Hi Friday!!



Red of the day..

Hi everyone!! Yah,I have no idea what to do plus i'm alone there so I decided to blogging..Today is Friday and as you know,I really love Friday because I could get off day for tomorrow..hik..hik..hik..Oh well,
next Friday was Birthday of Sultan's Johor and guess what guys?? I got 3 days off..hip hip horaaay!!
Dun get me wrong fellas,I'm just counting..not celebrating..So,3 days off,any idea where's to go?? Yang working on Saturday tue mmng rugi..hik..hik..

Haishhh,what a bored day that I've today..Nobody here plus there is no works need to do..everything done yesterday so I'm just sitting,fb_ing,google_ing and now blogging..what else?? Hurmm.how I wish I can go back home now and lay on my comfy bed??

Now,time show at 12.15 pm..means another 5 hours more to pay attention in da office..wht the hell!
Oh time,can you be nice to me and move so fast?? kalaulah kan..

That's all guys..i'm just drop by here to share my mood today..Maybe I should take a short nap for a while before lunch hour..my tummy's start grumbling now..So,happy Friday guys!! see ya!!



*manage to smile even a bit late today!!



When love calls out...

To someone that I love..

I'm so sorry for the rude words that I said ..Now,I'm regret what with I did..Never feel guilty like this but this time,yes I am..I cried whole of the day,waiting you comes and forgive me while hugs and comfort myself as always you did for me when I feel down..but now,nothing..I know you're very mad with me..You can scold me a whim and this is your right but please,dun makes yourself too far from me..It's hurts..seriously..I'm gonna cry now..:'(

There is no sense in understanding the soul..

Whenever its misses your calling..

Every soul has own loyalty

Mine is simply to you..

When love is in the soul..

The world flourishs without sorrows..

Everything becomes about him..

The heart worships him..

When love calls out..

Its shakes my body..When love calls out,

Its warm up my breath.. 
When love calls out..
The longing it takes...
When love calls out..

It yearns..it yearns..my heart yearns..
Calling out on your names..
While it flies in your skies...
And drowns in the sea of your love...

Scattered pieces of a longing heart..
Melts into one big heart...
Like a dance that is colorful as a rainbow...
WHEN LOVE CALLS OUT....

I'm seeking your forgiveness even its hard for you to do..I know,easily forgive but hard to forget...Just take your time..I will waiting..<3..

My life won't perfect without love from you..Trust me..you're everything for me....

Saturday With Lovelies!!

Hi peeps,Happy holiday!!! Oh ya,not to forget,Happy Deepavali to all Indians out there...Have a gud Raya K..So,what your xtvt ? For me,holiday seems like not a  holiday..Means,saturday I mmg off..That's why I really2 hate when Public Holiday falls on saturday..*sigh*... But,sokay because hubby pun off today..So,a little bit happy and he gave me a chance to woke up late than usual..Thanks syg treat our daughter and allow me to slept until noon..He..he..

Nothing special today,planning wanna stay at home whole of the day because every weeks kitorang hang out kot so this week we're decided to stay at home and spend quality time while watching,playing,and FB_ing but dunno why,I'm feel so bored to the max plus the weather today..haishhh,mengundang betul nk tido kan..He..he..so suddenly hubby invite me to hang out..Ish,weird plak kan..slalunya I yg ajak kuar instead of him but this time conversely..Yeay!! That's I wanna hear!! I Saja je jual mahal mule2 but inside,melompat2 kegirangan..so,pictures!!

*My love..

As usual,snap is a must..cherish every single with my precious is a very special moments..I can see my baby shine when she was with me..I love her so badly and I willing to do anything just for her..she's my strength to throught out my life..without her,my life is zero..So,I try my best for the best just for her..I even don't care about others as along I could see my baby be a happy kids..That all!

Oh,well guys,tadi baby merajuk sbb she can't play at playground..I'm so guilty  because I promised to her early morning that mine will bring her to the playground but I've cancelled it due to the heavy rain and such not the good time to play at the wet playground..

 

See,comel tau x? This time baby ask me "mom's,can you bring me to the playground"? and I said "No"!..Baby start sulking and ignore me..Hurmmm,I'm so sorry child..not my fault actually but not suits if you want to play at wet area because It will make you in dangerous...That's my baby guys..always remember each things that we're promised to her..sulking,crying is normal for her when something that she want,can't fulfilled..One more things,she always act like a boss..see her legs la..he..he..Now,kalo naik kete jerk bkan nk dok dpn..mesti sit in the back and act like a bossy! Hurmmm,Isya...Isya..But remember baby,too much diva attitude in yourself is not good..Pls take note!!

Then,to satisfied herself,hubby brought her to play "Nino-Nino" <---(This words,given by Isya)..He..he..Until now,she will said nino-nino when she saw the machine..So funny but dun care la..as long dia phm..mee too..

Okay!! Does you satisfied baby?? 3 times mama change the cents just to treat you play young lady!!So dun you ever to makes mama angry..Okay pretty??

That all guys..I used my time just for her and I'm so blessed  with what have I did today..Alhamdulillah..

