    : That's makes me worried sometimes..Can't to be careless at everywhere coz not impossible  she will

            follow the strangers..

Them : Must beware coz we didn't know what will happen ..

Me    : TQ ya,on your advice..worth it for us..

Them : Small matter..Neway,what's your baby name??

Me    : Nur Qairina Arisya but we used to call her with nick name "Isya"..

Them : Waaa,what's a long name you got sayang?? (sambil cubit pipi isya)..

Me    : Just keep smile sambil dlm hati berkata (panjang mehhh??? hik..hik..)

Then after that,me and hubby need gtg..before we all blah,me told to baby give "Bye-bye" to them and baby did very well followed with flying kiss siap der bunyi lg like "Muahhhh"..tue yg mahal tue..hik..hik..Diorang end up with big laugh..ha..ha..mesti diorang entertained dgn gelagat Isya..Me so proud of baby coz she know how to makes others happy even she's too young..I know my baby very friendly..x takut org..Had an advantage sometimes..For example if  go to wedding invitation..xlah asyik 24 hours stick to me..Ha,kan ssh to do anything..Atleast me can put her for a while at anyone and for sure la org tue kite kenal like relatives kew..Fyi guys,ade sesetengah baby cried when seeing someone he/she doesn't really like or x kenal..

Rimas la ngan budak mcm tue..He,,he..So,thank to God,so far my baby is quite okay..About sikap baby yg friendly tue,still boleh handle lg but hope baby will not be a "Spoil Brat".. =)

So, that the whole story for today.. *Hugs* ..

I Miss You !!

*one heart..yeah...

 
Hello,Heyhoo and Hi!! Ha,mesti you all shocked kan suddenly jerk update blog at noon..Hik..hik..hik..

Actually,me myself dun know how to do coz not in mood to do anything (boredom strikes) plus i'm not feeling very well so i decide to typing something at my blogieee..Oh,at now,i miss my baby so badly..tgh watpe agaknye si tiut tue..Hurm,no matter how far we're but baby still in my heart forever..Supposed like that rite?? Now,i know how mother's feeling when away with her loved ones..missing like thousand years can't met..That's why after come back from working, first things to do is,seeing my chenta hati first..seeing her smile and yah guys,she really2 makes me melted with her smiley face..and sometimes me action like "oh baby,mama miss you so much" gonna kisses her as much.. Me like a kid rite?? he..he..silly me :p..

Told ya,since had a little princess,my world which is previously black & white was be painted with amazing colours..oh,heavenyer..All because of her..She's adalah amanah from God to me and i owe to myself will take care her as much as i can,find the happiness for her and give yg terbaik untuk dia in everything..

Hurmmm,i wondered guys why there are some people can't to appreciate her child..Look at television about abandoned babies case..how come it happen?? All might because of  stupid people..Sorry to say la,Couples who have no legal relations yg do the sin just nk sedap jer without thinking the consequence then after dh pregnant dun know how to do for hide the bad behaviour take a short way,menggugurkan,membuang and whatever!! and the victim is innocent baby..How could to be like this?? Wordless!! and one words can describe that peoples,"KEJAM"..and please la dun makes it same with animals coz as we knows guys and don't get me wrong "binatang pun tau syg ank"..so?? Think about it!! We, as a slave are given common sense by GOD so why xnk berfikir??

Ntahlah,for me ank tue anugerah Allah yg terlalu comel.. =),From the start she come into the world,growing up level by level,semuanya indah..and a pride when she can talk "Mama" then "Ayah",hurmmm,,,,it's Amazing!!
She's teach me everything about life and kehadiran dia a little bit makes me realized how lucky i am coz atleast i had an oppurtunity to being a mommy..I can't imagine my life without baby..mesti sunyi giler..hurmmm,people said,ank penyeri rumahtangga and so trueeeeeee..what's would we hope in married life other than had an own child right?? Symbol love between husband & wife.. =) Xx

- Facts -

Dear dearist...pictures below shown a latest pic of my baby..Maigad, a 2 years old gurl to be in next year..
See,how fast time flies and that's what makes me scared sometimes..Ahhhh,mls pikir....Let's to knows a little bit about my tiut princess : -

# 10 FACTS ABOUT MY DAUGHTER #

1 - She's Hard-headed but Fragile..

2 - She's quite stubborn but not always (at certain parts)

3 - Easy to smile & easy to cry..

