-14 SEPTEMBER 2013-

Hi! Its been a month now I haven't touched my blog. Sorry for not updating. I've been busy with life for now. Dealing things, through out my day with my precious,loads and everything..But today was so special for me...Its just because today is my besday..Yeay!! and I decide to blogging on  my special day.. So,HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me...he..he..he..27th already...OMG....another 3 years I would reach at 3 series...can't imagine...tue pun kalo still alive la..he..he..he..

Actually,nothing hope too much on my birthday but I wish my life goes smoothly as well,happy with my loved ones especially my hubby and baby..have a greater sustenance and  given me a good healthy...That's all..

For me,with increase my age to the next level just awareness me about ,life is too short to being unhappy...
We only find the numeric of ages one in our life..we can't repeat it back...

Aside to hubby,thanks for the warm wishes and full mark goes to you because this year you're the 1st person who's wish happy bufday in advance to me..I'm soo touched as I thought that you forgot my birthday but I'm wrong..he..he..*silly me* ...I could not remember who's be the 1st person wish my bufday last year and definitely not my hubby..he..he..he..

Hubby ask me , what I want as a bufday present but I said "Nothing"..Even actually, there is something that I want but x sampai hati nk request and for sure la if I mintak hubby will buy for me with no doubt..But I think no need kot..sbb it's more to desire rather than requirement..Better keep the money for worth things such for our daughter's expenses..Don't get me wrong guys,hubby understand me well..even he's not a romantic man but sometimes he did something that makes me couldn't imagine like today..guess wht guys?? tenenene

Yah,same as last year,he make surprise for me...well,not really suprised and more to funny indeed because I knew that him have no idea what to do to show off that him really concern on me...hik..hik..hik..each year did a same things..What's a suprising birthday ever..He bought me 6 slices of cakes with assorted flavour with 1 candle..Okay,quite funny right but dunno why,my heart really touched on his effort and keep control myself from cried on that time..:'(



As you know syg,even it's not luxury celebration but B, really2 appreciate it Sayang!! Love it ! Love it ! Love it ! *muahhhhh*... No one can replace your love..

August the sweetest!

08.08.2013 - Best dated ever !!

Salam Eid everyone..So,how your raya's goin on?? is it great?? Okay,what's with the date above?? besides Hari Raya to all muslims?? guess what??guess what?? Hik..hik..hik..Lemme explain what's going  on date 08.08.2013...

We all know on the dated ,all muslims in da world were celebrate Eid and the brighter side,my hubby's birthday falls on the same date..cool kan?? That's why I said,the best dated ever for me coz I celebrate Hari Raya together with hubby besday..

Well,not too celebrate la but I bought chocolate cake for Hubby as a sign for remember his birth and I saje tulis on the surface cake hubby and baby name just because both of them was born on the same month..If you guys noticed about my previous post,that time,I already celebrate my baby birthday at SIL house and bought a Doraemon cake for her as per requested..he..he..

*What a messy writing on this cake right??hu..hu..

Oh!Not to forget,Raya this year,me and siblings, decided to wore orange colour as a theme..I dunno why,rase light sgt bile ber "ORANGES" di pagi raya..hik..hik..hik..memandangkan this year,semua berkumpul di rumah mak & abah dulu,so havoc rase when all in da house plus 3 kiddos which is,Isya,Rayyan and Riana makes everything cheerful and yah,a little bit ruining..hik..hik..

Enjoy the pictures !!

* My lovely Mom and Dad..I.m sooo touched.. :'(

*Siblings till end..

* My Mom & Dad with son in law..

*Hubby seeking forgiveness..See my baby..sibuk jer kan??

*Me and Baby...peace yo!!

*Arisya with her lovely dad !!

And last,,,,Baby with her kurung's...so tiut...

That's all guys..Happy reading!!

3.08.2013 | Isya is Turning 2 !!!!!

We were entered the month of August and on this month,there are2 days that very important to me...guess what guys??Tenenene..

Today, 03/08/2013 - My cute daughter is turning to 2 !! See,so fast right?? and sometimes,I'm not realize that she as slowly envolve into a beautiful kids like seriously..And ofcoz,she more clever in everything..The way she speak,did,like "org besar"..he..he..that's my baby..never for once failed to makes me smile with her keletah and proud to say,she brighten up my days..Love you the most baby gurl !!

Happy besday sayang...Mama hope,you will grow up to be a gud child,pretty and clever and makes your parents proud of you..

Turning 2 is one step ahead the kids will grow up and just be what they want to be..I means,during that period,all kids in learning process..Sometimes,they likes to do something a whim without think wisely..Does its normal guys?? Nothing to be expected towards my baby except,me wanna seeing her grow up as a good kids,listen to older people as well,easily to handle herself and the most important,not to be "spoil brat"..

Happy Besday sayang...No matter what happen,you should now that you still have mama & ayah..Hope,with increase your age,you can reduce your bad habit..pls,dun noty2,pls dun easily to mad when you can't get something..Listen baby,xsemua yang kita nak boleh dapat...keep my words..

