~ Father's Day ~

Today was Father's Day..and first & foremost,Happy father's day hubby!! This is 2nd years you became a father to our adorable daughter and I know,within this period , its literally makes you learn something..
You must admit and proud that Isya more closer with you than me..Its not about jealous and honestly,i'm not jealous but happy for both of you..I assume as a positive  which is a little bit to proved you are a good father for our daughter and maybe for our another kids..hik..hik..

Dear Hubby,You must know...
For her (Isya),you're the "HERO" that would be protect her,care of  her and always there for her in any situation..She's makes you as her priority because she knows,you're everything for her..She trust you more than me..In anything,she looking for you rather than me..You're the first person she find in da morning when her rised up and you're the first she get when we fetch her after we're completion of working..See,how close the relationship between you two??

Silly me,at first I thought that was something wrong but as time went,I understand well...She was your beloved daughter and till the end will like dat even me can't deny chemistry between you and her..
And now,I dun even care if people said , Isya is "Anak ayah" because I do not see anything wrong on  the tittle..who's care right?? We're still one family... Flowing blood in her body is from us too..

So,once again, Happy father's day hubby..Thanks for be a gud dad for Isya since she was too little till now and hope for onwards also..Amin...Your loves towards me and her can't replaced with anything...Stay with us for longer..*we love you*

Silent is better ..

Hye my lovely readers! Its a middle of year and a little bit reminded me how fast time fliessss..Millions sorry, if me quite silent nowadays :'( ..Especially,to those who's close with me and I bet,you guys must noticed about myself..Yah,I'm prefer to kept myself silence for a while due too many bad things happened in my life and no one never knows the problems include my hubby..

Its was really hard for me..No one would know until they are walk in my shoes..To my haters,maybe you can claps your hand right now and  laughs as much as you can when seeing me are in a difficult situation..This is how circles life work on..And either I likes or not,I must admit and accept the facts even its bitter to faced it..

Writing is one of my way to release all my deep feeling..Maybe its not 100% okay but just okay even a bit..Actually,the main purpose I wrote down  this just to gave explanation (even I thought no need to do so) but I do just makes it clearly..

Why suddenly I'm kept myself away?? I'm silent my phone,never to pick up incoming calls,not reply to a msg,quite for a while in media social because why?? This is my answer...
Because I choose to silent from anything!!

Sometimes,when I've a problems,nobody knows what I feel and they are just add to existing problems..
I dun know why they are think about me?? Never for once, makes me calm in everything wht I did...Let me happy with my own way...Let me easily breath...Never!!

Pretty serious,I'm never to asking them to help me and I effort to do everything with my twice hands..handle with my brains...Supposed they were happy because I didn't burden anyone but once again,I'm wrong..They never to solved my problem but just ruined everything...That's what I see so far..
Sorry if my words sounds like rude but I'm tired to take care of your feeling while you??

I'm just a  human being and I can't to satisfy everyone even sooo many hard i'm gonna to try but at last,still blamed me..I dun understand why?? Life is not unfair sometimes but who's me to avoid all the fates??
Argue? Angry? got Debate? Sorry,I'm tired..tired to having all these kind of feeling...so,the best way was,
keep calm and SILENT...

To those people were offended with me...I'm soooo sorry...and trust me,all I did had a reasons and hope you guys will accept that..just give me a space for a while and I bet,everything will back to normal as it should to be...Thank You..

Much Love*

My baby will turning 2 soon...Means, I've been together with her almost 730 days...A long period of time but I didn't noticed that because a day with her feel moved so fasttttt and know,she will rise to be a pretty kids and not anymore baby's as always I called her but for me,she's still my baby..forever and till now,I still called her as "Baby"..

*Sweet dreams baby in pinky land created by mama..he..he...

 Looking her face while she was asleep just makes me think about something..hurmmm,something that only me can feel..That innocent face...Sleeping without bring any burden into her dreamland..Sleep tight and wake up in da morning to through her happy life as a toddler and so it goes everyday.. #overwhelmed#..

 

 By holding her hand was enough to makes me sad..Sad because this hand  will grow by the age and sometimes I wish,pls baby,,stay little..Mine quite funny is it?? Ya,I know that.. Each parents wanna seeing her child growth up but instead off me..I dun know why guys,maybe I'm too scared to let her into a new level and we didn't noe is it okay or not for her,does she will handle anything by itself?? Yet,she's still in childhood..And the only things she know is playing without worries anything because having mama ayah beside would treat her like a princess..:)

Day by day,My responsibility gaining bigger and  I should bear..Do I qualify to did it?? Being a mommy is not easy that you guys thought and it was a big challenge in my life plus this is my 1st experience and admit,sometimes mentality is not at the  level that we're supposed to but for my loved ones,I'll try my best..swear!

