Silent is better ..

Hye my lovely readers! Its a middle of year and a little bit reminded me how fast time fliessss..Millions sorry, if me quite silent nowadays :'( ..Especially,to those who's close with me and I bet,you guys must noticed about myself..Yah,I'm prefer to kept myself silence for a while due too many bad things happened in my life and no one never knows the problems include my hubby..

Its was really hard for me..No one would know until they are walk in my shoes..To my haters,maybe you can claps your hand right now and  laughs as much as you can when seeing me are in a difficult situation..This is how circles life work on..And either I likes or not,I must admit and accept the facts even its bitter to faced it..

Writing is one of my way to release all my deep feeling..Maybe its not 100% okay but just okay even a bit..Actually,the main purpose I wrote down  this just to gave explanation (even I thought no need to do so) but I do just makes it clearly..

Why suddenly I'm kept myself away?? I'm silent my phone,never to pick up incoming calls,not reply to a msg,quite for a while in media social because why?? This is my answer...
Because I choose to silent from anything!!

Sometimes,when I've a problems,nobody knows what I feel and they are just add to existing problems..
I dun know why they are think about me?? Never for once, makes me calm in everything wht I did...Let me happy with my own way...Let me easily breath...Never!!

Pretty serious,I'm never to asking them to help me and I effort to do everything with my twice hands..handle with my brains...Supposed they were happy because I didn't burden anyone but once again,I'm wrong..They never to solved my problem but just ruined everything...That's what I see so far..
Sorry if my words sounds like rude but I'm tired to take care of your feeling while you??

I'm just a  human being and I can't to satisfy everyone even sooo many hard i'm gonna to try but at last,still blamed me..I dun understand why?? Life is not unfair sometimes but who's me to avoid all the fates??
Argue? Angry? got Debate? Sorry,I'm tired..tired to having all these kind of feeling...so,the best way was,
keep calm and SILENT...

To those people were offended with me...I'm soooo sorry...and trust me,all I did had a reasons and hope you guys will accept that..just give me a space for a while and I bet,everything will back to normal as it should to be...Thank You..