And for my little one,I booked a gold necklace which is written her name as a birthday present from me while hubby bought a cute teddy bear for her..Actually,baby already had many tedy bears from small to big and assorted colour but she request again to hubby when hubby ask her,what she want for her birthday...he..he...

*I'm so in love with necklace and I thought,baby so cutee when wore it!!

Quite sad,this year I can't celebrate her besday like previous..At first,we planning to celebrate her birthday at

McDonald and fyi we also looking for the party organizer but the team said,for do birthday party,atleast must have 15 kids and impossible for us to find the kiddos..As you know,our relatives,friends do not have ank kecil around 5 to 10 years..sume dh besar2 and if had kids,only 2 or 3 and still not enough..So,we end up with nothing plus baby birthday in fasting month so,if I willing to do,need to arrange for night time after break fasting and for me its too rushing and kinda hard to gather all relatives join the party..

At last,we decided to do small celebration at SIL house..better than nothing right??? So,I bought a birthday cake for my baby and baby choose Doraemon character for her cake..he..he..I dun know since when baby so interested with Doraemon...

So,to SIL's house here we're go!!!

*Baby too eager with the cake..yummy!!

Sokay baby,Insyaallah,your 3rd birthday,mama ayah will celebrate properly..Pomish...!!

Have a BLAST sweetie..730 through my life with you is a sweet moments ever..really..

Hurmmm,aftet this,waiting 08.08.2013 coming..hubby besday...the both of them celebrate their besday on the same month..cool huh?!  

Oh ya guys,

We already more close to celebrate Eid..And serious guys,Im not really into the raya mood for this year..
Maybe sbb dah besar kot..And all preparations goes to my little princess..And this is 2nd year my baby
enjoy her feast..Well,kids mesti la happy kan nk raye and what my baby through now,I feel the same when I  was be a kids once upon a time and really,I miss my childhood..Tsk..tsk..tsk..how I wish I can throwback..

Missing

Assalammualaikum & salam Ramadhan to all my friends...
Hope this blessed month will bring you and me a thousand meaning....Syukur,still given a chance by Allah to perform the fast  and this is a 2nd years I do fasting with my beloved baby...even she still little and dunno what "fasting" means for her,but she will rise together with me to accompany my sahur..Yah,she just be a busy body sometimes but I'm proud with her because she never had a problem to wake up in the dawn.. That's my baby..I Love her the most...<3

After for so long I didn't update anything about my life as usual..Nothing serious but I haven't a mood to do anything..Too many bad things happened in my life previous and it happen currently..I dun have a strength to face it..That time I feel like was.... life getting hard day by day..*sigh*..Give up,sad.down,depressed,frusted,
and mcm2 lg worst feelings that I feel..And kinda  hard to say,this is a biggest test for me,hubby also..
And until now,I can't accept the fact that mine totally lost it!! You must be wondering right?? Okay,just straight to the point...

Actually,28 June 2013,Hubby's car had been stolen..we're noticed when us wanna going to work that morning..Can you imagine guys my feeling that time?? Shocked is a must but I'm can't thinking how could the robbers did they job smoothly without leave any trail at all..Night of the incident,I sleep late around 2.30 am (if i'm not mistaken) and I didn't heard anything,I went downstairs and peered into windows and car still park..So,I decide to sleep...Around 3.30 am, my baby wide awake twice and cried loudly..Us feel weird because she never like that before..were eager to cried...Maybe,she just gave me and hubby the signal but the bad part,we just ignore and act like nothing happen...Damn!! kalaulah mlm tue I alert sket,maybe this incident can't be happen but what should I do?? too late for regret..

Me and hubby love the car as much because too many memories  created during using it plus dh nk hbs bayar another few months..Terkilan sgt...Hubby is the person can't accept that him lost the car..I know his feeling because he was ever told me before this that,to got the car its pretty hard..1 month waiting the car release to his hand and too many expenses been spent on the car..Cliche to say,the car is limited and rarely we've seen on the road..That's why the stupid robbers aim the car...Idiot!!

On that day,me and hubby took EL and purposed to settle all things..Police report have been made and the police also said that lot of people likes the car and expectations to found back is quite hard..The police could not gave me a guarantee but they promise to try as well..Police report is very important to protect ourself from anything..We dun know if the stupid robbers use our car to do an illegal things..After that,we're tried to find a car everywhere by follow our instinct and big hope that we will found the car..Just spend a couple of hours till me give up to the max !! Thanks to my younger sissy because lend us her car for that day..

Tell you guys,what else that we don't to do to get my car back?? Looking everywhere,met someone who's can predict about missing, Pray,ask help from our friends, but it would end up with nothing..I also update about the lost on my facebook even I know,not necessarily its work but at least I try and do not just sit without do anything.


