Friday, September 30, 2011

++Puteri Kecilku++

Name : Nur Qairina Arisya Bte Abdul Rizal

D.O.B : 03/08/2011 @ 1.04 a.m

P.O.B : Hospital Sultan Ismail,JB 

Weight : 2.8 Kg


* Dear Arisya,mama dedicate this just for you....


My Little Princess,
Mama really luv you more than everything in this world..trust me…
You’re my special daughter….and mama will do anything for you…

My Little Princess,
Since you comes in my life,swear ! my life be colourful with your smile,action…
And  every seconds,I always miss you so much even you beside me…


My Little Princess,
From my deep heart,I don’t want to loss you…never…you’re my soul…without  you, I’m nothing…
At one time,you didn’t need to worry  and scared because you still have “MAMA” & I will hug yourself tightly…..whispered the verses love…I just want to say I love you
I need you and I miss you….really do…


My Little Princess,
Nothing 2 describe my feeling now and one more thing that I want you to know, "Mama is Yours"......
Growing fast sweet heart & called me "MAMA"... I will waiting this moment…

--->Thanks ALLAH because to be present cute baby for me... I will take care her whole my heart because she is "My Little Princess"
                      

Lots of LOVE,
Mama

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Just Story...

Hye..met again...rasenyer aku rarely write this blog..hurmmm..bleh caye ker??ade jer ms aku update...act,today aku x wat keje umah langsung..u know why?jage my little daughter,1 keje x blh wat...write this pun sbb baby tido..tp tido2 ayam...nie pun sambil pangku sambil type...my hubby confirm bising when balik keje look kitchen n living room so messy...huh!!!sorry syg...this is not our baby fault...hope u understanding my situation...(biaselah der bb x leh nk fokus pd 1 keje rite?) i promise everything getting done on saturday...ms nie hubby half day n boleh dia jage bb sementara aku,hope get a lot energy to do homework....INSYAALLAH...pnt kan rupenyer jd surirumah nie...sumpah!penat giler...but bile tgk jer muke baby,suddenly hilang pnt...she always my princess...for now,i don't really have a plan to add baby again...biarlah ARISYA bsr dulu...my second baby will comes if aku rase btl2 dah bersedia...tp buat ms terdekat nie,i'm not ready yet..i'm still trauma of that 4 hours in labour room..lame tue...very hurt!!! tp my husband always talked with her daughter nk adik x?what's going on?huh...arisya still kecil lg la syg...

p/s to my hubby : Now,we must discuss about family planning...it's important rite?give me two years for preggy again...if ade rezeki,adelah...and i will give you baby boy likes u always wanted for a second child...but dgn izin ALLAH...kite merancang,tuhan menentukan...


ok peeps!!!!enough to write...lenguh nie kaki pangku baby..will updates soon..wait ya...*HUGS*muahhhhhhh!!!

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

DiLeMa :'(

* Morning!have a good day today...erm,time went so quickly ya....hampir x sdr dah hampir end of the month & by now the most important is MENTAL PREPARATION..yer la,i'm just counting the days n lg brape hari jer nk back to work as usual...act,berat sgt hati....kan best kalo mase boleh undur balik...the problem now,boleh ke aku berjauhan dgn anak aku??maybe take a time kan nk biasekan tp kuat ke MENTAL aku...sumpah,mcm x kuat jer...boleh jer kalo aku nk resign tp rasa x FAIR pulak pd company coz aku nie blh dikatekan org kuat jugak la...ha..ha...lgpun,since aku keje kat company tue,bnyk benefit yang aku dpt...BOS pun ok...hurmmm,so how?? make decision is not easy kan?maybe,cara terbaik aku teruskan dulu ape yg patut...if aku rase xblh barulah fikir mcm mane...(^,*)

Monday, September 26, 2011

.......Me,Myself & I.......

                            

"Menj@di diri sendiri @d@l@h lbh b@ik drpd menj@di diri or@ng l@in"

Sunday, September 25, 2011

~i'm PROUD to be your WIFE...ahaksss!!!~

Hye!!!ermmm,lame rasenyer x update blog nie...(ceh..padahal br brape hari)...act,tangan nie gatal nk write something...guys,nape sometimes perlu der pertengkaran suami isteri??????*(bg yang dah kawen la)...bkn nk story hal rumahtangga n i know this is privacy but just nk sharing with each others...seriously, x suke situation like this tp after gaduh jer mesti hubby akn jadi more romantik...ha..ha...x spt biasa...think positif k,kalo x der gaduh x best ar kan but jgn ar smpi gaduh kaw2...gaduh2 syg xper coz ianya akan mengeratkan lg relations...for me,"SEDANGKAN LIDAH LAGI TERGIGIT niekan pulak SUAMI ISTERI..."apepun,aku bersyukur sgt sbb dpt husband yg UNDERSTANDING,CARING,LOVING dan yg plg penting BERTANGGUNGJAWAB...i really love him :P....OMG,i can't imagine if i will loss him..loss him mean i loss my strength...hope,our relations will be lasting forever n ever...AMIN....pray for me ya guys....k lah...just smpi sini..i will update later...PEACE no WAR...xoxo !!!!!!!