4 - Attention seeker (very)

5 - Manja

6 - Energetic but not hyper actif..

7 - Pandai ingratiate anyone dgn mukenya yg tiut tue..

8 - Suke berangan..

9 - Scared of cockroach..

and last but not list.......

10 - Eager to foods..whatever type of foods pun x kesah.. 


As you knows guys,Whatever she is,she remains my daughter and no one can change that..Flesh of blood are fixed flesh of blood..INDEFINITELY.. =)

 

Why???

I dun know what is happening in my mood lately..and the worst things happened simultaneously..Fed up!!
I got nobody here and you hubby..sometimes when i need you to listen my problem but you end up with bla..bla...bla...I just need your concerned, a little bit advice and support me when i down..That's all..I expect you as a  gud listener but i'm wrong...You always said that me always repeat and repeat the same issue..For sure  i do coz till now you didn't give me any answer..Each time when i ask,you just quiet,,dun tell me that you speechless,wordless or whateva!! You makes me like @#%*&$ sometimes,,,,hurmm,dunno how to say..please,,,,I do exist..noted that!!

I feel so mad with you..you just don't care about me..Okay,i know it's weird plus not rasional if i had this feeling..What i've seen,you too focus with baby only..I'm not Jealous..NO!! she's also my daughter and i really love her more than i love myself..But,can you listen to me when i'm talking to you??can you?? I hate it when talking about something but you looks like "xde perasaan" then boleh main2 lg ngan baby..

I know your pattern very well..You don't like if anyone nagging on you..but we need to do discussion sometimes..Trust me,It's very important syg in a relations as a spouse..Just take & give..
Supposedly you more matured in everything coz you're few years older than me but see,you more easily to solve something without do anything...Sometimes i need you together with me,just to be my spirit so that i can through my life with cheerful,happy and as u know,life is too short to through that with thousand burden..

I hate this feeling actually..pretend to be okay but how?? I can't..Maybe you looks me strong outside and on the reason you think i can stand by myself  without you but totally you wrong!! My life won't be as great without you honestly because i got nobody who's close with me except you..
Even me looks strong outside but inside i'm fragile..did you know??? ofcoz not because you are never tried to dive into my heart...Hurmmmmm,ntahlah...i dun know how to say anymore..many times we're debate about this, it will ended with same ending..i'm tired of having this feeling..
Well,,I'm off..xoxo

"AidilAdha"

Hi!! I'm here tonite..nothing to do coz baby slept early than usual..Actually i've no idea what and where to start..I was planning so longggggg to update something but when the time arrived,i forgot everything and jadi mls after that..Well,no long post for tonite but i attached photos during Hari Raya Haji!! Xx...

*Us

*Baby Omelll wearing  her Kurung! AWESOME!!.♥.♥.♥

*Happy Baby =)

That's all peeps!! See ya!!... x♥X♥!!

Weekend!! whewwwwwww !!

Having dinner with baby and hubby at Old Town White Coffee..At first,we decide wanna get our lunch at Pizza Hut coz i'm craving for Hawaii pizza but too crowded with peoples and i know baby must not comfy with the enviroment..U know la my baby,pns sket sweating mcm per..*sigh*...Kay,pictures!!

A- Look Ayah!! There is a clown over there!

B- I can sit like this..kamoo ade??

C- I'm act like an artist LOL coz my mom always takes my photo,wherever & whenever..What's a cute mommy that i've..Hurmmm..

D- Kids got a ballons from the clown..Awesome!! How about me??

E- ???? *pensive*

F- Ready to eat!! YUMMY!!

That's all peeps..Spend time with family is a great and AWESOME!! Siyes!!..well,I'm off guys!! bye bye!!

BudaQ Anje!!

Baby really likes pose like that..hik..hik..I'm calling her "BudaQ Anje" coz Yah,my baby sangat manja but not to all peoples...just a literally who's close with her...See,so comel right???

*Comey lettew.. :D

Baby =)

Morning guys!! It's Sunday Lol and i'm not going to do chores today coz yesterday i already clearance all the things such as,housekeeping,laundry,so,today i decide to take a rest..Fully rest!! See,almost 11 a.m but i still laying on my bed..Chillex ar kan..hik..hik...Suddenly rasa nk update something maybe because i leave my blog quite a long time right??...Hurmmmm,kdg2 tue,i feeling like wanna update but dunno why,lazy mood was conquer myself..=)..