Stay pretty baby..love you..#warm hugs#

~ My Homemade Spaghetti Bolognese with Chicken Meatballs ~

Hello fellows!! Since my cooking mood was coming last a few weeks and start to forced my hubby to bought some grocerries for make Spaghetti Bolognese with Chicken Meatball and finally,I've done to made it!!Yeay!!!..So,lets check what the ingredients required....Tadaaaaaaaa....

1 - Okay,first we must have one packet's of spaghetti as a main course..I choose San Remo brand because

its most popular in all type of pasta...

2 - Prego sauce..For dis one,I choose yg tradisional definitely...he..he..actually,too many type of Prego sauce but depends on your taste..

3 - Minced Chicken by Ramly..There is 2 slices in the packet and I thought one slice is enough and

I bought chicken because I do not eat beef and mutton..But If you want to use minced meat pun boleh..It's up to you..:)

4 - Chicken Meatballs..(additional)..Actually,if you want to DIY pun boleh..just use minced chicken balance tue and make it circle like a ball then put perasa such as pepper,salt or etc then goreng..But I prefer to bought yg ready made sbb easy and jimat mase..he..he..

5 - Button mushroom...I beli yg dlm tin...yg packet pun ade and its really delicious for me...And make sure before beli tue,read the contents first,check expired date and the most important had a "Halal" sign..

Others ingredients needed ...

~ Diced Onions and Garlics for saute...I x gune bnyk sgt bwng just 3 cloves for each both..

~ Red Capsicums aka Lada Benggala,Button Mushrooms and diced Tomato..For capsicums and mushroom should be sliced thinly...All mentioned will inserted into the sauce later..

~ Green Broccoli just for garnish..Fyi,Broccoli is one of my favourite vegetables and me likes it!

Dun forget to boiled with salts for makes it softened..

Okay,let's begins...First,you must boiled the spaghetti first around 15 minutes until the spaghetti become softened,put some salts (dun too much)..just secukup rasa and put olive oil also to ensure the spaghetti x melekat..Kalo nk gune minyak masak pun boleh but only one tablespoon..jgn lebih..After 15 minutes, lift the spaghetti then toskan air and  biarkan seketika..

Next,I fried chicken meatballs..If you want to boiled,also can but I lebih suka goreng..Fried until golden brown mcm gambar kt bwh nie...


*Comel2 je kan...hik..hik...

Now,to make the sauce,we must :-

1 - Saute the diced onions and garlics until the smell raise up..Should not be to crisp..ckup sekadar dia layu...

2 - Then,masukkan minced chicked tue..Leave for 2 minutes so that minced chicken tue fully cooked but remember,jgn terlalu garing...

 

3 - After that,pour Prego sauce and water..Fyi,prego sauce nie pekat and mmng kene tambah air..Just masukkan 1 tin air by use prego tin tue td..Advise,do not over letak air sbb nanti terlalu cair,mmng x sesuai nk dimkn together with spaghetti..I suke if sauce dia a little bit pekat...And,ada org suke letak Tomato Puree but for me,no need because I x suke sour sgt..Lagipun,prego sauce tue got to taste..semua rase dh ada..he..he.. till then, lets it boil for a while and kept the fire in medium..

Then,lastly,masukkan capsicums,tomato and button mushrooms tue td into the sauce..bhn2 nie xleh masuk awal because it will be too mushy..Bolehlah rase lps tue either you want to put salts,aji or sugar if rase sauce tue mcm kurang jer kan..Ikut selera masing2.. :)...When everything is ok,dah boleh matikan api and ready to be served...Yeay! Siap!!

And the final result is..........Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

* My home made Spaghetti Bolognese with Chicken Meatballs...I letak Broccoli tue sbb nk bg cantik..he..he..and ready to gave someone who's request from me before dis..hope they like it !!

I'm very satisfied for that day because I could cooked for my beloved hubby,baby and the rest..Plus,baby likes my home made spaghetti and very-very appetizing with dat..makan and makan..Hubby also..add twice and he ask me to make it again for the next time...Boleh sayangggg as long awak nk makan, B buatkan..hik..hik... hik..

That's all guys!..Thanks for reading...much love..xoxo!!

Solved..Yeay!!

Hi guys..Tenenenene...guess what?? Imma happy since I can upload pictures back..Pls see my previous post..That time I story about my problem liaise the uploading picture but now was solved! yeayness!!