*Satisfied face can spent whole weekend with A baby!!

Precious Time !!

Hi there!!! How your days goin on?? Its weekend  lol and I bet you guys have a nice day right?? Same goes to me even I'm sooo sleepy today due to woke up early in da morning..he..he..Well,my little baby not allowed me to sleep more longer than usual and I guess,she a little bit envy with me...he..he..but at the brighter side I know,she wanna spend her quality time with me..cute right?? Then,I straight away to the kitchen,making breakfast,take a shower with her and after that,playing with her until her feel so sleepy and took a short nap for awhile and me,did housekeeping..When everything is well,makes myself ready and waiting hubby pick me up to outing..Phew!! Such a tiring day ever but much fun!!

As usual,I rarely stay at homies during weekend and that so not me..Dunno why,I feel so stuck when I at home even having baby besides me..he..he..I dun care to go anywhere as long as not at home!! No!!
Lucky me,hubby understand what I need..Tq so muchh syg..and today,he invites me to chill out..Yes!! So,check it out our xtvt for today!!

First,we had our lunch at nearest KFC..and this is requested by baby because she huge fan with spicy chicken and  jelly ice-cream..so,to KFC here we go!!

*Baby enjoyed her meals and us got unofficial photographer..he..he..tq hubby for the quality pictures that you snap!!

Guys,take a look the pictures..Baby siap tunjuk "Thumbs up" lagik..konon2 sdp sgt lettew he..he..comel tau x?? After tummy's fully loaded,we decided went to playground..just for makes our daughter happy..seeing her smiling pretty enough to makes me and hubby blissful.. <3 So,let's go !!

*Heading to playground ..Baby act like a boss with "her" Ray Ban...Ops,not her,its mine!!he..he..

Yeay!! She was so excited when seeing the swing and run to get it!! Haishhh,carefull baby!!

* Baby play the swing while singing..so funny!!

1 hour at playground was quite tired for hubby to chase her around..he..he..Me?? I'm just sitting and looking for they both..Today's weather so cool and not sizzling..good timing..Baby don't want to going back and wanna play again but for me,its overlong at the playground..kalo ikutkan baby,until the nite she was willing to be there..Baby start cranky after I force her to stop and said "enough"..Hubby persuade her and pledge something,,Guess what?? Hubby promised to took her see the giant fish at Giant Mall.. Actually not merely to see the fish lol because before dat, I already told to hubby that I'm looking for something at Giant...So,to Giant we ended up!!

*Me and baby,,we're poser when got a camera..hik..hik..don't you?

We spent a couple of hours in Giant and I bought lovely dress for baby and me also and not to forget to bought a new headbands for my collection.. Thanks hubby paid thingy for both of us ..muahhhh..
Then,I plan to going back at home due to my legs was pain effect wore the high heels in long term..
But,on the way,baby suddenly request to me and hubby went to  her cousin's house to met Riana..By chance, I got msg from my younger sissy and ask mine to go her home so,layankan..he..he,,

Overall,I'm satisfied manage a few hours with my precious..even its quite tired but every tiredness gone if I able to make my baby cheer up,smile and happy when she was with me..that's all..#happy when seeing her happy# We complement each others..

*I do not be surprised if she had a lot similarities with me because she's my daughter and only one!!

To hubby,millions thanks for your time,always layankan karenah your wifey nie..He..he..even sometimes feeling tired but never once you dispute me,,I'm so touched on your kind heart that you got!! Maybe the rest thought that I take advantages on your goodness but No!! I don't!!  That's why I love you so much becaus eyou always makes me and baby as your top priority in any situation and conditions..

* Love you!! <3

23.10.2013 | Happy 3rd Anniversary For uS !!

*Pic quite blurr but I likes it!

 23.10.2013,
 Today is our  3rd Anniversary...3 years in marriage life unfortunately makes me more matured in everything and keep hold my responsibilities as a wifey..And honestly,our marriage more brighter with the presence of our daughter..

To Hubby,thanks for :

~ Loving me more than yourself..
~Accompany me in hard or easy way..
~Be a good father to my child..
~Take care of me and perform your responsibility as well.
~Makes me and Isya as your top priority..
~Hardest effort to looks me and Isya always in comfy situation....

Hurmmm,too many good quality in yourself and I can't listing all..No matter what,you're always in my mind,my heart and trust me,my life never dull when I;m with you..Love you the most sweetie pie!! he..he..

Last but not least,Happy Anniversary syg...muahhhsss !! Hope we would be lasting till Allah separates us by death..Thanks for everything!!
 

Wedding Day!!

Hi readers!! I'm comeback!! He..he..It was like...so long i'm quite from blogging right?? kidding!!
Actually,nothing to do plus my loved ones already sleeping beauty after scolded by me..That baby gurl very noty lately but no matter what,I LOVE HER so much!!

Fyi guys,last Sunday,I'd went to cousins wedding aside hubby..It was super duper meriah..serious and love her Pelamin..so lovely..Anyway,happy newly bride kak Ayu,hope your marriage would be lasting till Jannah..Amin..

Ok,stop nagging and let's pictures!!

