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Assalammualaikum & salam Ramadhan to all my friends...
Hope this blessed month will bring you and me a thousand meaning....Syukur,still given a chance by Allah to perform the fast  and this is a 2nd years I do fasting with my beloved baby...even she still little and dunno what "fasting" means for her,but she will rise together with me to accompany my sahur..Yah,she just be a busy body sometimes but I'm proud with her because she never had a problem to wake up in the dawn.. That's my baby..I Love her the most...<3

After for so long I didn't update anything about my life as usual..Nothing serious but I haven't a mood to do anything..Too many bad things happened in my life previous and it happen currently..I dun have a strength to face it..That time I feel like was.... life getting hard day by day..*sigh*..Give up,sad.down,depressed,frusted,
and mcm2 lg worst feelings that I feel..And kinda  hard to say,this is a biggest test for me,hubby also..
And until now,I can't accept the fact that mine totally lost it!! You must be wondering right?? Okay,just straight to the point...

Actually,28 June 2013,Hubby's car had been stolen..we're noticed when us wanna going to work that morning..Can you imagine guys my feeling that time?? Shocked is a must but I'm can't thinking how could the robbers did they job smoothly without leave any trail at all..Night of the incident,I sleep late around 2.30 am (if i'm not mistaken) and I didn't heard anything,I went downstairs and peered into windows and car still park..So,I decide to sleep...Around 3.30 am, my baby wide awake twice and cried loudly..Us feel weird because she never like that before..were eager to cried...Maybe,she just gave me and hubby the signal but the bad part,we just ignore and act like nothing happen...Damn!! kalaulah mlm tue I alert sket,maybe this incident can't be happen but what should I do?? too late for regret..

Me and hubby love the car as much because too many memories  created during using it plus dh nk hbs bayar another few months..Terkilan sgt...Hubby is the person can't accept that him lost the car..I know his feeling because he was ever told me before this that,to got the car its pretty hard..1 month waiting the car release to his hand and too many expenses been spent on the car..Cliche to say,the car is limited and rarely we've seen on the road..That's why the stupid robbers aim the car...Idiot!!

On that day,me and hubby took EL and purposed to settle all things..Police report have been made and the police also said that lot of people likes the car and expectations to found back is quite hard..The police could not gave me a guarantee but they promise to try as well..Police report is very important to protect ourself from anything..We dun know if the stupid robbers use our car to do an illegal things..After that,we're tried to find a car everywhere by follow our instinct and big hope that we will found the car..Just spend a couple of hours till me give up to the max !! Thanks to my younger sissy because lend us her car for that day..

Tell you guys,what else that we don't to do to get my car back?? Looking everywhere,met someone who's can predict about missing, Pray,ask help from our friends, but it would end up with nothing..I also update about the lost on my facebook even I know,not necessarily its work but at least I try and do not just sit without do anything.


I forget for a while about my health,work and my baby just because to find back my car..For a few days,I dun take any foods..Hubby also..Pity right?? I'm look like a messy person,ignore my baby,ignore my responsibilities as a wifey and mommy and that time I'm very down and can't describe how..What I feel,its same with hubby but the differents is,hubby is a strong person rather than mine..But I knows,hubby hide the pain,sadness infront of me because if him not strong,how come to convince me to cool down?? I know my hubby very well,strong outside,fragile inside..I'm really mad and I swear,to robbers who's stolen the car,"Hope you guys will die as soon as possible..dead in tragic way,because what you did on my family sgt2 melampau..What you did,you will get back sooner or later..You must pay each dripping my tears,hardship that my family experienced,masa yg dihabiskan beberapa hari disebabkan oleh perompak yang bangang ,our happiness that you graze and rasa sakit hati yang keluarga aku tanggung!!! Just wait and see,Allah is omniscient everything..So,beware !!! Dun thought that you will escape for long time,karma will hit you soon..!! Hold my words !!

Just few days left but me still miss the car so badly..and hope I will get the car back one day..I dun care if might take time for a month,years as long,I can touch it..miss to sit inside the car..Next month is my hubby birthday and his said," there is nothing expected as a birthday gifts besides getting his car back "..,I'm really touched...Sabar kay sayang..If ada rezeki,kita akan jumpa..Hubby as an owner more and more rase kehilangan but keep my words sayang,anything happened had a reason..

Now,just keep pray and hope something miracles happen..Nothing impossible if Allah willing..