Oh ya,You all mesti nk tau kan how could I fix that issue?? And first and foremost,millions thanks to someone who's help me solve the problem without change anything structure in my blog..he..he...
Okay,okay..I'm a newbie and I thought,nothing wrong if I share how to resolve that problem..And I believe,not only me had a problem like dat and maybe some of blogger through it!!

Fyi,before dis I browse an internet with use Mozilla Firefox because for me,MF act quickly than others..
And selama nie xde problem with that and sudden my blog xleh upload picture so become a problem for me..Then, someone was told me so that browse with use Internet Explorer or Msn but I choose IE since I rarely use Msn for browse an internet sebelum2 nie plus mcm x famous jerk..hik..hik..hik..

And after I try,the result is fully success and I can upload pictures as usual..Hip..hip..horaaay!! Even till now,I dun know why MF can't work as well as before..Hurmmm,sometimes IE taking so long to browse and a little bit up my anger..but at least I can upload picture at my blog..enough for me..So far,I just find this easily way but if bloggers out there have cara lain yg more easy,more quickly,more effective,kindly share with me ya!! Appreciate it !! Well,sharing is caring kan??..*blink-blink eyelash* 

Oh well peeps,wait for my next post yah!..Kinda excited to upload pending pictures about this and that..ha..ha..ha..Gud bye everyone...xoxo...

* Setiap Gambar Ada Cerita *

Trouble !!

Close to the end of May and I thought this is month which,there are at most a little post..See,this is second post in May..sikit kan??*sigh*..

Actually I've a lot of things need to share with you guys but I dun know why each time me wanna upload pictures,xbleh and hundred times I try,,still cannot..sampai ke sudah just try and error until me sooooo bored and became stress..Previous posts boleh jer but suddenly plak x boleh...

Hurmmm,if just for update,its never had a problem at all but as you know guys post without pictures tersangatlah boring..Yes!Big boring...So I google to find out the solutions and I got too many ways even me dun know how to follow which one of the ways was given...And here the few steps from anonymous but i'm still thinking either to follow or not...

1- DELETE OLDER PICTURES IN BLOG

Honestly I dun like this way because how could I delete my older pictures because all pictures in my blog had a meaning for me and this is not worth for me..

2- RESIZING PICTURES

Hurmmm,maybe I should consider about it but the problem is,too many pictures in my blog's and fyi, I'm blogging since 2011 even xlah lame mane kan but nk resizing tue jenuh jugak...One by one plak tue... :'(

3- ADD AUTHOR @  BASIC SETTING BLOG

Okay,this way too complicated for me because before dis I dun know that each blog have a limit to upload picture and with add author,we can add a new space for upload picture.Add author means,I must create a new account then I can update,upload as usual but I must sign in with use a new account..Don't worry because its still blog kite cume there is two authors in blog but same owner.We can set an old account as "Admin"..Confused right?? Same goes to me..That's why I malas nak try cara nie and its looks like easy but instead of??

And others a few steps that I found and I think not helpful and literally makes me more confused..Hurmmm,
does anyone knows the other simple steps so that I could easily to try?? Hwaaaa *wipe tears*...Siyes sgt x suke selagi this problem can't be solved..nk update anything pun rasa malas kalo pictures can't upload together..Its seems like "No Point"..

Hope I'll found the solutions as soon as possible and maybe more struggle to surf kt tenet or mane2 page which content tutorials regarding this problem so that I can fix that issued... :)

Truly sad...till then,gud bye..

~1st post in May~

Arghhhhh, I miss blogging..really I do..Okay fellows,this is my first post in May..Honestly,I've many3 stories need to share with you all even me,myself dunno how to begin from where..kinda excited because May had a lot of awesome things happen!!

Okay,as we all know,5/5/2013 was an election date and its already passed..So guys? are you voting for which party?? He..he..Okay,okay,just answer in your heart..no need to tell everyone..kan undi tue rahsia??
Hurmmm,after PRU,everyone has been talking about it all the times even at Facebook,Twitter,and other social media..and today is 10 May, means already 5 days PRU were done but some of people can't accept the result..For me,I dun care la which party won as long rakyat x terbeban..Fyi,I'm not huge about politics
but a little bit knows..So,to those people which can't accept the PRU result,stay calm..No need to show off your anger,blame each others..come on la..be minded person...whatever it is,5 years from now,proven belongs to BN..Just see another 5 years onward..UBAH katenya..tp bukan "Ini Kalilah"..maybe Lain Kali...hik..hik..