Okay,pictures below shown my baby with the toys!! Actually my baby is not adore with her toys for a long time..i means,she easily feel bored with her toys and just play for  a minutes and after that throw anywhere at will..Yah,baby likes to buat sepah..hik..hik...but i'm never to scold her coz i knows kids attitude must like that but i will try to teach her about discipline..Just take a time... =)

*This messy created by baby LOL..

And tadaaaaaaaaa,her reaction while play with her toys,looks like excited right?? kejap jer tue...

*Baby in the toys world..ha..ha...

As long as you happy baby,do it..Mama Ayah just gave you yg terbaik coz both of us really love you so much,your happiness it became our happiness  also and instead of, if you feel hurt,we too will feel the same..coz you're part of our life.. XoXo!

Number One For Me...

Hi peeps!! Suddenly missing my blog and me also had a something to update..hik...hik...nothing special..it's just a song from Maher Zain..I dun know why,for the first time i heard this song it's like... there is something in the lyrics...I means ade mesej yg cuba disampaikan through this song..and,yah,,,i luv it!! I dedicate this song special to my luvly mom...So,here guys,enjoy!!

 I was a foolish little child
Crazy things I used to do
And all the pain I put you through
Mama now I’m here for you

For all the times I made you cry
The days I told you lies
Now it’s time for you to rise
For all the things you sacrificed

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Mom I’m all grown up now
It's a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
Oh oh
number one for me

Now I finally understand
That famous line
About the day I’d face in time
Coz now I have a child of mine

Even though I was so bad
I’ve learnt so much from you
Now I’m trying to do it too
Love my kids the way you do

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Mom I’m all grown up now
It's a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
Oh oh
number one for me

There is no one in this world
That can take your place
Oooh I’m sorry for ever taken you for granted

I will use every chance I get
To make you smile
Whenever I’m around you

Now I will to try to love you
Like you love me
Only God knows how much you mean to me

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Mom I’m all grown up now
It's a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

The number one for me
The number one for me
The number one for me
Oh oh
Number one for me

*One day,my lil princess also through what i feel now...everything...One day,she'll get married,has a child and become a  mother like mine.... =)

-Mine-

Being a wifey,a mommy and career woman need a lot of patient in everything...it's not easy as we thought..Too many things need to do begins from the morning till nite..easy to say,time very valuable..And sometimes i'm feeling like no hv time for myself...But,don't think that mine regret to through all this..Even,Yah,i admit,kdg2 tue feel maximum tired but when i'm thinking back,it's was kinda fun...And the key is,dun assume anything that we do as a burden but assume as a responsibility and sure everything,anything that we do will be easy and enjoy!!..Same goes to me Lol..I must smart to divide my time for hubby and my baby..also to my job..Hurmmm,,for myself, i'm just let it beside and i'm okay with it..lucky me coz so far,hubby always help me to do anything whether at workplace or at our home...atleast my burden little bit reduce on his help...Thanks syg.. =)

Proud to be me,sounds like ripple but apparently no guys! what  i means is, i'm proud to myself just because i can do my responsibilities as far as possible..(so far )..and sometimes it was challenge for myself also coz on my age now,i afford to being a hardcore women..hik..hik..hik..
My daily routines everyday exclude Saturday and Sunday is working and fyi guys,i pay attention 8 hours in da office and after that fetch baby at untie house,go to nearly market to buy some groceries..prepare bahan2 cooking for dinner..Nowadays,me rajin sket msk coz feel very happy when seeing hubby and baby appetizing with my cuisines..Ermm,well,well,well, i cooked not bad LOL..Act,hubby dun mind if me just take away coz he knew that i tired of working but i more prefer to homemade cook!!

After had dinner,showered,It's time to play with baby (if baby blom tido la)..coz seharian x jumpa dia,rindu setengah mati...hik..hik...and u know what guys,i can't to sleep,before baby sleep first..That's means,if baby sleep at 2.00am,baru saya bleh tido..ha..ha..Can u imagine guys??? Sometimes, i just only got 3 hours for my bedtime and i know this is not enough for me but how ??..Belom lagi wake up each half an hour for give her milk...hwaaa....so sleepyyyy for the next day...but,anything for you baby!! and so true if peoples said,we can't repay mother sacrifice!!
About my responsibility to hubby,no need to story more details LOL..That's my routines guys from Monday to Friday ...

