Family :)

 Hey!! Does you miss me?? Hik..hik..hik.. I know,for the long time i didn't update anything here but seriously,mine very busy with thingy's..I means too many things need to settled just because i always procrastinated and at last br nk sibuk...Yah,its my fault..Oh ya peeps,Since my typing mood is coming,so i decide to update something..Forget to tell you guys,last few days,my parents and siblings came out from hometown exclusively to visit me,hubby and baby..Yeah,Family in da house..Awesome right?? me really happy..for sure la kan..This is the second time they came to my house and this times my mom's sleepover for a week..tue pun sbb school holidays and they can longer stay with me.

I had fun and triple happy since them was here especially when my mom's cook everyday from prepare breakfast,lunch and dinner..Dun get me lazyyyy okay coz me and hubby are working person so we don't have  a lot of times to do such like that but before this,i already told to my parents,both of us very busy and diorang x kesah..he..he...The bad part,my body weight increase of sudden..Seriously,i can't control my lust from having all dishes that cooked by mom..When i arrived at home,my mom told "Mak dah masak dah,gi lah makan"..so tiut my mom..For the first time me feeling like ahhh,heaven...air tangan ibu always be the best!! 

Thanks mom for everything..not to forget,big thanks to my dad also coz she brought my mom here..If i'm not mistaken,mom told that she can go back to hometown tomorrow..alaaaaaaaa.. why cepat sgt??? can you stay for a week more?? can mom?? hwaaaaaaa,tears drop already...*wipe eyes*... See,how fast time flies when me together with family..I dun know la when they will coming to JB again.. Sedih plak..After been spend everyday with family at last diorang nk balik sudaaaa..so sadddddddd :(

Dear mom and dad,as you know,you're so welcome here..meriah rase and lps nie mesti x best dah.. I'm try to understood the situation but very hard for me..why ha?? I hate this feeling.. miss you all so badly.. Arghhhh,that's why i dislikes when someone who's close to me  leave me even for a minutes.. I can't imagine when my loved person leaving me forever... :( 

Btw,thanks mom,dad,siblings coz accompany me for a few days,cheer me up,makes me feel appreciated,do all chores when me go to work even actually no need to do that coz you're my special guest..I cannot repay you but i'll pray for you in my prayes so that both of you was gave a gud healthy by God..Me love you..
One more thing,anytime mak,abah nk datang,with my pleasure..

So guys,appreciate your family especially your mom and dad coz without them,we're nothing!! 

* I OWE TO MYSELF,FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE,FAMILY ARE EVERYTHING*

Gud nite peeps!! See ya!! xoxo

- Just Story -

* BudaQ Gedikzz.. :*

Hi people?? How your weekend?? hope you all have a blast day...=)..Today is just ordinary day for me..nothing was special..As usual,Outing,Lepaking Shopping and i've been spent well my day with my loves..Okay, Just story..Tadi,while we had our lunch at KFC,there is a 2 couples of chinese race had their lunch beside our table..Then,i dun know what happen,baby always smile at them and attract their attention..Yah,as i told you guys,my baby was an attention seeker..The bad part,she will do at anyone even though baby can't recognize them..suke aty jer kan..Act like friendly lettew..But funny when baby show off "Gediknya" tue..tersimpul2 malu in front of them..he..he...

Baby,baby..why you so tiut ?? You know that rite..

Then,the couples  pun layan2 baby ckp even actually diorang can't understand what's  baby try to talk..Layanzzzz...me and hubby just said "Behave sayang..dun disturb sister and brother enjoy their lunch"..but baby just ignore what's we told to her..Hurmmm,nasib bek diorang sporting and we all having random conversation :

Them : Sokay, never mind..Your baby so cute and adorable baby..how old are your baby??

Me    : 1 year 3 months..=)

Them : OIC...she very friendly and x takut orang kan??

Me    : That's makes me worried sometimes..Can't to be careless at everywhere coz not impossible  she will

            follow the strangers..

Them : Must beware coz we didn't know what will happen ..

Me    : TQ ya,on your advice..worth it for us..

Them : Small matter..Neway,what's your baby name??

Me    : Nur Qairina Arisya but we used to call her with nick name "Isya"..

Them : Waaa,what's a long name you got sayang?? (sambil cubit pipi isya)..

Me    : Just keep smile sambil dlm hati berkata (panjang mehhh??? hik..hik..)

Then after that,me and hubby need gtg..before we all blah,me told to baby give "Bye-bye" to them and baby did very well followed with flying kiss siap der bunyi lg like "Muahhhh"..tue yg mahal tue..hik..hik..Diorang end up with big laugh..ha..ha..mesti diorang entertained dgn gelagat Isya..Me so proud of baby coz she know how to makes others happy even she's too young..I know my baby very friendly..x takut org..Had an advantage sometimes..For example if  go to wedding invitation..xlah asyik 24 hours stick to me..Ha,kan ssh to do anything..Atleast me can put her for a while at anyone and for sure la org tue kite kenal like relatives kew..Fyi guys,ade sesetengah baby cried when seeing someone he/she doesn't really like or x kenal..

Rimas la ngan budak mcm tue..He,,he..So,thank to God,so far my baby is quite okay..About sikap baby yg friendly tue,still boleh handle lg but hope baby will not be a "Spoil Brat".. =)

So, that the whole story for today.. *Hugs* ..