Oh well,5/5/2013 also was a momentous day for my niece and her husband..you know why guys?? that day is the first time they became a hubby/wifey and for the first time they do vote..Awesome right?? Okay,below picture my niece on her big day..tadaaaaaaaaa...

*Happy wedding day to both of you..May your marriage ever lasting till Jannah..<3

 And,yeahhhhhhh...My baby on that day..Very fussy and as usual,very hyperactive...me can't handle her whole of the event..baby likes to played by itself and can't allow me and hubby monitor her..well,act like org besar..hik..hik...hik...

*My Princess...

When attend any weddings,my baby kinda synonym with "kompang"...and i dun know why,she a little bit know that wedding must had a "kompang"..And suddenly told to me "Ma,nk nenot pang"..he..he..comel tau 
x...And,that day,hubby treat my dotter to play it..saje nk bagi baby puas hati...Take a look pictures below..


*Feeling sgtttt...hik..hik..hik..

Baby very interested with kompang and very excited..Me dun have a problem with her passion coz I know,all grows up kids easily to try something new and very easily to fall in love with anything..so me assume it as a normal things...
Oh ya,peeps,I thought,i should stop here due to my baby request me to making milk for her..order jer yerk baby..since td dia mintak but mama dia nie wat dunno jer..hik..hik..hik..sorry sayang...

Okay guys..see ya!! xoxo!!

Little Princess of Mine !

*My principle : Baby happy = Mine happy ..

I am reminded that it is a privilege to be a mum to my little princess in my life, and I should cherish every single moment with her now before she grow to be as big ..Thinking of her always makes me smile, even in the most stressful situations..

P/s : I miss smell of baby to be truth..And thought maybe I should preggy again..Hik..hik..hik..don't you         think??? =P

From Heart To Heartbeat...

Dear Isya,Baby,Syg,Sweety,
...and no matter what the tittle  mama used to called you,its not literally changed my loves towards you because you're still my precious till my last breath..

You're cute..Yeah! and the only one reason why mama always write down about you in my  blog just want to express how much I love you..maybe currently,you didn't know anything but sokay sayang,for now,you just into your own world..But I just wanna tell you that.......

You always manage to makes me melt with your cheeky antics each times mama scolded you and anger too..Haishhh,why you sooo tiut baby? Sometimes you makes me lost control and waiting for atomic bomb are explode,but you know mama well and scared if me did anything on you so you will comes to me and hugs me back...Trust me sayang,mama feel guilty after that and my heart crumbles to a million pieces..
Forgive me...

You just was too little to get all dis..I means,i'm not supposed to release all my anger on you..And i knows that anything you did just to get my attention so that mama would concerned on you but sometimes mama just ignore all that..
Still remember apart which is mama "pura-pura" cried and you comes to me while your hand wipe my eyes and ask me"Ma,nape??"..I'm sooo touched and proud to have you in my life baby..you're very caring on me even a simple words out from your mouth but enough to touched my heart..

You small but had a big soul..You fragile but being strength for me..I luv you even more..
Baby,I'm try to be a greatest mother for you and i'm not gonna be hard on you..You're such an adorable kid of mine ..You're gonna have your childhood the fun way..Enjoy your life baby..

Mama always luv you..Dad also..Be good!

Lots of  Love,
Mama.....

I'm Back !! Hoyehhh!!

*Credit image to Google

Hi loves!! I'm back...hip..hip..horayyyy!!! After a long time I didn't update anything..Actually xdela lame sgt but serious peeps,I miss typingggg..and feel soooo rindu nk berblogging..Oh ya,today was a sad day due to the bombing at the Boston Marathon..Guys,could you take a short time for  a while and prayers out to the victims in Boston?? May God bless your souls..Amin..

Hurmmm,so how your life nowadays?? If you ask me,there was nothing about me..just through my life simply as well..But,lately feel sooo tired to do anything either in da house or at workplace..dunno why maybe I should take  a rest..And maybe its effect from dietry that I did now..Fyi, i'm start on diet already and consume a reduce weight product..For now,i don't seeing any changes in my weight because too early to get the result but I must be patient and stay strong to get my ideal weight even sometimes i force myself so do not take any such food which was could gain my weight..Hurmmm,serious guys,its very suffer for addicted foods like mine..hik..hik...hik.. :p..

Okay,stop story about me..he..he..Hubby?? Last week his got a bad news because his grandmother has been passed away..and I know he feel a bit down and he went out to village for a few days but yg ruginya dia x dpt tgk jenazah for the last time..Sokay syg,at least you turn up and could visited the grave and gave her prayers..stay strong sayang..Life is like dis and each alive creatures will taste death even you,me and everyone..Just let your late grandmother rest in peace..

