Number One For Me...

Hi peeps!! Suddenly missing my blog and me also had a something to update..hik...hik...nothing special..it's just a song from Maher Zain..I dun know why,for the first time i heard this song it's like... there is something in the lyrics...I means ade mesej yg cuba disampaikan through this song..and,yah,,,i luv it!! I dedicate this song special to my luvly mom...So,here guys,enjoy!!

 I was a foolish little child
Crazy things I used to do
And all the pain I put you through
Mama now I’m here for you

For all the times I made you cry
The days I told you lies
Now it’s time for you to rise
For all the things you sacrificed

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Mom I’m all grown up now
It's a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
Oh oh
number one for me

Now I finally understand
That famous line
About the day I’d face in time
Coz now I have a child of mine

Even though I was so bad
I’ve learnt so much from you
Now I’m trying to do it too
Love my kids the way you do

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Mom I’m all grown up now
It's a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
Oh oh
number one for me

There is no one in this world
That can take your place
Oooh I’m sorry for ever taken you for granted

I will use every chance I get
To make you smile
Whenever I’m around you

Now I will to try to love you
Like you love me
Only God knows how much you mean to me

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Mom I’m all grown up now
It's a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

The number one for me
The number one for me
The number one for me
Oh oh
Number one for me

*One day,my lil princess also through what i feel now...everything...One day,she'll get married,has a child and become a  mother like mine.... =)

-Mine-

Being a wifey,a mommy and career woman need a lot of patient in everything...it's not easy as we thought..Too many things need to do begins from the morning till nite..easy to say,time very valuable..And sometimes i'm feeling like no hv time for myself...But,don't think that mine regret to through all this..Even,Yah,i admit,kdg2 tue feel maximum tired but when i'm thinking back,it's was kinda fun...And the key is,dun assume anything that we do as a burden but assume as a responsibility and sure everything,anything that we do will be easy and enjoy!!..Same goes to me Lol..I must smart to divide my time for hubby and my baby..also to my job..Hurmmm,,for myself, i'm just let it beside and i'm okay with it..lucky me coz so far,hubby always help me to do anything whether at workplace or at our home...atleast my burden little bit reduce on his help...Thanks syg.. =)

Proud to be me,sounds like ripple but apparently no guys! what  i means is, i'm proud to myself just because i can do my responsibilities as far as possible..(so far )..and sometimes it was challenge for myself also coz on my age now,i afford to being a hardcore women..hik..hik..hik..
My daily routines everyday exclude Saturday and Sunday is working and fyi guys,i pay attention 8 hours in da office and after that fetch baby at untie house,go to nearly market to buy some groceries..prepare bahan2 cooking for dinner..Nowadays,me rajin sket msk coz feel very happy when seeing hubby and baby appetizing with my cuisines..Ermm,well,well,well, i cooked not bad LOL..Act,hubby dun mind if me just take away coz he knew that i tired of working but i more prefer to homemade cook!!

After had dinner,showered,It's time to play with baby (if baby blom tido la)..coz seharian x jumpa dia,rindu setengah mati...hik..hik...and u know what guys,i can't to sleep,before baby sleep first..That's means,if baby sleep at 2.00am,baru saya bleh tido..ha..ha..Can u imagine guys??? Sometimes, i just only got 3 hours for my bedtime and i know this is not enough for me but how ??..Belom lagi wake up each half an hour for give her milk...hwaaa....so sleepyyyy for the next day...but,anything for you baby!! and so true if peoples said,we can't repay mother sacrifice!!
About my responsibility to hubby,no need to story more details LOL..That's my routines guys from Monday to Friday ...

But,I luv when i off from working like Saturday and Sunday..Yah,i no need to facing PC for 8 hours but don't think that i can "bermalas-malasan"...I must wake up early in the  morning to prepare breakfast..jgn mimpi nk bagun lambat ya since had a baby..=),,Need to laundry and do housekeeping..seminggu sekali je kot for this...See guys,my time full with chores even me pun xtau when time to rest..I means,the real rest!! Usually,weekend,i rarely cook for lunch coz me and hubby decide to outing..just mkn kt luar and spend time together with baby,bring her jalan-jalan...and part nie I likes..very!!..

So,that's mine..and trust me guys,before married and after married is  different things..Totally different..especially when we had a child,everything change..too hard for me to give explanation but i choosed this way so i must accept all consequence without prejudice and no words "regret" in my life coz for me,Allah arrange yg terbaik untuk hambanya.I'm realize,at a young age,me always did anything by follow the lust semata-mata without thinking wisely..always ..serious talk, i did too many mistakes in my life but since i met my hubby,he try to change me slowly & bit a bit especially my attitude and u know guys,he's a person who's very patient to facing my karenah and that's why i choose him as my life partner..He know me very well guys...xX

If you ask me about my life now,For me,im happy what with i have..and hope for onwards also...Hopefully..Lastly guys,a little bit advice from me,anyone you,just be yourself..IGNORE what people back talked about you as long as u know who you are..that's enough!! Remember guys,life only once..so,makes it worth and dun waste your time with foolish things kay !!

Off to bed,,gudnite beautiful creatures!!xoxo

*As u know guys,my diaries were always about her from the date she appear in my life and will remain so forever.. <3

N.Q.A

N.Q.A stands for Nur Qairina Arisya...Meaning of Nur Qairina is "Cahaya Kebaikan"..why i put that name?? just because i luv the name and meaning...People said,name lead the important role... so,as a parents,hope if my baby grown up to be a gud child..sesuai dengan namanya and be an ideal princess of mine...Amin...

