~ Father's Day ~

Today was Father's Day..and first & foremost,Happy father's day hubby!! This is 2nd years you became a father to our adorable daughter and I know,within this period , its literally makes you learn something..
You must admit and proud that Isya more closer with you than me..Its not about jealous and honestly,i'm not jealous but happy for both of you..I assume as a positive  which is a little bit to proved you are a good father for our daughter and maybe for our another kids..hik..hik..

Dear Hubby,You must know...
For her (Isya),you're the "HERO" that would be protect her,care of  her and always there for her in any situation..She's makes you as her priority because she knows,you're everything for her..She trust you more than me..In anything,she looking for you rather than me..You're the first person she find in da morning when her rised up and you're the first she get when we fetch her after we're completion of working..See,how close the relationship between you two??

Silly me,at first I thought that was something wrong but as time went,I understand well...She was your beloved daughter and till the end will like dat even me can't deny chemistry between you and her..
And now,I dun even care if people said , Isya is "Anak ayah" because I do not see anything wrong on  the tittle..who's care right?? We're still one family... Flowing blood in her body is from us too..

So,once again, Happy father's day hubby..Thanks for be a gud dad for Isya since she was too little till now and hope for onwards also..Amin...Your loves towards me and her can't replaced with anything...Stay with us for longer..*we love you*

Silent is better ..

Hye my lovely readers! Its a middle of year and a little bit reminded me how fast time fliessss..Millions sorry, if me quite silent nowadays :'( ..Especially,to those who's close with me and I bet,you guys must noticed about myself..Yah,I'm prefer to kept myself silence for a while due too many bad things happened in my life and no one never knows the problems include my hubby..

Its was really hard for me..No one would know until they are walk in my shoes..To my haters,maybe you can claps your hand right now and  laughs as much as you can when seeing me are in a difficult situation..This is how circles life work on..And either I likes or not,I must admit and accept the facts even its bitter to faced it..

Writing is one of my way to release all my deep feeling..Maybe its not 100% okay but just okay even a bit..Actually,the main purpose I wrote down  this just to gave explanation (even I thought no need to do so) but I do just makes it clearly..

Why suddenly I'm kept myself away?? I'm silent my phone,never to pick up incoming calls,not reply to a msg,quite for a while in media social because why?? This is my answer...
Because I choose to silent from anything!!

Sometimes,when I've a problems,nobody knows what I feel and they are just add to existing problems..
I dun know why they are think about me?? Never for once, makes me calm in everything wht I did...Let me happy with my own way...Let me easily breath...Never!!

Pretty serious,I'm never to asking them to help me and I effort to do everything with my twice hands..handle with my brains...Supposed they were happy because I didn't burden anyone but once again,I'm wrong..They never to solved my problem but just ruined everything...That's what I see so far..
Sorry if my words sounds like rude but I'm tired to take care of your feeling while you??

I'm just a  human being and I can't to satisfy everyone even sooo many hard i'm gonna to try but at last,still blamed me..I dun understand why?? Life is not unfair sometimes but who's me to avoid all the fates??
Argue? Angry? got Debate? Sorry,I'm tired..tired to having all these kind of feeling...so,the best way was,
keep calm and SILENT...

To those people were offended with me...I'm soooo sorry...and trust me,all I did had a reasons and hope you guys will accept that..just give me a space for a while and I bet,everything will back to normal as it should to be...Thank You..