I forget for a while about my health,work and my baby just because to find back my car..For a few days,I dun take any foods..Hubby also..Pity right?? I'm look like a messy person,ignore my baby,ignore my responsibilities as a wifey and mommy and that time I'm very down and can't describe how..What I feel,its same with hubby but the differents is,hubby is a strong person rather than mine..But I knows,hubby hide the pain,sadness infront of me because if him not strong,how come to convince me to cool down?? I know my hubby very well,strong outside,fragile inside..I'm really mad and I swear,to robbers who's stolen the car,"Hope you guys will die as soon as possible..dead in tragic way,because what you did on my family sgt2 melampau..What you did,you will get back sooner or later..You must pay each dripping my tears,hardship that my family experienced,masa yg dihabiskan beberapa hari disebabkan oleh perompak yang bangang ,our happiness that you graze and rasa sakit hati yang keluarga aku tanggung!!! Just wait and see,Allah is omniscient everything..So,beware !!! Dun thought that you will escape for long time,karma will hit you soon..!! Hold my words !!

Just few days left but me still miss the car so badly..and hope I will get the car back one day..I dun care if might take time for a month,years as long,I can touch it..miss to sit inside the car..Next month is my hubby birthday and his said," there is nothing expected as a birthday gifts besides getting his car back "..,I'm really touched...Sabar kay sayang..If ada rezeki,kita akan jumpa..Hubby as an owner more and more rase kehilangan but keep my words sayang,anything happened had a reason..

Now,just keep pray and hope something miracles happen..Nothing impossible if Allah willing..

~ Father's Day ~

Today was Father's Day..and first & foremost,Happy father's day hubby!! This is 2nd years you became a father to our adorable daughter and I know,within this period , its literally makes you learn something..
You must admit and proud that Isya more closer with you than me..Its not about jealous and honestly,i'm not jealous but happy for both of you..I assume as a positive  which is a little bit to proved you are a good father for our daughter and maybe for our another kids..hik..hik..

Dear Hubby,You must know...
For her (Isya),you're the "HERO" that would be protect her,care of  her and always there for her in any situation..She's makes you as her priority because she knows,you're everything for her..She trust you more than me..In anything,she looking for you rather than me..You're the first person she find in da morning when her rised up and you're the first she get when we fetch her after we're completion of working..See,how close the relationship between you two??

Silly me,at first I thought that was something wrong but as time went,I understand well...She was your beloved daughter and till the end will like dat even me can't deny chemistry between you and her..
And now,I dun even care if people said , Isya is "Anak ayah" because I do not see anything wrong on  the tittle..who's care right?? We're still one family... Flowing blood in her body is from us too..

So,once again, Happy father's day hubby..Thanks for be a gud dad for Isya since she was too little till now and hope for onwards also..Amin...Your loves towards me and her can't replaced with anything...Stay with us for longer..*we love you*

Silent is better ..

Hye my lovely readers! Its a middle of year and a little bit reminded me how fast time fliessss..Millions sorry, if me quite silent nowadays :'( ..Especially,to those who's close with me and I bet,you guys must noticed about myself..Yah,I'm prefer to kept myself silence for a while due too many bad things happened in my life and no one never knows the problems include my hubby..

Its was really hard for me..No one would know until they are walk in my shoes..To my haters,maybe you can claps your hand right now and  laughs as much as you can when seeing me are in a difficult situation..This is how circles life work on..And either I likes or not,I must admit and accept the facts even its bitter to faced it..

Writing is one of my way to release all my deep feeling..Maybe its not 100% okay but just okay even a bit..Actually,the main purpose I wrote down  this just to gave explanation (even I thought no need to do so) but I do just makes it clearly..

Why suddenly I'm kept myself away?? I'm silent my phone,never to pick up incoming calls,not reply to a msg,quite for a while in media social because why?? This is my answer...
Because I choose to silent from anything!!

Sometimes,when I've a problems,nobody knows what I feel and they are just add to existing problems..
I dun know why they are think about me?? Never for once, makes me calm in everything wht I did...Let me happy with my own way...Let me easily breath...Never!!

Pretty serious,I'm never to asking them to help me and I effort to do everything with my twice hands..handle with my brains...Supposed they were happy because I didn't burden anyone but once again,I'm wrong..They never to solved my problem but just ruined everything...That's what I see so far..
Sorry if my words sounds like rude but I'm tired to take care of your feeling while you??

I'm just a  human being and I can't to satisfy everyone even sooo many hard i'm gonna to try but at last,still blamed me..I dun understand why?? Life is not unfair sometimes but who's me to avoid all the fates??
Argue? Angry? got Debate? Sorry,I'm tired..tired to having all these kind of feeling...so,the best way was,
keep calm and SILENT...

To those people were offended with me...I'm soooo sorry...and trust me,all I did had a reasons and hope you guys will accept that..just give me a space for a while and I bet,everything will back to normal as it should to be...Thank You..

Much Love*

My baby will turning 2 soon...Means, I've been together with her almost 730 days...A long period of time but I didn't noticed that because a day with her feel moved so fasttttt and know,she will rise to be a pretty kids and not anymore baby's as always I called her but for me,she's still my baby..forever and till now,I still called her as "Baby"..

*Sweet dreams baby in pinky land created by mama..he..he...

 Looking her face while she was asleep just makes me think about something..hurmmm,something that only me can feel..That innocent face...Sleeping without bring any burden into her dreamland..Sleep tight and wake up in da morning to through her happy life as a toddler and so it goes everyday.. #overwhelmed#..