We didn't knows how life goes..sometimes it was happy today but sad tomorrow..But sometimes I've thinking,alangkah bagusnya being a kids like my baby...She dun know anything and just playing and stop when her feel tired,eating when hungry and sleeping when sleepiness..How was a good life as a toddler right?? me sooo jealousssss...miss my childhood edy..Hurmmm,how i wish throwback to past years..mesti seronok an?? he..he..he..

Oh well,almost forget to story about my little sweetheart..sape lagi kan kalo bukan si tecik yg banyak ckp tue..serious guys..baby nowadays being too attractive,talkative and hyperactive..dah beso katenye and sometimes the way she speaks like adult style..I'm not  kidding even I sendiri pun feel like she's not 1 year 8 months old..Btw,mase x mengizinkan nk story lebih panjang,,maybe next entry kay ..Ngantuk sgt dah nie plus tomorrow I need to wake up early in da morning...I will come back to you later..Gud nite readers!!xoxo!!

#Wordless Monday#

Hi..Its been a while...He..he...he..kalau everyone  sibuk ngn trending "wordless wednesday" but me nk chance to "wordless monday'..hik..hik..hik..boleh x ? Actually,today too many workload need to settle down but oh myyy i am such a lazy worker...Don't you think?? Honestly,No la but everyone will feel the same feeling on Monday..Yeah,like mine...You know why??It just because we're still blurr-blurr after  2 days off..That's why people said Monday bluesss...

Same goes to me ..I'm stuck what I've to do..I means,nk mulekan dr mana..Sbb terlalu wordless sgt till i update status at Facebook just to show how blurr I am...he..he..see,,,

He,..he...update status boleh plak an ??? Well,Facebook is my way to connect with others people and as a media social for me..So,anything that i think need to share,I will even sometimes my status quite funny but me likeyyy,,Do I cares about what people talk behind my back??? Euwww,,, Go die..As long i'm happy.. But only one request from me,pls respect mine and i will respect yours as well..If you don't,just back off..easy right?? Hurmmm,oh times,pls move fastttttt, I can't wait to see my "Chenta Hati"..miss her so badly..serious..I'm not kidding...

What else guys?? I think enough till then,,making this post nie pun just want to get away my sleepiness..Got to go guys.. see ya!! chow... :)

I'm sooo Touched...

Hi readers !! Ugh...Tonite soo hot..I mean the weather lately..Does you feel same like mine?? Hurm,that's why i'm still wide awake..Supposed to sleep early because tomorrow i've to go for work but i can't sleep at all..So,blogging is the gud way to filled up my boredom..

Okay,pertaining my post title,sometimes I think that i'm sooo touched to those people who's treat well my daughter.Actually,this post I make it not to "membodek" anyone but that's the fact..I was touched as hell coz as you know guys,imma happy when seeing everyone being nice to my daughter..Thanks to God  because put kind people around my daughter..:)

Well,very lucky my baby because she got a kind person who's take care of her since 7 months (if i'm not mistaken)...until now..Someone who loves her and assume like own child..Treat her without countably,without feeling bored at all even me knows, its not easy to handle my baby but they done..And the best part,baby likes and comfort with them..Meanwhile,everyone that recognize  her love her and always layan her "karenah"  at the sometimes..That's makes me sooo touched and sometimes me thought the past..If I knows,maybe since my baby was born i ask my aunt to take care of her and no need to sent my baby kt org yg ntah pape ntah..Well,past is past..atleast for now i knows that my baby safe in the care of my aunt's..Going to work pun dgn hati yg tenang without worried anything..

Right what people said,"Flesh and blood are still flesh and blood" ..Its not same with others..So far,everything went well..and hope for onwards would be like this...If you remember guys,I already told you previous that my happiness situated on my daughter..If she happy,me also and as well instead,,So for me,I could lost everything but not her,hubby,parents and siblings..I luv them so muchhh...<3

Okay guys,I should to go now..Its my bedtime edy..he..he..he..Neway,kindly to be inform that, maybe i'll not update my blog  for a quite long time since too many works need to be settle down before middle of April.Cool huh?!.. Actually blogging is one of the things that me love it but I've no choice..Dun worry,I'll be right back soon..

Till then,sayonara!! :) xoxo !!

FieRcE mOmMY??

Hello guys!! Gemoning !!! First,dun act like awkward if sudden me update this in da morning..well, I've nothing to do..Actually I should be doing housekeeping but later can kot..hik..hik..always like dat..Once i get my lappy,I always delaying other works...Tell me what guys?? Yes,I'm a procrastinator...