*The sporting brides

And we..ootd..theme for that day is,Navy Blue....

*My happy family <3

And this is my cute daughter..she so excited to the max until forgot her mommy..so sad I'm..he..he..

*Busy with her 'Bunga Manggar'..like that eh spell dia?

Again...

*Me : Baby,can mama snap your pic? *Baby : Big No mama!..Don't treat me like am a superstar lol!!

 he..he..

And you know what guys?? My cute lil princess didn't want me..*sigh*..she always stick with her daddy

like she's will lost her dad...how close they're..

*Anak ayah sgt!!

*My soul..I Love both of you so badly!!

And the last.........its me...ha..ha..

* selfie before I leave...posing is a must!!

*smileee

That's all guys..happy reading!! Muahhhhh!

My Old Me..

  

*Image by Mr.Google

Hi guys..today entry is just about what I'm gonna feel.. He..he…tittle mcm serious jerk kan.. Throwback about my 2013 resolotion,that time I'd mentioned about reduce my weight to 55 kgs..that's my target..but now ,the target is just over and my weight already 50kgs.. Okay,I wanna story abour pros & cons..

I start with "HAPPY" first..

 If you ask me how happy I'm,the answer is yes! I'm really happy to the max when I Got the weight like now because,for many..many..times I tried and this time its works!! No more longer 60kgs and I can wear back my old outfits that I keep for long times in my closet…my circumference waist totally change!! No more pants size 30/31 and now,I able to wear 27/28 size..*chicken dance* And one more things,easily for me to find the cloths that I likes..yah,you know guys,before this if there is a cloths that I likes or huge but in small cutting,I must force myself forget to get it! Pity me! But now,no problem!! Big yeay!!

Ok,the cons side is "UNHAPPY"

Totally,some people who close or always seeing me just noticed about myself and they said how thin I'm now..and differents with previous..Funny things,they thought I'm getting sick,that's why I look so skinny..he..he..My mom also shocked about my weight and she told to me that she likes the old me. Don't you? Actually,not only my mom,even my friends,my relatives,my colleagues,also my siblings,they likes the old me which is a little bit "chubby".I dun know why?? Haishhh,its complicated for me.. They thought that when I'm so skinny,looks like unhealthy..But,I dun think so..

I can ignore what people have been said towards me as long I'm happy with my weight now but I dun likes when there is some people look at me like I'm stranger which came from other planet..Damn!! At first,I tried to think back what the rest people said either I need to gain my weight back or stay with current weight now because I'm very tired to heard people said "ko sakit ke?your face very sunken…does you susah hati?makan hati or yang paling funny bile ade org cakap I got "Black Magic"….ha..ha..out of mind sgt…

Then,to end all issues,I'd discussion with my hubby and ask him opinion about my dilemma,about what people said,about this,about that.. and lucky me,his give me a spirit which is can motivate myself..million thanks hubby..you know me well..love you.. My point of view,we can't satisfied everyone..every single things that we did,still heard bla…bla..bla..at the backside.. So,just do what you feel its good for yourself as long as you happy with it!! :).. Till then,bye & see you the next entry!! Keep reading!!

Random Story..

Hi Fellas! Due to bored day that I've today..so I decide to story something which is that matter was happen to me last Sunday..It is not such an interesting story.. Its major story for me..

Guys,have you experiencing the situation which is when you spend your quality time at shopping mall and
approached by salesgirl?They served as beauty product for face..I thought,mesti ada kan??

Honestly,I'm very "RIMAS" about the situation because its just ruined and spoiled my mood literally..You know why? Yah,last Sunday I went to mall with my Hero and little sweetheart..As usual,after we enjoy our lunch,hubby brought our daughter to Playland..A place inside the mall and specifically created for kiddos to play while me,looking for something such a dress,accessories and other stuff..

Suddenly,when I walk in,I was approached by a Malay salesgirl whilst at her hand had brochure about beauty products.She ask me to spend a bit time just for hear her explanations about their product but I'm totally not interested at all..It's hard to reject her for real but seriously,just waste my time..Thus,I said to her "No,Thanks" in polite way while went away but she follow me behind my back and start to force me to did facial checkup and its costs you free,,kate salesgirl tue la but at this time,still have ke benda yg free?? weird!!

Then she ask me to try first even I said no need  but she tried to get my attention on that time..DAMN!! sgt rimas...xtau nk ckp bahasa pe lg so that the salesgirl faham yg I mmng x minat..maybe sbb I alone at the time and for her,very easily to mark up me!! I says in my heart,kalo nk lakukan their product pun, no need to force org kot..then I straight ckp kat salesgirl tu,did you know how many freakin time I've  wasted for you?? That time I stared at her face(muke garang).he..he..garang la sgt kan?? If I want to buy,I would to find it the product by myself...After dat,without say "thanks" or "sorry",she left me while nagging something but
I'm not sure what she's nagging for..yg pasti a little bit I dengar she said "free pun xnak"...Hey gurl! You're soooo suck..Its not about free or not but its all about minat atau x..and I that time,I mmng x interested langsung..so,even you gave me F.O.C,I would not accept it!! Full stop!!