 

 By holding her hand was enough to makes me sad..Sad because this hand  will grow by the age and sometimes I wish,pls baby,,stay little..Mine quite funny is it?? Ya,I know that.. Each parents wanna seeing her child growth up but instead off me..I dun know why guys,maybe I'm too scared to let her into a new level and we didn't noe is it okay or not for her,does she will handle anything by itself?? Yet,she's still in childhood..And the only things she know is playing without worries anything because having mama ayah beside would treat her like a princess..:)

Day by day,My responsibility gaining bigger and  I should bear..Do I qualify to did it?? Being a mommy is not easy that you guys thought and it was a big challenge in my life plus this is my 1st experience and admit,sometimes mentality is not at the  level that we're supposed to but for my loved ones,I'll try my best..swear!

Stay pretty baby..love you..#warm hugs#

~ My Homemade Spaghetti Bolognese with Chicken Meatballs ~

Hello fellows!! Since my cooking mood was coming last a few weeks and start to forced my hubby to bought some grocerries for make Spaghetti Bolognese with Chicken Meatball and finally,I've done to made it!!Yeay!!!..So,lets check what the ingredients required....Tadaaaaaaaa....

1 - Okay,first we must have one packet's of spaghetti as a main course..I choose San Remo brand because

its most popular in all type of pasta...

2 - Prego sauce..For dis one,I choose yg tradisional definitely...he..he..actually,too many type of Prego sauce but depends on your taste..

3 - Minced Chicken by Ramly..There is 2 slices in the packet and I thought one slice is enough and

I bought chicken because I do not eat beef and mutton..But If you want to use minced meat pun boleh..It's up to you..:)

4 - Chicken Meatballs..(additional)..Actually,if you want to DIY pun boleh..just use minced chicken balance tue and make it circle like a ball then put perasa such as pepper,salt or etc then goreng..But I prefer to bought yg ready made sbb easy and jimat mase..he..he..

5 - Button mushroom...I beli yg dlm tin...yg packet pun ade and its really delicious for me...And make sure before beli tue,read the contents first,check expired date and the most important had a "Halal" sign..

Others ingredients needed ...

~ Diced Onions and Garlics for saute...I x gune bnyk sgt bwng just 3 cloves for each both..

~ Red Capsicums aka Lada Benggala,Button Mushrooms and diced Tomato..For capsicums and mushroom should be sliced thinly...All mentioned will inserted into the sauce later..

~ Green Broccoli just for garnish..Fyi,Broccoli is one of my favourite vegetables and me likes it!

Dun forget to boiled with salts for makes it softened..

Okay,let's begins...First,you must boiled the spaghetti first around 15 minutes until the spaghetti become softened,put some salts (dun too much)..just secukup rasa and put olive oil also to ensure the spaghetti x melekat..Kalo nk gune minyak masak pun boleh but only one tablespoon..jgn lebih..After 15 minutes, lift the spaghetti then toskan air and  biarkan seketika..

Next,I fried chicken meatballs..If you want to boiled,also can but I lebih suka goreng..Fried until golden brown mcm gambar kt bwh nie...


*Comel2 je kan...hik..hik...

Now,to make the sauce,we must :-

1 - Saute the diced onions and garlics until the smell raise up..Should not be to crisp..ckup sekadar dia layu...

2 - Then,masukkan minced chicked tue..Leave for 2 minutes so that minced chicken tue fully cooked but remember,jgn terlalu garing...

 

3 - After that,pour Prego sauce and water..Fyi,prego sauce nie pekat and mmng kene tambah air..Just masukkan 1 tin air by use prego tin tue td..Advise,do not over letak air sbb nanti terlalu cair,mmng x sesuai nk dimkn together with spaghetti..I suke if sauce dia a little bit pekat...And,ada org suke letak Tomato Puree but for me,no need because I x suke sour sgt..Lagipun,prego sauce tue got to taste..semua rase dh ada..he..he.. till then, lets it boil for a while and kept the fire in medium..

Then,lastly,masukkan capsicums,tomato and button mushrooms tue td into the sauce..bhn2 nie xleh masuk awal because it will be too mushy..Bolehlah rase lps tue either you want to put salts,aji or sugar if rase sauce tue mcm kurang jer kan..Ikut selera masing2.. :)...When everything is ok,dah boleh matikan api and ready to be served...Yeay! Siap!!

And the final result is..........Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

* My home made Spaghetti Bolognese with Chicken Meatballs...I letak Broccoli tue sbb nk bg cantik..he..he..and ready to gave someone who's request from me before dis..hope they like it !!

I'm very satisfied for that day because I could cooked for my beloved hubby,baby and the rest..Plus,baby likes my home made spaghetti and very-very appetizing with dat..makan and makan..Hubby also..add twice and he ask me to make it again for the next time...Boleh sayangggg as long awak nk makan, B buatkan..hik..hik... hik..

That's all guys!..Thanks for reading...much love..xoxo!!

Solved..Yeay!!

Hi guys..Tenenenene...guess what?? Imma happy since I can upload pictures back..Pls see my previous post..That time I story about my problem liaise the uploading picture but now was solved! yeayness!!

