INCIDENT :(

To my dearest hubby,

I'm  so sorry what were happened..I know, i'm not supposed to blame you on what already happened but you must know and need to know that me really2 concerned with Arisya..Anything that involve her surely will be important things to me...

Fyi guys,i accidentally speak loud to my hubby..i don't mean it! and yes i really regret it but mine become like that has a reason..Lets me story what happened till i betul2 rasa mrh sgt ngan hubby,and after this you all can judge me whether what i was did betul atau salah..Pls put yourself in my situation..

Me , hubby and baby balik  beraya from relatives house..I know,each others feel tired plus sleepy..baby also..So,when arrived at home, i leave my baby with him for a few minutes coz i go upstair to got towel for baby and prepare her cloths after baths but suddenly i heard sounds like "kaca pecah" and followed by screaming baby!! I ran to downstair and guess what happen guys?? Glass table kt ruang tamu pecah and you all can imagine what happen rite?Yah,baby head broken the table glass..Actually,i dun know kejadian sebenar how??coz my hubby with baby on that time and only his know..i got my baby and i hugs her tightly.I wipe her hairs and OMG!! It's bleeding..Bnyk sgt..full of napkin with her blood...

Without rasional thinking,i scold my hubby and blame him...that time,i know,i terlalu outspoke sgt coz he really careless jg baby mase tue..Yg lebih geram,anak depan mata dia but he can't give 100% attention..I'm just leave my baby for a few minutes but he injured my baby.. I can't accept his reason that baby fall by itself..Can u imagine guys??sampai meja boleh pecah,how strong baby fall on...maunya x sakitkan??..

Then,hubby and me rush bring baby to the near clinic for get the treatment..On the way to the clinic,inside car,i start nagging to hubby and him keep silent without any reaction..I know,he realize, apa yang berlaku,berpunca dr dia..Careless sgt!! And mine non-stop talking with him, "if anything happen on my baby,i will never forgive him and don't touch my baby even once"..Fullstop!!

Doctor said,dun worry about baby wound coz is not too deep and no need to do minor surgery..Doctor just clean wound area and ade 2 tempat yang terkena kaca..Ms bleeding td xnmpk sgt but after do cleaning br nmpk...For me,dalam jugak kesannya even xkene jahit skalipun but kalo kene kt muka sure become permanent scars..pity baby..crying loudly...sakit eh sayang??mama tau syg cuma mama xdpt rase jerk..Oh!doctor said also,ade darah beku dlm head skin..that's why ade benjolan kecil kt wound place tue..nasib bek drh beku dlm kulit jer and it will gone for a few days..Just put all medicines that doc gave..

See guys,i'm a mommy so it's normal when i react like that..maybe cara tegur hubby yg salah and i know that..but tgh marah kan,and fyi,this is not first time baby injured on hand my hubby..it's second time..But before this xdelah smpi bleeding kan..stakat jatuh2 or terhantuk tue normal la for toddler yg baru nk growing up..tp this time xleh terima plak...sakit tau nk deliver her,that's why i really2 concerned with her sepenuh hati..She's everything fo me..mine can't imagine if something happen on her and that's rite people said "benda nk jadi,xboleh nk kata apa"...But,if we beware,atleast percents for happen is small..

Hubby gave me explanation about the incident after come back from the clinic for seek my understanding and admit his mistakes and pomish to me, this incident will not repeat again..

Hubby,as you know,i bukan suka2 nk mrh...hope you faham kay..Oklah,i'm so sorry too..i'm not supposed salahkan you 100%..Nowadays,baby mmng makin aktif since dh "dapat kaki" and sometimes very hard for us to control her..But,as her parents,we must give extra care...I know you really2 love her.me also,so same2 lah kite menjaga baby as much as we can kay!! Past is past....me luv you! =)