But,I luv when i off from working like Saturday and Sunday..Yah,i no need to facing PC for 8 hours but don't think that i can "bermalas-malasan"...I must wake up early in the  morning to prepare breakfast..jgn mimpi nk bagun lambat ya since had a baby..=),,Need to laundry and do housekeeping..seminggu sekali je kot for this...See guys,my time full with chores even me pun xtau when time to rest..I means,the real rest!! Usually,weekend,i rarely cook for lunch coz me and hubby decide to outing..just mkn kt luar and spend time together with baby,bring her jalan-jalan...and part nie I likes..very!!..

So,that's mine..and trust me guys,before married and after married is  different things..Totally different..especially when we had a child,everything change..too hard for me to give explanation but i choosed this way so i must accept all consequence without prejudice and no words "regret" in my life coz for me,Allah arrange yg terbaik untuk hambanya.I'm realize,at a young age,me always did anything by follow the lust semata-mata without thinking wisely..always ..serious talk, i did too many mistakes in my life but since i met my hubby,he try to change me slowly & bit a bit especially my attitude and u know guys,he's a person who's very patient to facing my karenah and that's why i choose him as my life partner..He know me very well guys...xX

If you ask me about my life now,For me,im happy what with i have..and hope for onwards also...Hopefully..Lastly guys,a little bit advice from me,anyone you,just be yourself..IGNORE what people back talked about you as long as u know who you are..that's enough!! Remember guys,life only once..so,makes it worth and dun waste your time with foolish things kay !!

Off to bed,,gudnite beautiful creatures!!xoxo

*As u know guys,my diaries were always about her from the date she appear in my life and will remain so forever.. <3

N.Q.A

N.Q.A stands for Nur Qairina Arisya...Meaning of Nur Qairina is "Cahaya Kebaikan"..why i put that name?? just because i luv the name and meaning...People said,name lead the important role... so,as a parents,hope if my baby grown up to be a gud child..sesuai dengan namanya and be an ideal princess of mine...Amin...

And I got Arisya name after combined name of hubby and me..it's created by me..he..he..Baby is the symbol of love towards me and hubby,so i combined our name as a sign of love..hik..hik...that's all guys...In anyway,give yg terbaik untuk anak-anak..raising children is not just giving them feed only..too many things that need to do and as u knows guys,its not easy as we thought...need a patient to the max...but sokay,it was a challenge for all parents out there ..gud or bad ur children on your hand...#Just Saying#

Oh yah,forget to wish "Happy Malaysia Day" peeps!!

14.09.2012

14 September 2012...
A date need to remember coz the date very special to me, the date will always be kept in my mind as long as i life coz on that dated me come into the world  as a baby,toddler,kids,teenagers and change to adult till i found my Mr.Right,fall in love and got married then having a great gift from God..(my baby)..See,how fast time flies and today i turn to 26 years old..Sometimes feeling like,,, is it only dream??? Allah is great...
Happy to be me..you know why guys?too many obstacles that i through but syukur Alhamdulillah i can face it even tears,sadness accompany me but i'm not alone..yah,not alone...still had a family who's support me mentally and phsically..Sometimes, increasing age makes me more matured and makes me realize life is too short..why i said like this?? it just because we didn't knows when God take our life of...If we ask all people how long to stay up in this world,for sure la ramai yang answer wanna life for a thousand years..but believe that guys, Allah arrange everything..

On my besday,i don't really to request anything like a gift or whatever....Enough for me if God give me a gud healthy,
murah rezeki,and allowed me to feel happy with loving people around me..especially hubby and baby..that's all...

Hubby also ask me too if i want something as a besday gift..and Him ask me to request anything but i said no need to waste the money coz i dun want anything and i told to hubby, i already got everything from him and i only need his love,attention,happiness and the most important is loyalty...not too much my request right??simple but deep meaning....story about loyalty,i always pray so that my hubby will be loyal to me  and stay with me only...no second stranger coz i don't willing to duplicated by him..x sanggup woooo!! And will not share heart,husband,life with others women in anyway..desperate mcm mane pun x akan!!!