Oh ya,You all mesti nk tau kan how could I fix that issue?? And first and foremost,millions thanks to someone who's help me solve the problem without change anything structure in my blog..he..he...
Okay,okay..I'm a newbie and I thought,nothing wrong if I share how to resolve that problem..And I believe,not only me had a problem like dat and maybe some of blogger through it!!

Fyi,before dis I browse an internet with use Mozilla Firefox because for me,MF act quickly than others..
And selama nie xde problem with that and sudden my blog xleh upload picture so become a problem for me..Then, someone was told me so that browse with use Internet Explorer or Msn but I choose IE since I rarely use Msn for browse an internet sebelum2 nie plus mcm x famous jerk..hik..hik..hik..

And after I try,the result is fully success and I can upload pictures as usual..Hip..hip..horaaay!! Even till now,I dun know why MF can't work as well as before..Hurmmm,sometimes IE taking so long to browse and a little bit up my anger..but at least I can upload picture at my blog..enough for me..So far,I just find this easily way but if bloggers out there have cara lain yg more easy,more quickly,more effective,kindly share with me ya!! Appreciate it !! Well,sharing is caring kan??..*blink-blink eyelash* 

Oh well peeps,wait for my next post yah!..Kinda excited to upload pending pictures about this and that..ha..ha..ha..Gud bye everyone...xoxo...

* Setiap Gambar Ada Cerita *

Trouble !!

Close to the end of May and I thought this is month which,there are at most a little post..See,this is second post in May..sikit kan??*sigh*..

Actually I've a lot of things need to share with you guys but I dun know why each time me wanna upload pictures,xbleh and hundred times I try,,still cannot..sampai ke sudah just try and error until me sooooo bored and became stress..Previous posts boleh jer but suddenly plak x boleh...

Hurmmm,if just for update,its never had a problem at all but as you know guys post without pictures tersangatlah boring..Yes!Big boring...So I google to find out the solutions and I got too many ways even me dun know how to follow which one of the ways was given...And here the few steps from anonymous but i'm still thinking either to follow or not...

1- DELETE OLDER PICTURES IN BLOG

Honestly I dun like this way because how could I delete my older pictures because all pictures in my blog had a meaning for me and this is not worth for me..

2- RESIZING PICTURES

Hurmmm,maybe I should consider about it but the problem is,too many pictures in my blog's and fyi, I'm blogging since 2011 even xlah lame mane kan but nk resizing tue jenuh jugak...One by one plak tue... :'(

3- ADD AUTHOR @  BASIC SETTING BLOG

Okay,this way too complicated for me because before dis I dun know that each blog have a limit to upload picture and with add author,we can add a new space for upload picture.Add author means,I must create a new account then I can update,upload as usual but I must sign in with use a new account..Don't worry because its still blog kite cume there is two authors in blog but same owner.We can set an old account as "Admin"..Confused right?? Same goes to me..That's why I malas nak try cara nie and its looks like easy but instead of??

And others a few steps that I found and I think not helpful and literally makes me more confused..Hurmmm,
does anyone knows the other simple steps so that I could easily to try?? Hwaaaa *wipe tears*...Siyes sgt x suke selagi this problem can't be solved..nk update anything pun rasa malas kalo pictures can't upload together..Its seems like "No Point"..

Hope I'll found the solutions as soon as possible and maybe more struggle to surf kt tenet or mane2 page which content tutorials regarding this problem so that I can fix that issued... :)

Truly sad...till then,gud bye..

~1st post in May~

Arghhhhh, I miss blogging..really I do..Okay fellows,this is my first post in May..Honestly,I've many3 stories need to share with you all even me,myself dunno how to begin from where..kinda excited because May had a lot of awesome things happen!!

Okay,as we all know,5/5/2013 was an election date and its already passed..So guys? are you voting for which party?? He..he..Okay,okay,just answer in your heart..no need to tell everyone..kan undi tue rahsia??
Hurmmm,after PRU,everyone has been talking about it all the times even at Facebook,Twitter,and other social media..and today is 10 May, means already 5 days PRU were done but some of people can't accept the result..For me,I dun care la which party won as long rakyat x terbeban..Fyi,I'm not huge about politics
but a little bit knows..So,to those people which can't accept the PRU result,stay calm..No need to show off your anger,blame each others..come on la..be minded person...whatever it is,5 years from now,proven belongs to BN..Just see another 5 years onward..UBAH katenya..tp bukan "Ini Kalilah"..maybe Lain Kali...hik..hik..

Oh well,5/5/2013 also was a momentous day for my niece and her husband..you know why guys?? that day is the first time they became a hubby/wifey and for the first time they do vote..Awesome right?? Okay,below picture my niece on her big day..tadaaaaaaaaa...

*Happy wedding day to both of you..May your marriage ever lasting till Jannah..<3

 And,yeahhhhhhh...My baby on that day..Very fussy and as usual,very hyperactive...me can't handle her whole of the event..baby likes to played by itself and can't allow me and hubby monitor her..well,act like org besar..hik..hik...hik...

*My Princess...