Haishhhh,my thought of view,should all the salesgirl/salesman such like dat?? I understand her/his job as a promoter and I know,they got percent or commission if they manage to sell the products but xperlu
sampai memaksa orang kot..That's why,kalo jumpa sales person mcm tue,if possible to avoid from them..
I will...bukan ape,some boleh phm and not forcing but  the rest,just think about the comission only without
thinking about people feeling either comfy or not to get in the situation..

That's the random story about my terrible Sunday..then,I'm going to get hubby & baby with a down face..
Yah,the salesgirl success to ruined my mood on dat day!!

Hey STALKER !!!...

Hi my loyal readers!! Hope everything goes well in everything you did..Actually,I've nothing what to do so,blogging is a gud way to filled up my boredom strikes..Hurrmmm,to be honest ya guys,the main reason I create this blog/Facebook just to share anything that I through every single day even yah,not everyday actually plus to  expressed about my feeling towards something,about my life or whatever that I feel to share or story..Kindly take noted ya! each post in my blog & Facebook is universal and I'll try does not mentioned any person name here so my advice,xpyh nak touching sgt ar..just mind your own business kay!!

Why I did statement like dat? Here my explanations :

- I have no idea about this matter but I thought someone stalker my blog/ Facebook..And the problem is, His/Her bukanlah sape2 for mine and still sibuk nak find out about myself..Okay,let's say.YES,my blog is open for everyone to read or blogwalking then my Facebook,even I setup only friends can see what I post or share,I still wondered why yg bkn friends malah yg already blocked pun sibuk nak amek tau through others..Dun said about "Take Care" here..its sounds funny and weird for me..I can't forbid or control everything  because is your rights but you guys should knew one things,each contents that was in my blog/FB, whatever that I write or post, is my rights!! 

-I'm really mad like seriously..you know why?? I don't care la if nak read or what but why must nk terasa then get anger without no reason..Did I mention ur name? No right? So,what's your problem?
This is my social life..you should know how it works..

My advice :

- Next time,no need to become busybody to find out about orang lain.. at the last,diri sendiri yang Sakit hati..not good for your health..silap2 hb,leh kene heart attack...

- Fyi,Not necessarily what you read & see aimed specifically for yourself..So,no need to do assumptions about something.. You better learn how to manage your life..

I think,,,,,,Enough up here..last but not least,I'm happy with my life now..no need to stalking just to get know how down I'm and Idk la what goes through your mind..Even you'll said you're not at all to stalk about mine,just ask yourself and then,you know the answer..Honestly,I'm so sad for you...really...

Yes! I got It !

Ha,korang mesti wonder kan ape?? Td me and my lovelies g jenjalan at shopping mall and suddenly I saw the super duper cute mustache necklace..Told ya,I've been for so long looking for the accessory and without think twicely,I grab it since the promoter said,only 1 left..So,why not right?? even I know Its "Lame" but I likes the mustache shape since a long time ago..Actually,I'd one pair of mustache earings but I totally lost it... :(

For my age level,I know its not suitable to wear the accessory such like that but who cares right??  And honestly,I'm a person type yg tersangat la suke benda2 cute nie even sometimes I'm not wear but just keep as my personal collection and hubby knew me very well and he wasn't angry if I bought..

Let's pictures!!

Ok guys ! Ignore the cute face of my baby...well, I know she annoyed with me..and keep said in her heart
"What's a weirdest mommy that I've...likes a kiddos for having the toys like dat"
Eleh,you know what guys?? Baby more interested instead of me..ha..ha..ha..

Ok peeps!! Its my bedtime now and thanks for drop by..will update more soon..<3

~ HAPPY READING ~

-14 SEPTEMBER 2013-

Hi! Its been a month now I haven't touched my blog. Sorry for not updating. I've been busy with life for now. Dealing things, through out my day with my precious,loads and everything..But today was so special for me...Its just because today is my besday..Yeay!! and I decide to blogging on  my special day.. So,HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me...he..he..he..27th already...OMG....another 3 years I would reach at 3 series...can't imagine...tue pun kalo still alive la..he..he..he..

Actually,nothing hope too much on my birthday but I wish my life goes smoothly as well,happy with my loved ones especially my hubby and baby..have a greater sustenance and  given me a good healthy...That's all..

For me,with increase my age to the next level just awareness me about ,life is too short to being unhappy...
We only find the numeric of ages one in our life..we can't repeat it back...

Aside to hubby,thanks for the warm wishes and full mark goes to you because this year you're the 1st person who's wish happy bufday in advance to me..I'm soo touched as I thought that you forgot my birthday but I'm wrong..he..he..*silly me* ...I could not remember who's be the 1st person wish my bufday last year and definitely not my hubby..he..he..he..