Ahead my besday, i was kept silence and never to said about my besday to hubby..hint2pun xde..hik..hik...i become like that  just to test him whether he remember my besday or not but he remember!!yeah!!
Funny guys,usually,after come back from work,he go to shower,had dinner and then,hubby terus masuk tido but yesterday not!! he look at me with smile face...=)..me??chillex LOL...then,detik 12 mlm, he wished to me, "Happy Besday Sayang" followed by a kiss on my forehead..Ouchh!!so sweetttt rite??? me feeling like flying without wings...hik..hik...Obviously,he remember my besday..million thanks syg.. =)

And the next day,he makes surprised to me at workplace....hurmmmm,not too surprise but no matter what,i still appreciate his effort..atleast i knows that him really2 concerned on me...itu dah cukup...but,i wondered how come my hubby become a romantic man in this world..*HiHi*..suddenly jer kan...nway awak,u're really sweetssss..even b sendiri x percaya...

Honestly,,hubby said,before this,he never to take seriously about besday,anniversary or special date that need to remember..but since he recognize me,he realize how much are important to remember a special date..Different with me...i luv to celebrate besday,anniversary,lebih2 lagi anything that  involved my hubby and baby,for sure i will makes it special moments... =)..And for me this is the best way for appreciate each others...me luv hubby and baby..4 ever and ever..that's why i easily got angry if hubby forgot an important date...for me,not hard to remember or give blessing kt someone yg kita sayang..=) ...So,why not??

Lastly, "HAPPY BESDAY TO ME".yeah!! ..See you soon guys!!! xoxo!!

LOL

Hi my dearest fans!!ha...ha...(pasan retis jap).. Its 11th September now!! Rase cepat je mase berlalu and another 3 days its my besday..Who care rite??..But i care and hope hubby care also..Wonder if him forget the date or not...Just wait and see...

Just story,tadi after come back from workplace,fetch baby at untie house then kitorang heading to Mall..me wanna buy groceries..At first,hubby told to me so that buy groceries this weekend but me tetap ngan pendirian nk g jugak..At last hubby ikut jer..sorry ye syg,being burden to you..It just because i can't drive..

So,first place that i go at mall is baby things area..As you know guys,mine can't control myself looking for baby cloths,accessories and so on..Excited even many times i go and bought something for baby...Hubby just "geleng pale" coz niat awal nk beli brg keperluan rumah...Apparently no!

Before this,i said to myself never buy cloths for baby for a few months..U know why guys?? I bought baby a lot of dress during hari raya plus baby got many cloths gifts during her birthday..There are reason..I know its seemed like boleh caye kew xnk buy anything lg??..Hik..hik....the answer is can't!! I'm the real shopaholic!
I'm really really  excited with baby gurl dress..especially pink colour..dunno why...Haishhhh,ssh kan??
So,tadi I terbeli baby skirt plus t-shirt brand by Cheetah...Total two items RM150 only....Actually,i likes the design and i imagine baby looks like sooo cute when she wearing its!!  Cyg2,kopak duit mama but,sokay,duit bleh cari but kepuasan??

Hurmm,one more things,if  i go to baby wears area,feeling like wanna to grab all..ha..ha...Hubby??Hurmmm,he never to disagreed what will i do as long i know the limit..coz for him,i'm working women and i got my own salary so what i want to buy,its up to me but he always remind me,not too waste the money coz hubby said we didn't know what will happen onwards rite??So,keep sket money for future..In case,kalo de pape,it worth!! =)

Oh yah,this week i got 3 days off..Saturday,Sunday and Monday..Horaayyy..that's means,family time...
Planning to go somewhere but has not discuss with hubby.. erm,sokay,later can!! 
See ya peeps!!Xoxo

My Passion

 MY SOUL

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MY LOVE

-MY HEARTBEAT TILL END-

INCIDENT :(

To my dearest hubby,

I'm  so sorry what were happened..I know, i'm not supposed to blame you on what already happened but you must know and need to know that me really2 concerned with Arisya..Anything that involve her surely will be important things to me...

Fyi guys,i accidentally speak loud to my hubby..i don't mean it! and yes i really regret it but mine become like that has a reason..Lets me story what happened till i betul2 rasa mrh sgt ngan hubby,and after this you all can judge me whether what i was did betul atau salah..Pls put yourself in my situation..