When attend any weddings,my baby kinda synonym with "kompang"...and i dun know why,she a little bit know that wedding must had a "kompang"..And suddenly told to me "Ma,nk nenot pang"..he..he..comel tau 
x...And,that day,hubby treat my dotter to play it..saje nk bagi baby puas hati...Take a look pictures below..


*Feeling sgtttt...hik..hik..hik..

Baby very interested with kompang and very excited..Me dun have a problem with her passion coz I know,all grows up kids easily to try something new and very easily to fall in love with anything..so me assume it as a normal things...
Oh ya,peeps,I thought,i should stop here due to my baby request me to making milk for her..order jer yerk baby..since td dia mintak but mama dia nie wat dunno jer..hik..hik..hik..sorry sayang...

Okay guys..see ya!! xoxo!!

Little Princess of Mine !

*My principle : Baby happy = Mine happy ..

I am reminded that it is a privilege to be a mum to my little princess in my life, and I should cherish every single moment with her now before she grow to be as big ..Thinking of her always makes me smile, even in the most stressful situations..

P/s : I miss smell of baby to be truth..And thought maybe I should preggy again..Hik..hik..hik..don't you         think??? =P

From Heart To Heartbeat...

Dear Isya,Baby,Syg,Sweety,
...and no matter what the tittle  mama used to called you,its not literally changed my loves towards you because you're still my precious till my last breath..

You're cute..Yeah! and the only one reason why mama always write down about you in my  blog just want to express how much I love you..maybe currently,you didn't know anything but sokay sayang,for now,you just into your own world..But I just wanna tell you that.......

You always manage to makes me melt with your cheeky antics each times mama scolded you and anger too..Haishhh,why you sooo tiut baby? Sometimes you makes me lost control and waiting for atomic bomb are explode,but you know mama well and scared if me did anything on you so you will comes to me and hugs me back...Trust me sayang,mama feel guilty after that and my heart crumbles to a million pieces..
Forgive me...

You just was too little to get all dis..I means,i'm not supposed to release all my anger on you..And i knows that anything you did just to get my attention so that mama would concerned on you but sometimes mama just ignore all that..
Still remember apart which is mama "pura-pura" cried and you comes to me while your hand wipe my eyes and ask me"Ma,nape??"..I'm sooo touched and proud to have you in my life baby..you're very caring on me even a simple words out from your mouth but enough to touched my heart..

You small but had a big soul..You fragile but being strength for me..I luv you even more..
Baby,I'm try to be a greatest mother for you and i'm not gonna be hard on you..You're such an adorable kid of mine ..You're gonna have your childhood the fun way..Enjoy your life baby..

Mama always luv you..Dad also..Be good!

Lots of  Love,
Mama.....

I'm Back !! Hoyehhh!!

*Credit image to Google

Hi loves!! I'm back...hip..hip..horayyyy!!! After a long time I didn't update anything..Actually xdela lame sgt but serious peeps,I miss typingggg..and feel soooo rindu nk berblogging..Oh ya,today was a sad day due to the bombing at the Boston Marathon..Guys,could you take a short time for  a while and prayers out to the victims in Boston?? May God bless your souls..Amin..

Hurmmm,so how your life nowadays?? If you ask me,there was nothing about me..just through my life simply as well..But,lately feel sooo tired to do anything either in da house or at workplace..dunno why maybe I should take  a rest..And maybe its effect from dietry that I did now..Fyi, i'm start on diet already and consume a reduce weight product..For now,i don't seeing any changes in my weight because too early to get the result but I must be patient and stay strong to get my ideal weight even sometimes i force myself so do not take any such food which was could gain my weight..Hurmmm,serious guys,its very suffer for addicted foods like mine..hik..hik...hik.. :p..

Okay,stop story about me..he..he..Hubby?? Last week his got a bad news because his grandmother has been passed away..and I know he feel a bit down and he went out to village for a few days but yg ruginya dia x dpt tgk jenazah for the last time..Sokay syg,at least you turn up and could visited the grave and gave her prayers..stay strong sayang..Life is like dis and each alive creatures will taste death even you,me and everyone..Just let your late grandmother rest in peace..

We didn't knows how life goes..sometimes it was happy today but sad tomorrow..But sometimes I've thinking,alangkah bagusnya being a kids like my baby...She dun know anything and just playing and stop when her feel tired,eating when hungry and sleeping when sleepiness..How was a good life as a toddler right?? me sooo jealousssss...miss my childhood edy..Hurmmm,how i wish throwback to past years..mesti seronok an?? he..he..he..

Oh well,almost forget to story about my little sweetheart..sape lagi kan kalo bukan si tecik yg banyak ckp tue..serious guys..baby nowadays being too attractive,talkative and hyperactive..dah beso katenye and sometimes the way she speaks like adult style..I'm not  kidding even I sendiri pun feel like she's not 1 year 8 months old..Btw,mase x mengizinkan nk story lebih panjang,,maybe next entry kay ..Ngantuk sgt dah nie plus tomorrow I need to wake up early in da morning...I will come back to you later..Gud nite readers!!xoxo!!