I Miss You !!

*one heart..yeah...

 
Hello,Heyhoo and Hi!! Ha,mesti you all shocked kan suddenly jerk update blog at noon..Hik..hik..hik..

Actually,me myself dun know how to do coz not in mood to do anything (boredom strikes) plus i'm not feeling very well so i decide to typing something at my blogieee..Oh,at now,i miss my baby so badly..tgh watpe agaknye si tiut tue..Hurm,no matter how far we're but baby still in my heart forever..Supposed like that rite?? Now,i know how mother's feeling when away with her loved ones..missing like thousand years can't met..That's why after come back from working, first things to do is,seeing my chenta hati first..seeing her smile and yah guys,she really2 makes me melted with her smiley face..and sometimes me action like "oh baby,mama miss you so much" gonna kisses her as much.. Me like a kid rite?? he..he..silly me :p..

Told ya,since had a little princess,my world which is previously black & white was be painted with amazing colours..oh,heavenyer..All because of her..She's adalah amanah from God to me and i owe to myself will take care her as much as i can,find the happiness for her and give yg terbaik untuk dia in everything..

Hurmmm,i wondered guys why there are some people can't to appreciate her child..Look at television about abandoned babies case..how come it happen?? All might because of  stupid people..Sorry to say la,Couples who have no legal relations yg do the sin just nk sedap jer without thinking the consequence then after dh pregnant dun know how to do for hide the bad behaviour take a short way,menggugurkan,membuang and whatever!! and the victim is innocent baby..How could to be like this?? Wordless!! and one words can describe that peoples,"KEJAM"..and please la dun makes it same with animals coz as we knows guys and don't get me wrong "binatang pun tau syg ank"..so?? Think about it!! We, as a slave are given common sense by GOD so why xnk berfikir??

Ntahlah,for me ank tue anugerah Allah yg terlalu comel.. =),From the start she come into the world,growing up level by level,semuanya indah..and a pride when she can talk "Mama" then "Ayah",hurmmm,,,,it's Amazing!!
She's teach me everything about life and kehadiran dia a little bit makes me realized how lucky i am coz atleast i had an oppurtunity to being a mommy..I can't imagine my life without baby..mesti sunyi giler..hurmmm,people said,ank penyeri rumahtangga and so trueeeeeee..what's would we hope in married life other than had an own child right?? Symbol love between husband & wife.. =) Xx

- Facts -

Dear dearist...pictures below shown a latest pic of my baby..Maigad, a 2 years old gurl to be in next year..
See,how fast time flies and that's what makes me scared sometimes..Ahhhh,mls pikir....Let's to knows a little bit about my tiut princess : -

# 10 FACTS ABOUT MY DAUGHTER #

1 - She's Hard-headed but Fragile..

2 - She's quite stubborn but not always (at certain parts)

3 - Easy to smile & easy to cry..

4 - Attention seeker (very)

5 - Manja

6 - Energetic but not hyper actif..

7 - Pandai ingratiate anyone dgn mukenya yg tiut tue..

8 - Suke berangan..

9 - Scared of cockroach..

and last but not list.......

10 - Eager to foods..whatever type of foods pun x kesah.. 


As you knows guys,Whatever she is,she remains my daughter and no one can change that..Flesh of blood are fixed flesh of blood..INDEFINITELY.. =)

 

Why???

I dun know what is happening in my mood lately..and the worst things happened simultaneously..Fed up!!
I got nobody here and you hubby..sometimes when i need you to listen my problem but you end up with bla..bla...bla...I just need your concerned, a little bit advice and support me when i down..That's all..I expect you as a  gud listener but i'm wrong...You always said that me always repeat and repeat the same issue..For sure  i do coz till now you didn't give me any answer..Each time when i ask,you just quiet,,dun tell me that you speechless,wordless or whateva!! You makes me like @#%*&$ sometimes,,,,hurmm,dunno how to say..please,,,,I do exist..noted that!!

I feel so mad with you..you just don't care about me..Okay,i know it's weird plus not rasional if i had this feeling..What i've seen,you too focus with baby only..I'm not Jealous..NO!! she's also my daughter and i really love her more than i love myself..But,can you listen to me when i'm talking to you??can you?? I hate it when talking about something but you looks like "xde perasaan" then boleh main2 lg ngan baby..

I know your pattern very well..You don't like if anyone nagging on you..but we need to do discussion sometimes..Trust me,It's very important syg in a relations as a spouse..Just take & give..
Supposedly you more matured in everything coz you're few years older than me but see,you more easily to solve something without do anything...Sometimes i need you together with me,just to be my spirit so that i can through my life with cheerful,happy and as u know,life is too short to through that with thousand burden..

I hate this feeling actually..pretend to be okay but how?? I can't..Maybe you looks me strong outside and on the reason you think i can stand by myself  without you but totally you wrong!! My life won't be as great without you honestly because i got nobody who's close with me except you..
Even me looks strong outside but inside i'm fragile..did you know??? ofcoz not because you are never tried to dive into my heart...Hurmmmmm,ntahlah...i dun know how to say anymore..many times we're debate about this, it will ended with same ending..i'm tired of having this feeling..
Well,,I'm off..xoxo