Hubby ask me , what I want as a bufday present but I said "Nothing"..Even actually, there is something that I want but x sampai hati nk request and for sure la if I mintak hubby will buy for me with no doubt..But I think no need kot..sbb it's more to desire rather than requirement..Better keep the money for worth things such for our daughter's expenses..Don't get me wrong guys,hubby understand me well..even he's not a romantic man but sometimes he did something that makes me couldn't imagine like today..guess wht guys?? tenenene

Yah,same as last year,he make surprise for me...well,not really suprised and more to funny indeed because I knew that him have no idea what to do to show off that him really concern on me...hik..hik..hik..each year did a same things..What's a suprising birthday ever..He bought me 6 slices of cakes with assorted flavour with 1 candle..Okay,quite funny right but dunno why,my heart really touched on his effort and keep control myself from cried on that time..:'(



As you know syg,even it's not luxury celebration but B, really2 appreciate it Sayang!! Love it ! Love it ! Love it ! *muahhhhh*... No one can replace your love..

August the sweetest!

08.08.2013 - Best dated ever !!

Salam Eid everyone..So,how your raya's goin on?? is it great?? Okay,what's with the date above?? besides Hari Raya to all muslims?? guess what??guess what?? Hik..hik..hik..Lemme explain what's going  on date 08.08.2013...

We all know on the dated ,all muslims in da world were celebrate Eid and the brighter side,my hubby's birthday falls on the same date..cool kan?? That's why I said,the best dated ever for me coz I celebrate Hari Raya together with hubby besday..

Well,not too celebrate la but I bought chocolate cake for Hubby as a sign for remember his birth and I saje tulis on the surface cake hubby and baby name just because both of them was born on the same month..If you guys noticed about my previous post,that time,I already celebrate my baby birthday at SIL house and bought a Doraemon cake for her as per requested..he..he..

*What a messy writing on this cake right??hu..hu..

Oh!Not to forget,Raya this year,me and siblings, decided to wore orange colour as a theme..I dunno why,rase light sgt bile ber "ORANGES" di pagi raya..hik..hik..hik..memandangkan this year,semua berkumpul di rumah mak & abah dulu,so havoc rase when all in da house plus 3 kiddos which is,Isya,Rayyan and Riana makes everything cheerful and yah,a little bit ruining..hik..hik..

Enjoy the pictures !!

* My lovely Mom and Dad..I.m sooo touched.. :'(

*Siblings till end..

* My Mom & Dad with son in law..

*Hubby seeking forgiveness..See my baby..sibuk jer kan??

*Me and Baby...peace yo!!

*Arisya with her lovely dad !!

And last,,,,Baby with her kurung's...so tiut...

That's all guys..Happy reading!!

3.08.2013 | Isya is Turning 2 !!!!!

We were entered the month of August and on this month,there are2 days that very important to me...guess what guys??Tenenene..

Today, 03/08/2013 - My cute daughter is turning to 2 !! See,so fast right?? and sometimes,I'm not realize that she as slowly envolve into a beautiful kids like seriously..And ofcoz,she more clever in everything..The way she speak,did,like "org besar"..he..he..that's my baby..never for once failed to makes me smile with her keletah and proud to say,she brighten up my days..Love you the most baby gurl !!

Happy besday sayang...Mama hope,you will grow up to be a gud child,pretty and clever and makes your parents proud of you..

Turning 2 is one step ahead the kids will grow up and just be what they want to be..I means,during that period,all kids in learning process..Sometimes,they likes to do something a whim without think wisely..Does its normal guys?? Nothing to be expected towards my baby except,me wanna seeing her grow up as a good kids,listen to older people as well,easily to handle herself and the most important,not to be "spoil brat"..

Happy Besday sayang...No matter what happen,you should now that you still have mama & ayah..Hope,with increase your age,you can reduce your bad habit..pls,dun noty2,pls dun easily to mad when you can't get something..Listen baby,xsemua yang kita nak boleh dapat...keep my words..

And for my little one,I booked a gold necklace which is written her name as a birthday present from me while hubby bought a cute teddy bear for her..Actually,baby already had many tedy bears from small to big and assorted colour but she request again to hubby when hubby ask her,what she want for her birthday...he..he...

*I'm so in love with necklace and I thought,baby so cutee when wore it!!

Quite sad,this year I can't celebrate her besday like previous..At first,we planning to celebrate her birthday at

McDonald and fyi we also looking for the party organizer but the team said,for do birthday party,atleast must have 15 kids and impossible for us to find the kiddos..As you know,our relatives,friends do not have ank kecil around 5 to 10 years..sume dh besar2 and if had kids,only 2 or 3 and still not enough..So,we end up with nothing plus baby birthday in fasting month so,if I willing to do,need to arrange for night time after break fasting and for me its too rushing and kinda hard to gather all relatives join the party..

At last,we decided to do small celebration at SIL house..better than nothing right??? So,I bought a birthday cake for my baby and baby choose Doraemon character for her cake..he..he..I dun know since when baby so interested with Doraemon...

So,to SIL's house here we're go!!!

*Baby too eager with the cake..yummy!!

Sokay baby,Insyaallah,your 3rd birthday,mama ayah will celebrate properly..Pomish...!!

Have a BLAST sweetie..730 through my life with you is a sweet moments ever..really..

Hurmmm,aftet this,waiting 08.08.2013 coming..hubby besday...the both of them celebrate their besday on the same month..cool huh?!  