This time i wanna story about my feelings as her mom's since hubby said that mine too fierce on my daughter and a little bit makes me thinking something..Did I such like dat?? Everyone also assume that mine too fierce in teaching my daughter..is it mine??.. Idun think so..like seriously...But if anyone feel like dat,here was my explanations for makes all clearly..

I'm never to scold my baby without any reasons..If i scold her that's means she need to be give a lessons so that she never to repeat their mistakes..Yes I know she's too young but fo me from now la  I must take action on anything she did..If i let her be,she will more cranky,stubborn and dun know either what she did RIGHT or WRONG..

I admit that sometimes mine got beat her but trust me,its are not strong and not painful..I still have a sensible mind..I do really luv my daughter..so much..How could  I will hurt her??..Honestly,I do like dat just to remind her that anythings she did should be held responsible..That's all..Takkan each time baby wat mistakes biarkan je and me as her parents buat x tahu...For sure makin menjadi perangainya..

Tell me guys,No mother in this world does not love their child..Maybe adelah but xsemua attitude such like dat...Some people said that,if we was scold baby,beat her just will build a gap between mother and daughter because that way sometimes not helpful and become the child makin memberontak..Okay,I'm never to said incorrect at all and it's might depends on each parents how to solved coz why?? Because child mind's are too young to thinking positive and their only knows each times kite mrh dia sbb xsayang dia lagi..
But as you know guys, each time I scold my baby,after that I must come to her,hugs her,kiss her and said apologized verbally to her ..So as a mom xyah la malu untuk mengucapkan words "maaf".. We did just to open her mind , try to give her an explain so that she know what she did was wrong..

The mother-daughter relationships is the most complex not complicated They will be a best friend sometimes..The place how to share everything,ask opinion and do anything together..Like mine, always do anything with baby and it's fun..Even sometimes she a little bit test my patience but di sisi baiknya she teach me how to being a kindness & gentleness mom ever..hik..hik..hik..One day,if baby grows up and know how to think maybe she will said thanks for always being there for her from zero to hero,love her,care for her..

For my dearest baby,mama cume nak Isya tau jer yang mama terlalu sayang kat Isha xkira apapun,I may scold you at the sometimes but I love you always and forever..The greatest things happen in my life is to be your mother.. :)

Love Quotes : " A mother's love for her child is like nothing else in the world.It knows.. no law,no             pity..It dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path "

Love..<3

Shopping!

Hi peeps!! So,how about your weekend?? Is it great as mine?? Well,I baru je reached home one hour ago..Then,just gave baby a bath then she's sleeping edy...Pity her and i thought maybe she damn sleepy..Now,I saje jer typing just to story what i've through whole of the day..Seriously its exhausting but fun...fun...fun..because I can bought my gegurl outfits and i'm satisfied..very!!

Feel like crazy when seeing gegurl outfits..Ahhhh,ohsem!! At first me wanna buy outfit for myself but when I seeing baju gegurl yg cantik2 tue,So,harapan tuk I find for myself  kelaut la jawabnye..he..he...always like that...I dun know why...Lucky baby right??? Yeah,I know...I know...

So,Let's check what i bought earlier for my lil princess...Tadaaaaaaaa..

*SUN BABY SKIRT - RM 48.90

*SUN BABY TUTU LEGGING - RM 48.90

*QQ KIDS DRESS - RM 29.90

*QQ KIDS CARDIGAN - RM 39.90

So,I've been spent  as much  RM 167.60 today just for my gegurl..I also spent hundred something  yesterday..That day I brought baby outfits too such as nightshirt,gown & shoes but for myself nothing...hik..hik..hik...Sokay, xkisah pun as long I dapat belikan baby baju and satu kepuasan for me if seeing my baby cantik bergaya..About its expensive or not,actually mine dun care and what is important are comforts when baby wear the cloths..that's all..

My point of view..We can earn money but satisfaction?? That's why if i got extra money,I'll spend all for my princess in everything and hubby okay with that as long not overdo it..In another means,jgn terlalu boros...So,think wisely la while using the money...:)

Gtg...bye guys!!

Lil Sweety!!

Hi guys!! Met again..Well,tonite me supposed had a lepaking session with others at burger stall but at last has been cancel coz my gegirl sleep edy and i think she will rise in da  morning..Pnt sgt lettew..No wonder this evening baby being cranky and test my temper..hik..hik..hik..