Thursday, September 22, 2011

~LUAHAN RASA~

* Morning peeps!!actually aku nk update blog nie mlm td but atas reason2 tertentu this morning baru dpt update..ape yang aku tulis ary nie,aku dedicate kt someone yg paling aku MENYAMPAH tahap asbestos...maybe,i shouldn't mention her name...aku x tau  nape ko suker compare aku ngan ko....me it's me...mane same ngan ko...x pyh nk GOOD-GOOD sgt ar...kesian jer aku tgk...aku tau r ko blajar smpi DEGREE but why skrg still dok umah...result gempak pun menganggur jugak...biar mcm aku,level SPM jer..blh jer keje atleast x menganggur mcm ko...act,aku x ingin nk interfere hidup ko tp ko yg slalu buat KECOH....i don't mind if ko nk menganggur ke ape tp apsal plak ko ckp aku keje sbb x cukup duit?x mampu?TOLONGLAH....stop amik tau hal aku...dah xder keje sgt la tue...ANNOYING tau x????????ko tue mampu sgt ker?kesian..kete pun xder...SEE????aku mls jer nk bersuara...kalo aku bersuara SAKIT ko nanti..WHATEVER!!!!

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

: :Kisah Dongeng by $TACY: :

"Ku sedar ku tak SEBERAPA
Jika dibanding mereka
Yang jauh lebih MEGAH dari diri ini

Apa yang mampu ku berhias
Hanyalah hati yang IKHLAS
Terpendam simpan untuk dia yang sudi

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Mencintai aku bukan kerana rupa
Dalam waktu sedu
Dalam waktu hiba
Ku harapkan dia rela

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Sanggup menerima INSAN X SEMPURNA
Atau mungkin cinta sebegitu hanya
KISAH DONGENG saja

Belum pernah ku merasakan
Dipeluk dalam dakapan
Eratnya melindungi jiwa rapuh ini

Sanubariku memerlukan
Kehadiran seorangTEMAN
TULUS mencurah kasih sepenuh hati"

+JERICHO in Memories+


       * jarang kan kite jumpa rabbit yg mkn biskut?he..he..but JERICHO do!!


  *Seriously,miss my rabbit damn so much!!

: :Hi!this is my lovely rabbit..her name is Jericho.. I don't know why,sometimes mesti teringat dkt my pet nie but it's already dead a few months ago..maybe org blh ckp it's just a rabbit but for me it's more than that...aku ingt lg, first aku beli dia at pets shop..mase tue dia kecik jer..dia arnab yang manja...ofcoz la bile dia mati terasa sgt coz almost 2 years aku care dia but lastly dia mati..it's a great loss..I'll miss the moment when we through together...after JERICHO dead,aku x berminat nk beli another one coz bg aku xkan same....4 me,this is my one n only..bile dia mati,beria2 aku nangis..x taulah kenapa...maybe i'm not good enough 2 take care dia..tue yang rase terkilan sgt...dia mati sbb sakit n i can't do anything to release her suffering..now,aku dah bley terima hakikat jika itu yg membuatkan dia x menderita...i just let u go...GOOD BYE JERICHO..!! :'(

Monday, September 19, 2011

L0vE Ar!sYa......

*ARISYA,she is my daughter...ofcoz aku syg sgt kat dia...when look at her face,my feeling calm down...now,rase mcm x boleh berjauhan dgn dia even sedetik skalipun..just nk hug,kiss her for lasting...erm,xtau mcm mane nk imagine bile aku start keje after 2 months maternity...sure laa aku nangis...n hampir 2 bln tue jugaklah we spend time together...miss that moment..!i'm not strong 2 face it....SYG,i love u...n i really do...:(

~Beginning my Day~

~Hi readers....morning....actually,aku bgn awal pg nie...untk pgetahuan korang,since dah jd mama nie,xboleh nk bgn lmbt...many things perlu buat..starting mmng rase x biase tp kene biasekan jugak...sometimes rase mcm x cukup mase nk do everything even bgn awal skalipun...sumpah,aku rase dh mcm SUPERMAK dah...he..he..but aku slalu talked 2 myself "everything that i do,anggap ianya 1 tanggungjawab",apepun yg kite lakukan akan berjalan dgn smooth..SURE!xoxo :)

Sunday, September 18, 2011

~ANUGERAH TERINDAH DLM HIDUPKU~

~First at all,the beautiful things that was happened in my life adalah kehadiran NUR QAIRINA ARISYA...buah cinta antara aku dan dia...honestly,kehadirannya bnyk mengubah hidupku...try 2 be a good mom for her...everthing that i do now only for her...everything....u know what,excited tau since jd mama nie....my husband?for sure la excited....apepun,satu jer yg aku hrp,smoga dia menjadi anak yg baik ...anak yg membanggakan....AMIN...~