Oh ya guys,

We already more close to celebrate Eid..And serious guys,Im not really into the raya mood for this year..
Maybe sbb dah besar kot..And all preparations goes to my little princess..And this is 2nd year my baby
enjoy her feast..Well,kids mesti la happy kan nk raye and what my baby through now,I feel the same when I  was be a kids once upon a time and really,I miss my childhood..Tsk..tsk..tsk..how I wish I can throwback..

Missing

Assalammualaikum & salam Ramadhan to all my friends...
Hope this blessed month will bring you and me a thousand meaning....Syukur,still given a chance by Allah to perform the fast  and this is a 2nd years I do fasting with my beloved baby...even she still little and dunno what "fasting" means for her,but she will rise together with me to accompany my sahur..Yah,she just be a busy body sometimes but I'm proud with her because she never had a problem to wake up in the dawn.. That's my baby..I Love her the most...<3

After for so long I didn't update anything about my life as usual..Nothing serious but I haven't a mood to do anything..Too many bad things happened in my life previous and it happen currently..I dun have a strength to face it..That time I feel like was.... life getting hard day by day..*sigh*..Give up,sad.down,depressed,frusted,
and mcm2 lg worst feelings that I feel..And kinda  hard to say,this is a biggest test for me,hubby also..
And until now,I can't accept the fact that mine totally lost it!! You must be wondering right?? Okay,just straight to the point...

Actually,28 June 2013,Hubby's car had been stolen..we're noticed when us wanna going to work that morning..Can you imagine guys my feeling that time?? Shocked is a must but I'm can't thinking how could the robbers did they job smoothly without leave any trail at all..Night of the incident,I sleep late around 2.30 am (if i'm not mistaken) and I didn't heard anything,I went downstairs and peered into windows and car still park..So,I decide to sleep...Around 3.30 am, my baby wide awake twice and cried loudly..Us feel weird because she never like that before..were eager to cried...Maybe,she just gave me and hubby the signal but the bad part,we just ignore and act like nothing happen...Damn!! kalaulah mlm tue I alert sket,maybe this incident can't be happen but what should I do?? too late for regret..

Me and hubby love the car as much because too many memories  created during using it plus dh nk hbs bayar another few months..Terkilan sgt...Hubby is the person can't accept that him lost the car..I know his feeling because he was ever told me before this that,to got the car its pretty hard..1 month waiting the car release to his hand and too many expenses been spent on the car..Cliche to say,the car is limited and rarely we've seen on the road..That's why the stupid robbers aim the car...Idiot!!

On that day,me and hubby took EL and purposed to settle all things..Police report have been made and the police also said that lot of people likes the car and expectations to found back is quite hard..The police could not gave me a guarantee but they promise to try as well..Police report is very important to protect ourself from anything..We dun know if the stupid robbers use our car to do an illegal things..After that,we're tried to find a car everywhere by follow our instinct and big hope that we will found the car..Just spend a couple of hours till me give up to the max !! Thanks to my younger sissy because lend us her car for that day..

Tell you guys,what else that we don't to do to get my car back?? Looking everywhere,met someone who's can predict about missing, Pray,ask help from our friends, but it would end up with nothing..I also update about the lost on my facebook even I know,not necessarily its work but at least I try and do not just sit without do anything.


I forget for a while about my health,work and my baby just because to find back my car..For a few days,I dun take any foods..Hubby also..Pity right?? I'm look like a messy person,ignore my baby,ignore my responsibilities as a wifey and mommy and that time I'm very down and can't describe how..What I feel,its same with hubby but the differents is,hubby is a strong person rather than mine..But I knows,hubby hide the pain,sadness infront of me because if him not strong,how come to convince me to cool down?? I know my hubby very well,strong outside,fragile inside..I'm really mad and I swear,to robbers who's stolen the car,"Hope you guys will die as soon as possible..dead in tragic way,because what you did on my family sgt2 melampau..What you did,you will get back sooner or later..You must pay each dripping my tears,hardship that my family experienced,masa yg dihabiskan beberapa hari disebabkan oleh perompak yang bangang ,our happiness that you graze and rasa sakit hati yang keluarga aku tanggung!!! Just wait and see,Allah is omniscient everything..So,beware !!! Dun thought that you will escape for long time,karma will hit you soon..!! Hold my words !!

Just few days left but me still miss the car so badly..and hope I will get the car back one day..I dun care if might take time for a month,years as long,I can touch it..miss to sit inside the car..Next month is my hubby birthday and his said," there is nothing expected as a birthday gifts besides getting his car back "..,I'm really touched...Sabar kay sayang..If ada rezeki,kita akan jumpa..Hubby as an owner more and more rase kehilangan but keep my words sayang,anything happened had a reason..

Now,just keep pray and hope something miracles happen..Nothing impossible if Allah willing..

~ Father's Day ~

Today was Father's Day..and first & foremost,Happy father's day hubby!! This is 2nd years you became a father to our adorable daughter and I know,within this period , its literally makes you learn something..
You must admit and proud that Isya more closer with you than me..Its not about jealous and honestly,i'm not jealous but happy for both of you..I assume as a positive  which is a little bit to proved you are a good father for our daughter and maybe for our another kids..hik..hik..