So guys,tomorrow is weekend..any idea?? Maybe tommorow i will going to adik's house..as usual..wanna meet my niece..but one thing that makes me worried if bring my baby going there..I worried if baby do anything on her cuzzy..as you know guys,my baby very lasak bile bermain..I admit that..That's why i'm think twice before bring her that way...hurmmm

Now,my baby got a new habits such as bite her nails and making duckface..he...sooooo funny but me really entertained with her coquettish..liaise bite her nails,I'm not sure either she learn from who's but her aunt's teach her to making duckface..he..he.. and after that,me saje jer srh dia wat muke mcm tue..he..comel tau x comel?? he..he...rase nk cubit jerk..grrrrr..Oh baby,why you always makes me melting with you??why ha?why??

Take a look below picture....see,comel kan kan kan?? he..he..he..

“May Everything Happy And Everything Bright Be Yours Sweetheart" 

MAMA SAYANG KAMOOOO!!!

-Sharing is Caring-

*Comel right??

SPECIAL FOR ALL PARENTS OUT THERE...DID YOU KNOW THAT : 

1- Single child is often late to speak..

2- Girls talk 3 times a lot than Boys..

3- Playing with child will improve their emotional of joy..

4- Boys more loves physical keep in touch with his father such as play ultraman,go to field and anything yg lbh kepada permainan lelaki..And if them can't get physical touch,maybe he will fighting with other siblings..

5- Interaction between parents and children while play would build bonding between of them.

6- Children also stress if they can't out of the house.So, just spend a little bit time and try to bring them outing..

7- Girls have a great potential in term of language skills (verbally)

8- Boys have a great potential in term of self visuospotial (Space)..Nurture this advantage to giving them

the an opportunity to play sports such as football,riding a bike and just info,Doctors encourage and admits that riding bike will increase their skill.

9- The childs which is have a reading skill will have the skills to read and speak  very well.

10- The childs who's always close with their parents were more competitive in many cases..more confident,love itself,easily adaptable in school and have a gud socialize skills with their friends...

 My point of view..Each child from God had a deficiency and superiority whether boys or gurls..dun try to discriminate each other because it will makes a gape and thus might cause the child loss their focus,feeling down and   feel aloof..

That's all peeps..a little bit info for you..Well sharing is caring right??...hik..hik..hik..I've to go now..xoxo!! :)

Annoying!

Okay guys,First & foremost,purpose I'm here, just to sharing about someone..and i think no need to mentioned her name..It was enough if only me knows who she is..Idk what her problem but she always disturb my family,my live and whatsoever..Before dis, me just ignore what she did towards me and hubby but makin lame makin melampau...Me is a not person which always being sensitive about small things but dis time my patient over da limit just because she test my patient after has been a long time me keep and keep in my heart..Okay,me just an ordinary human..had a limit of patient..Dun thought that mine was little than you,you will easily push me down..how dare you are??

Honestly,idk what do you want actually?? As you know,me and hubby was never had a problem with you..So,why you always assume like......,we all had a debt with you?? Even you've any problem or whatever la,pls..pls...pls...dun involved us in your problem...your problem,your solution and don't drag any people into it...Handle it with your brains..

If you want money,work...if you want happiness,just find..simple right??? nothing could you expected than your own effort..
Everyone in dis world might have probably own problem but try to solve it and not to stay at same place without do anything..And more badly if them suke menyusahkan org lain...Hurmmm,you're so pathetic... 
I dun know how to describe your attitude..you can seen others flaws,mistakes but you can't seen your own...that's why you always not satisfied with what we've..

For now,me happy enough dgn apa yg ada skrg nie..bersyukur sgt kepadaNYA..Actually,i dun cares la people nk ckp pew,as long, me know where i stand...But sometimes and always makes me xboleh tahan was,always ungkit2 benda yang xbetul and can't stop..annoying okay!!

*Sigh*...Hurmmm,okaylah guys,if story pasal dia,next year pun xhbs..just waste my time and spoiled my mood jer..till then,Babai..

Doaku Untukmu Sayang...

Its March already and this my 1st post in dis month..Nothing goes well about me and nothing special to be share with you guys like seriously..but..but...but..My free times i spent with making this video and finally I've done!! Yeay!! Before you ask me "For what??", Lemme explains why I making this video..And unfortunately, just for fun...so that i can review it back when  i miss her...That's all..So,Enjoy!!!

P/S : Kindly looking at Side Bar and find the title "Nada Cinta" then press the pause button first before you watching this video..