Me , hubby and baby balik  beraya from relatives house..I know,each others feel tired plus sleepy..baby also..So,when arrived at home, i leave my baby with him for a few minutes coz i go upstair to got towel for baby and prepare her cloths after baths but suddenly i heard sounds like "kaca pecah" and followed by screaming baby!! I ran to downstair and guess what happen guys?? Glass table kt ruang tamu pecah and you all can imagine what happen rite?Yah,baby head broken the table glass..Actually,i dun know kejadian sebenar how??coz my hubby with baby on that time and only his know..i got my baby and i hugs her tightly.I wipe her hairs and OMG!! It's bleeding..Bnyk sgt..full of napkin with her blood...

Without rasional thinking,i scold my hubby and blame him...that time,i know,i terlalu outspoke sgt coz he really careless jg baby mase tue..Yg lebih geram,anak depan mata dia but he can't give 100% attention..I'm just leave my baby for a few minutes but he injured my baby.. I can't accept his reason that baby fall by itself..Can u imagine guys??sampai meja boleh pecah,how strong baby fall on...maunya x sakitkan??..

Then,hubby and me rush bring baby to the near clinic for get the treatment..On the way to the clinic,inside car,i start nagging to hubby and him keep silent without any reaction..I know,he realize, apa yang berlaku,berpunca dr dia..Careless sgt!! And mine non-stop talking with him, "if anything happen on my baby,i will never forgive him and don't touch my baby even once"..Fullstop!!

Doctor said,dun worry about baby wound coz is not too deep and no need to do minor surgery..Doctor just clean wound area and ade 2 tempat yang terkena kaca..Ms bleeding td xnmpk sgt but after do cleaning br nmpk...For me,dalam jugak kesannya even xkene jahit skalipun but kalo kene kt muka sure become permanent scars..pity baby..crying loudly...sakit eh sayang??mama tau syg cuma mama xdpt rase jerk..Oh!doctor said also,ade darah beku dlm head skin..that's why ade benjolan kecil kt wound place tue..nasib bek drh beku dlm kulit jer and it will gone for a few days..Just put all medicines that doc gave..

See guys,i'm a mommy so it's normal when i react like that..maybe cara tegur hubby yg salah and i know that..but tgh marah kan,and fyi,this is not first time baby injured on hand my hubby..it's second time..But before this xdelah smpi bleeding kan..stakat jatuh2 or terhantuk tue normal la for toddler yg baru nk growing up..tp this time xleh terima plak...sakit tau nk deliver her,that's why i really2 concerned with her sepenuh hati..She's everything fo me..mine can't imagine if something happen on her and that's rite people said "benda nk jadi,xboleh nk kata apa"...But,if we beware,atleast percents for happen is small..

Hubby gave me explanation about the incident after come back from the clinic for seek my understanding and admit his mistakes and pomish to me, this incident will not repeat again..

Hubby,as you know,i bukan suka2 nk mrh...hope you faham kay..Oklah,i'm so sorry too..i'm not supposed salahkan you 100%..Nowadays,baby mmng makin aktif since dh "dapat kaki" and sometimes very hard for us to control her..But,as her parents,we must give extra care...I know you really2 love her.me also,so same2 lah kite menjaga baby as much as we can kay!! Past is past....me luv you! =)

Besday =)

Hi guys...how r you??everything okay??me??so far i'm okay..hik..hik...i'm here just to sharing pending pictures during my daughter celebration besday..that's all..means,malas nk type bnyk2...So,here are some pictures!!Enjoy!!

*For my little one,me and hubby decided to celebrate her besday at here..Yah,we booked the place which is near with my house and closest relatives house also..Credit to KFC,thanks for the event arrangement.

 -BUFDAY GURL-

*See,baby had a veryyy superb night...she looks like a cindrelella..hik..hik..

TADAAAAAAA...BUFDAY CAKE FOR BABY..YUMMMY!!

*feel loving to eat right??ha..ha..I knows...

-CHICKY APPEARANCE-

*Ha..ha...funny guys,actually chicky already arrange 3 games for all kids but no one can join the games coz several of them looks like scary with chicky..My baby also but still chill..yelah,ade ayahnya kan..Neway,thanks CHICKY! you are really comel you know that rite! =D

-GOODIES BAG-

*Prepared for kids..

-GIFTS-

*Btw,to all who's gave my baby gifts,million thanks and baby kinda excited with all..there had a toys,cloths and for sure baby happy...Sgt!!

-END-

*And the last event is "potong cake"...Yummy..Baby can't cutting the cake,so me and hubby did it on behalf my baby..

Hope,baby had a great birthday party!! Even baby dun know everything but enough with her smile makes me happy..xoxo!!