Dear Hubby,You must know...
For her (Isya),you're the "HERO" that would be protect her,care of  her and always there for her in any situation..She's makes you as her priority because she knows,you're everything for her..She trust you more than me..In anything,she looking for you rather than me..You're the first person she find in da morning when her rised up and you're the first she get when we fetch her after we're completion of working..See,how close the relationship between you two??

Silly me,at first I thought that was something wrong but as time went,I understand well...She was your beloved daughter and till the end will like dat even me can't deny chemistry between you and her..
And now,I dun even care if people said , Isya is "Anak ayah" because I do not see anything wrong on  the tittle..who's care right?? We're still one family... Flowing blood in her body is from us too..

So,once again, Happy father's day hubby..Thanks for be a gud dad for Isya since she was too little till now and hope for onwards also..Amin...Your loves towards me and her can't replaced with anything...Stay with us for longer..*we love you*

Silent is better ..

Hye my lovely readers! Its a middle of year and a little bit reminded me how fast time fliessss..Millions sorry, if me quite silent nowadays :'( ..Especially,to those who's close with me and I bet,you guys must noticed about myself..Yah,I'm prefer to kept myself silence for a while due too many bad things happened in my life and no one never knows the problems include my hubby..

Its was really hard for me..No one would know until they are walk in my shoes..To my haters,maybe you can claps your hand right now and  laughs as much as you can when seeing me are in a difficult situation..This is how circles life work on..And either I likes or not,I must admit and accept the facts even its bitter to faced it..

Writing is one of my way to release all my deep feeling..Maybe its not 100% okay but just okay even a bit..Actually,the main purpose I wrote down  this just to gave explanation (even I thought no need to do so) but I do just makes it clearly..

Why suddenly I'm kept myself away?? I'm silent my phone,never to pick up incoming calls,not reply to a msg,quite for a while in media social because why?? This is my answer...
Because I choose to silent from anything!!

Sometimes,when I've a problems,nobody knows what I feel and they are just add to existing problems..
I dun know why they are think about me?? Never for once, makes me calm in everything wht I did...Let me happy with my own way...Let me easily breath...Never!!

Pretty serious,I'm never to asking them to help me and I effort to do everything with my twice hands..handle with my brains...Supposed they were happy because I didn't burden anyone but once again,I'm wrong..They never to solved my problem but just ruined everything...That's what I see so far..
Sorry if my words sounds like rude but I'm tired to take care of your feeling while you??

I'm just a  human being and I can't to satisfy everyone even sooo many hard i'm gonna to try but at last,still blamed me..I dun understand why?? Life is not unfair sometimes but who's me to avoid all the fates??
Argue? Angry? got Debate? Sorry,I'm tired..tired to having all these kind of feeling...so,the best way was,
keep calm and SILENT...

To those people were offended with me...I'm soooo sorry...and trust me,all I did had a reasons and hope you guys will accept that..just give me a space for a while and I bet,everything will back to normal as it should to be...Thank You..

Much Love*

My baby will turning 2 soon...Means, I've been together with her almost 730 days...A long period of time but I didn't noticed that because a day with her feel moved so fasttttt and know,she will rise to be a pretty kids and not anymore baby's as always I called her but for me,she's still my baby..forever and till now,I still called her as "Baby"..

*Sweet dreams baby in pinky land created by mama..he..he...

 Looking her face while she was asleep just makes me think about something..hurmmm,something that only me can feel..That innocent face...Sleeping without bring any burden into her dreamland..Sleep tight and wake up in da morning to through her happy life as a toddler and so it goes everyday.. #overwhelmed#..

 

 By holding her hand was enough to makes me sad..Sad because this hand  will grow by the age and sometimes I wish,pls baby,,stay little..Mine quite funny is it?? Ya,I know that.. Each parents wanna seeing her child growth up but instead off me..I dun know why guys,maybe I'm too scared to let her into a new level and we didn't noe is it okay or not for her,does she will handle anything by itself?? Yet,she's still in childhood..And the only things she know is playing without worries anything because having mama ayah beside would treat her like a princess..:)

Day by day,My responsibility gaining bigger and  I should bear..Do I qualify to did it?? Being a mommy is not easy that you guys thought and it was a big challenge in my life plus this is my 1st experience and admit,sometimes mentality is not at the  level that we're supposed to but for my loved ones,I'll try my best..swear!

Stay pretty baby..love you..#warm hugs#

~ My Homemade Spaghetti Bolognese with Chicken Meatballs ~

Hello fellows!! Since my cooking mood was coming last a few weeks and start to forced my hubby to bought some grocerries for make Spaghetti Bolognese with Chicken Meatball and finally,I've done to made it!!Yeay!!!..So,lets check what the ingredients required....Tadaaaaaaaa....

1 - Okay,first we must have one packet's of spaghetti as a main course..I choose San Remo brand because

its most popular in all type of pasta...

2 - Prego sauce..For dis one,I choose yg tradisional definitely...he..he..actually,too many type of Prego sauce but depends on your taste..