#Wordless Monday#

Hi..Its been a while...He..he...he..kalau everyone  sibuk ngn trending "wordless wednesday" but me nk chance to "wordless monday'..hik..hik..hik..boleh x ? Actually,today too many workload need to settle down but oh myyy i am such a lazy worker...Don't you think?? Honestly,No la but everyone will feel the same feeling on Monday..Yeah,like mine...You know why??It just because we're still blurr-blurr after  2 days off..That's why people said Monday bluesss...

Same goes to me ..I'm stuck what I've to do..I means,nk mulekan dr mana..Sbb terlalu wordless sgt till i update status at Facebook just to show how blurr I am...he..he..see,,,

He,..he...update status boleh plak an ??? Well,Facebook is my way to connect with others people and as a media social for me..So,anything that i think need to share,I will even sometimes my status quite funny but me likeyyy,,Do I cares about what people talk behind my back??? Euwww,,, Go die..As long i'm happy.. But only one request from me,pls respect mine and i will respect yours as well..If you don't,just back off..easy right?? Hurmmm,oh times,pls move fastttttt, I can't wait to see my "Chenta Hati"..miss her so badly..serious..I'm not kidding...

What else guys?? I think enough till then,,making this post nie pun just want to get away my sleepiness..Got to go guys.. see ya!! chow... :)

I'm sooo Touched...

Hi readers !! Ugh...Tonite soo hot..I mean the weather lately..Does you feel same like mine?? Hurm,that's why i'm still wide awake..Supposed to sleep early because tomorrow i've to go for work but i can't sleep at all..So,blogging is the gud way to filled up my boredom..

Okay,pertaining my post title,sometimes I think that i'm sooo touched to those people who's treat well my daughter.Actually,this post I make it not to "membodek" anyone but that's the fact..I was touched as hell coz as you know guys,imma happy when seeing everyone being nice to my daughter..Thanks to God  because put kind people around my daughter..:)

Well,very lucky my baby because she got a kind person who's take care of her since 7 months (if i'm not mistaken)...until now..Someone who loves her and assume like own child..Treat her without countably,without feeling bored at all even me knows, its not easy to handle my baby but they done..And the best part,baby likes and comfort with them..Meanwhile,everyone that recognize  her love her and always layan her "karenah"  at the sometimes..That's makes me sooo touched and sometimes me thought the past..If I knows,maybe since my baby was born i ask my aunt to take care of her and no need to sent my baby kt org yg ntah pape ntah..Well,past is past..atleast for now i knows that my baby safe in the care of my aunt's..Going to work pun dgn hati yg tenang without worried anything..

Right what people said,"Flesh and blood are still flesh and blood" ..Its not same with others..So far,everything went well..and hope for onwards would be like this...If you remember guys,I already told you previous that my happiness situated on my daughter..If she happy,me also and as well instead,,So for me,I could lost everything but not her,hubby,parents and siblings..I luv them so muchhh...<3

Okay guys,I should to go now..Its my bedtime edy..he..he..he..Neway,kindly to be inform that, maybe i'll not update my blog  for a quite long time since too many works need to be settle down before middle of April.Cool huh?!.. Actually blogging is one of the things that me love it but I've no choice..Dun worry,I'll be right back soon..

Till then,sayonara!! :) xoxo !!

FieRcE mOmMY??

Hello guys!! Gemoning !!! First,dun act like awkward if sudden me update this in da morning..well, I've nothing to do..Actually I should be doing housekeeping but later can kot..hik..hik..always like dat..Once i get my lappy,I always delaying other works...Tell me what guys?? Yes,I'm a procrastinator...

This time i wanna story about my feelings as her mom's since hubby said that mine too fierce on my daughter and a little bit makes me thinking something..Did I such like dat?? Everyone also assume that mine too fierce in teaching my daughter..is it mine??.. Idun think so..like seriously...But if anyone feel like dat,here was my explanations for makes all clearly..

I'm never to scold my baby without any reasons..If i scold her that's means she need to be give a lessons so that she never to repeat their mistakes..Yes I know she's too young but fo me from now la  I must take action on anything she did..If i let her be,she will more cranky,stubborn and dun know either what she did RIGHT or WRONG..

I admit that sometimes mine got beat her but trust me,its are not strong and not painful..I still have a sensible mind..I do really luv my daughter..so much..How could  I will hurt her??..Honestly,I do like dat just to remind her that anythings she did should be held responsible..That's all..Takkan each time baby wat mistakes biarkan je and me as her parents buat x tahu...For sure makin menjadi perangainya..

Tell me guys,No mother in this world does not love their child..Maybe adelah but xsemua attitude such like dat...Some people said that,if we was scold baby,beat her just will build a gap between mother and daughter because that way sometimes not helpful and become the child makin memberontak..Okay,I'm never to said incorrect at all and it's might depends on each parents how to solved coz why?? Because child mind's are too young to thinking positive and their only knows each times kite mrh dia sbb xsayang dia lagi..
But as you know guys, each time I scold my baby,after that I must come to her,hugs her,kiss her and said apologized verbally to her ..So as a mom xyah la malu untuk mengucapkan words "maaf".. We did just to open her mind , try to give her an explain so that she know what she did was wrong..