And I got Arisya name after combined name of hubby and me..it's created by me..he..he..Baby is the symbol of love towards me and hubby,so i combined our name as a sign of love..hik..hik...that's all guys...In anyway,give yg terbaik untuk anak-anak..raising children is not just giving them feed only..too many things that need to do and as u knows guys,its not easy as we thought...need a patient to the max...but sokay,it was a challenge for all parents out there ..gud or bad ur children on your hand...#Just Saying#

Oh yah,forget to wish "Happy Malaysia Day" peeps!!

14.09.2012

14 September 2012...
A date need to remember coz the date very special to me, the date will always be kept in my mind as long as i life coz on that dated me come into the world  as a baby,toddler,kids,teenagers and change to adult till i found my Mr.Right,fall in love and got married then having a great gift from God..(my baby)..See,how fast time flies and today i turn to 26 years old..Sometimes feeling like,,, is it only dream??? Allah is great...
Happy to be me..you know why guys?too many obstacles that i through but syukur Alhamdulillah i can face it even tears,sadness accompany me but i'm not alone..yah,not alone...still had a family who's support me mentally and phsically..Sometimes, increasing age makes me more matured and makes me realize life is too short..why i said like this?? it just because we didn't knows when God take our life of...If we ask all people how long to stay up in this world,for sure la ramai yang answer wanna life for a thousand years..but believe that guys, Allah arrange everything..

On my besday,i don't really to request anything like a gift or whatever....Enough for me if God give me a gud healthy,
murah rezeki,and allowed me to feel happy with loving people around me..especially hubby and baby..that's all...

Hubby also ask me too if i want something as a besday gift..and Him ask me to request anything but i said no need to waste the money coz i dun want anything and i told to hubby, i already got everything from him and i only need his love,attention,happiness and the most important is loyalty...not too much my request right??simple but deep meaning....story about loyalty,i always pray so that my hubby will be loyal to me  and stay with me only...no second stranger coz i don't willing to duplicated by him..x sanggup woooo!! And will not share heart,husband,life with others women in anyway..desperate mcm mane pun x akan!!!

Ahead my besday, i was kept silence and never to said about my besday to hubby..hint2pun xde..hik..hik...i become like that  just to test him whether he remember my besday or not but he remember!!yeah!!
Funny guys,usually,after come back from work,he go to shower,had dinner and then,hubby terus masuk tido but yesterday not!! he look at me with smile face...=)..me??chillex LOL...then,detik 12 mlm, he wished to me, "Happy Besday Sayang" followed by a kiss on my forehead..Ouchh!!so sweetttt rite??? me feeling like flying without wings...hik..hik...Obviously,he remember my besday..million thanks syg.. =)

And the next day,he makes surprised to me at workplace....hurmmmm,not too surprise but no matter what,i still appreciate his effort..atleast i knows that him really2 concerned on me...itu dah cukup...but,i wondered how come my hubby become a romantic man in this world..*HiHi*..suddenly jer kan...nway awak,u're really sweetssss..even b sendiri x percaya...

Honestly,,hubby said,before this,he never to take seriously about besday,anniversary or special date that need to remember..but since he recognize me,he realize how much are important to remember a special date..Different with me...i luv to celebrate besday,anniversary,lebih2 lagi anything that  involved my hubby and baby,for sure i will makes it special moments... =)..And for me this is the best way for appreciate each others...me luv hubby and baby..4 ever and ever..that's why i easily got angry if hubby forgot an important date...for me,not hard to remember or give blessing kt someone yg kita sayang..=) ...So,why not??

Lastly, "HAPPY BESDAY TO ME".yeah!! ..See you soon guys!!! xoxo!!

LOL

Hi my dearest fans!!ha...ha...(pasan retis jap).. Its 11th September now!! Rase cepat je mase berlalu and another 3 days its my besday..Who care rite??..But i care and hope hubby care also..Wonder if him forget the date or not...Just wait and see...

Just story,tadi after come back from workplace,fetch baby at untie house then kitorang heading to Mall..me wanna buy groceries..At first,hubby told to me so that buy groceries this weekend but me tetap ngan pendirian nk g jugak..At last hubby ikut jer..sorry ye syg,being burden to you..It just because i can't drive..

So,first place that i go at mall is baby things area..As you know guys,mine can't control myself looking for baby cloths,accessories and so on..Excited even many times i go and bought something for baby...Hubby just "geleng pale" coz niat awal nk beli brg keperluan rumah...Apparently no!

Before this,i said to myself never buy cloths for baby for a few months..U know why guys?? I bought baby a lot of dress during hari raya plus baby got many cloths gifts during her birthday..There are reason..I know its seemed like boleh caye kew xnk buy anything lg??..Hik..hik....the answer is can't!! I'm the real shopaholic!
I'm really really  excited with baby gurl dress..especially pink colour..dunno why...Haishhhh,ssh kan??
So,tadi I terbeli baby skirt plus t-shirt brand by Cheetah...Total two items RM150 only....Actually,i likes the design and i imagine baby looks like sooo cute when she wearing its!!  Cyg2,kopak duit mama but,sokay,duit bleh cari but kepuasan??

Hurmm,one more things,if  i go to baby wears area,feeling like wanna to grab all..ha..ha...Hubby??Hurmmm,he never to disagreed what will i do as long i know the limit..coz for him,i'm working women and i got my own salary so what i want to buy,its up to me but he always remind me,not too waste the money coz hubby said we didn't know what will happen onwards rite??So,keep sket money for future..In case,kalo de pape,it worth!! =)

Oh yah,this week i got 3 days off..Saturday,Sunday and Monday..Horaayyy..that's means,family time...
Planning to go somewhere but has not discuss with hubby.. erm,sokay,later can!! 
See ya peeps!!Xoxo

My Passion

 MY SOUL

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MY DEAR

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MY LOVE

-MY HEARTBEAT TILL END-