3 - Minced Chicken by Ramly..There is 2 slices in the packet and I thought one slice is enough and

I bought chicken because I do not eat beef and mutton..But If you want to use minced meat pun boleh..It's up to you..:)

4 - Chicken Meatballs..(additional)..Actually,if you want to DIY pun boleh..just use minced chicken balance tue and make it circle like a ball then put perasa such as pepper,salt or etc then goreng..But I prefer to bought yg ready made sbb easy and jimat mase..he..he..

5 - Button mushroom...I beli yg dlm tin...yg packet pun ade and its really delicious for me...And make sure before beli tue,read the contents first,check expired date and the most important had a "Halal" sign..

Others ingredients needed ...

~ Diced Onions and Garlics for saute...I x gune bnyk sgt bwng just 3 cloves for each both..

~ Red Capsicums aka Lada Benggala,Button Mushrooms and diced Tomato..For capsicums and mushroom should be sliced thinly...All mentioned will inserted into the sauce later..

~ Green Broccoli just for garnish..Fyi,Broccoli is one of my favourite vegetables and me likes it!

Dun forget to boiled with salts for makes it softened..

Okay,let's begins...First,you must boiled the spaghetti first around 15 minutes until the spaghetti become softened,put some salts (dun too much)..just secukup rasa and put olive oil also to ensure the spaghetti x melekat..Kalo nk gune minyak masak pun boleh but only one tablespoon..jgn lebih..After 15 minutes, lift the spaghetti then toskan air and  biarkan seketika..

Next,I fried chicken meatballs..If you want to boiled,also can but I lebih suka goreng..Fried until golden brown mcm gambar kt bwh nie...


*Comel2 je kan...hik..hik...

Now,to make the sauce,we must :-

1 - Saute the diced onions and garlics until the smell raise up..Should not be to crisp..ckup sekadar dia layu...

2 - Then,masukkan minced chicked tue..Leave for 2 minutes so that minced chicken tue fully cooked but remember,jgn terlalu garing...

 

3 - After that,pour Prego sauce and water..Fyi,prego sauce nie pekat and mmng kene tambah air..Just masukkan 1 tin air by use prego tin tue td..Advise,do not over letak air sbb nanti terlalu cair,mmng x sesuai nk dimkn together with spaghetti..I suke if sauce dia a little bit pekat...And,ada org suke letak Tomato Puree but for me,no need because I x suke sour sgt..Lagipun,prego sauce tue got to taste..semua rase dh ada..he..he.. till then, lets it boil for a while and kept the fire in medium..

Then,lastly,masukkan capsicums,tomato and button mushrooms tue td into the sauce..bhn2 nie xleh masuk awal because it will be too mushy..Bolehlah rase lps tue either you want to put salts,aji or sugar if rase sauce tue mcm kurang jer kan..Ikut selera masing2.. :)...When everything is ok,dah boleh matikan api and ready to be served...Yeay! Siap!!

And the final result is..........Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

* My home made Spaghetti Bolognese with Chicken Meatballs...I letak Broccoli tue sbb nk bg cantik..he..he..and ready to gave someone who's request from me before dis..hope they like it !!

I'm very satisfied for that day because I could cooked for my beloved hubby,baby and the rest..Plus,baby likes my home made spaghetti and very-very appetizing with dat..makan and makan..Hubby also..add twice and he ask me to make it again for the next time...Boleh sayangggg as long awak nk makan, B buatkan..hik..hik... hik..

That's all guys!..Thanks for reading...much love..xoxo!!

Solved..Yeay!!

Hi guys..Tenenenene...guess what?? Imma happy since I can upload pictures back..Pls see my previous post..That time I story about my problem liaise the uploading picture but now was solved! yeayness!!

Oh ya,You all mesti nk tau kan how could I fix that issue?? And first and foremost,millions thanks to someone who's help me solve the problem without change anything structure in my blog..he..he...
Okay,okay..I'm a newbie and I thought,nothing wrong if I share how to resolve that problem..And I believe,not only me had a problem like dat and maybe some of blogger through it!!

Fyi,before dis I browse an internet with use Mozilla Firefox because for me,MF act quickly than others..
And selama nie xde problem with that and sudden my blog xleh upload picture so become a problem for me..Then, someone was told me so that browse with use Internet Explorer or Msn but I choose IE since I rarely use Msn for browse an internet sebelum2 nie plus mcm x famous jerk..hik..hik..hik..

And after I try,the result is fully success and I can upload pictures as usual..Hip..hip..horaaay!! Even till now,I dun know why MF can't work as well as before..Hurmmm,sometimes IE taking so long to browse and a little bit up my anger..but at least I can upload picture at my blog..enough for me..So far,I just find this easily way but if bloggers out there have cara lain yg more easy,more quickly,more effective,kindly share with me ya!! Appreciate it !! Well,sharing is caring kan??..*blink-blink eyelash* 

Oh well peeps,wait for my next post yah!..Kinda excited to upload pending pictures about this and that..ha..ha..ha..Gud bye everyone...xoxo...

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