The mother-daughter relationships is the most complex not complicated They will be a best friend sometimes..The place how to share everything,ask opinion and do anything together..Like mine, always do anything with baby and it's fun..Even sometimes she a little bit test my patience but di sisi baiknya she teach me how to being a kindness & gentleness mom ever..hik..hik..hik..One day,if baby grows up and know how to think maybe she will said thanks for always being there for her from zero to hero,love her,care for her..

For my dearest baby,mama cume nak Isya tau jer yang mama terlalu sayang kat Isha xkira apapun,I may scold you at the sometimes but I love you always and forever..The greatest things happen in my life is to be your mother.. :)

Love Quotes : " A mother's love for her child is like nothing else in the world.It knows.. no law,no             pity..It dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path "

Love..<3

Shopping!

Hi peeps!! So,how about your weekend?? Is it great as mine?? Well,I baru je reached home one hour ago..Then,just gave baby a bath then she's sleeping edy...Pity her and i thought maybe she damn sleepy..Now,I saje jer typing just to story what i've through whole of the day..Seriously its exhausting but fun...fun...fun..because I can bought my gegurl outfits and i'm satisfied..very!!

Feel like crazy when seeing gegurl outfits..Ahhhh,ohsem!! At first me wanna buy outfit for myself but when I seeing baju gegurl yg cantik2 tue,So,harapan tuk I find for myself  kelaut la jawabnye..he..he...always like that...I dun know why...Lucky baby right??? Yeah,I know...I know...

So,Let's check what i bought earlier for my lil princess...Tadaaaaaaaa..

*SUN BABY SKIRT - RM 48.90

*SUN BABY TUTU LEGGING - RM 48.90

*QQ KIDS DRESS - RM 29.90

*QQ KIDS CARDIGAN - RM 39.90

So,I've been spent  as much  RM 167.60 today just for my gegurl..I also spent hundred something  yesterday..That day I brought baby outfits too such as nightshirt,gown & shoes but for myself nothing...hik..hik..hik...Sokay, xkisah pun as long I dapat belikan baby baju and satu kepuasan for me if seeing my baby cantik bergaya..About its expensive or not,actually mine dun care and what is important are comforts when baby wear the cloths..that's all..

My point of view..We can earn money but satisfaction?? That's why if i got extra money,I'll spend all for my princess in everything and hubby okay with that as long not overdo it..In another means,jgn terlalu boros...So,think wisely la while using the money...:)

Gtg...bye guys!!

Lil Sweety!!

Hi guys!! Met again..Well,tonite me supposed had a lepaking session with others at burger stall but at last has been cancel coz my gegirl sleep edy and i think she will rise in da  morning..Pnt sgt lettew..No wonder this evening baby being cranky and test my temper..hik..hik..hik..

So guys,tomorrow is weekend..any idea?? Maybe tommorow i will going to adik's house..as usual..wanna meet my niece..but one thing that makes me worried if bring my baby going there..I worried if baby do anything on her cuzzy..as you know guys,my baby very lasak bile bermain..I admit that..That's why i'm think twice before bring her that way...hurmmm

Now,my baby got a new habits such as bite her nails and making duckface..he...sooooo funny but me really entertained with her coquettish..liaise bite her nails,I'm not sure either she learn from who's but her aunt's teach her to making duckface..he..he.. and after that,me saje jer srh dia wat muke mcm tue..he..comel tau x comel?? he..he...rase nk cubit jerk..grrrrr..Oh baby,why you always makes me melting with you??why ha?why??

Take a look below picture....see,comel kan kan kan?? he..he..he..

“May Everything Happy And Everything Bright Be Yours Sweetheart" 

MAMA SAYANG KAMOOOO!!!

-Sharing is Caring-

*Comel right??

SPECIAL FOR ALL PARENTS OUT THERE...DID YOU KNOW THAT : 

1- Single child is often late to speak..

2- Girls talk 3 times a lot than Boys..

3- Playing with child will improve their emotional of joy..

4- Boys more loves physical keep in touch with his father such as play ultraman,go to field and anything yg lbh kepada permainan lelaki..And if them can't get physical touch,maybe he will fighting with other siblings..

5- Interaction between parents and children while play would build bonding between of them.

6- Children also stress if they can't out of the house.So, just spend a little bit time and try to bring them outing..

7- Girls have a great potential in term of language skills (verbally)

8- Boys have a great potential in term of self visuospotial (Space)..Nurture this advantage to giving them

the an opportunity to play sports such as football,riding a bike and just info,Doctors encourage and admits that riding bike will increase their skill.

9- The childs which is have a reading skill will have the skills to read and speak  very well.

10- The childs who's always close with their parents were more competitive in many cases..more confident,love itself,easily adaptable in school and have a gud socialize skills with their friends...

 My point of view..Each child from God had a deficiency and superiority whether boys or gurls..dun try to discriminate each other because it will makes a gape and thus might cause the child loss their focus,feeling down and   feel aloof..

That's all peeps..a little bit info for you..Well sharing is caring right??...hik..hik..hik..I've to go now..xoxo!! :)