 

So,for those yg dah watching tue,must will be thinking that the song very best is it?? Same goes to me..I like the song and fyi,the band who's sing the song is Wali...For sure la korang tau kan?? Hik..hik..hik..So,here with is,me enclosed together the Lyrics..And as you know guys,tha lyrics had a lot of meaning for me and that's why i luv this song...

For my beloved princess, Mama dedicated this song,the lyrics just for you and trust me,you'll always in my prayer..always..<3

kau mau  apa, pasti kan ku beri
kau minta apa, akan ku turuti
walau harus aku terlelap dan letih
ini demi kamu SAYANG...
 
Aku tak akan berhenti
menemani dan menyayangimu
hingga matahari tak terbit lagi
bahkan bila aku mati
ku kan berdoa pada Ilahi
tuk satukan kami di surga nanti

tahukah kamu apa yang ku pinta
di setiap doa sepanjang hariku
Tuhan tolong aku, tolong jaga dia
Tuhan aku sayang dia

(Tuhan tolong aku, jaga jaga dia
Tuhan ku pun sayang dia)

Ya Allah,pls care my daughter in every way..She's my strength to through my live..Indeed,she's a invaluable sustenance that I got from you and I owe to myself that i will care her for the rest of my life... :)

DiLeMma

 

Yah,that words mentioned above is right..Now,i'm really2 dun know how to say..Too many bad feeling in my mind and need to think even i dun know how to solve all kinds of feeling that I've..Nobody knows what happened on myself..nobody...I've hubby and baby besides me and maybe i can shared everything to them but this time  i dun think so cause i prefer to keep itself in my heart..but how long???

I'm not strong to faced it alone but what can i do??*Teared eyes*...I admit,sometimes too fragile for through everything but i dun have any chance..Who i am to avoid the fate?? Bukan sape2... :(

I am in dilemma..Dilemma to make decision..Decision that will annoy many person..not only me,not only hubby but everyone who's closest with me..

But at the same time,how about my feeling?? Is it i need to pretend that I'm okay? but otherwise I'm not..

Sorry,that so not me cause i can't to do like that..However,i must make a decision sooner or later coz I really2 can't stand with this situation anymore...truly hurt...

Honestly,from deep of my heart,i have too many dreams that need to be goal but i'm not sure either it will be the reality or not..I hope so...maybe not today but eventually..Aminnn..

I'm just human being..had a mistakes,flaws and i'm realize that i'm not perfect but at least i still having a feelings same goes to everyone..I dun want anything but enough for me if my life will be smooth as well..

That's all..Is it too much guys?? Life is hard but sometimes its beautiful..Life without obstacles is not life..Yah,i know that..but when the obstacles comes up to me,a little bit makes me down and literally broken my heart,disturb my mood,and make me cry a whole nite..that's me.. I'm rarely to cry in front of the loved person but if I do means i can't stand anymore..

Mine was really in hard position just now..its looks like "Diluah mati emak,ditelan mati bapak",,so how could?? Tired to thinking what i've to do...Ya Allah,pls show me the right way.I'm begging to you..Pls open my heart to makes the right decision..Indeed,i'm a weak slave dan hanya padaMU tempatku meminta...Amin..

For now,just stay strong and keep calm..waiting and continue waiting "sinar bahagia" appear in my life..

Msg for myself :

"Be STRONG now..because things will get better..It may be stormy now but It can't rain forever"

-If Allah will-

Latest Arisya's..

Assalammualaikum sumer!! Well,today is my first working day since mine gonna had a longggg holidays..Okay, at first me was  felt like blurrr-blurrr coz dun know how to start works from where..plus,monday bluesss attack me whole of the day...hik..hik...hik..hope tomorrow will be better than today..Opsss! forget,tomorrow I've to working half day due to my baby need go to the clinic for  monthly checkup and she's will get one injection if i'm not mistaken..Tell me what guys?? so fasttt is it??? and diam x diam,my baby already turn's to 1 year 5 months...time goes so fasttt without we noticed that..agree???

Okay,for now my baby had a lot of "perangai"..mcm2 der and me admit , day the day she's semakin naughty..Sometimes mencabar kesabaran but dun worry,still boleh control lagi..normal la for kids yg baru nk grows up..as long we know the limits...Fyi guys,now,my baby start to learning how to speak..he..he..funny coz she can said a few words but x clear..but, me as her mom understand her well and try to understand her pronouns..kalo x,mengamuk la baby if there is a words she said kite x phm..and more funny when myself terfollow baby become a lisp aka pelat..ha..ha..ha..

I know,baby is a very talkative ..I assume like that on based her daily talking..Once she's start talking,
non-stop punyer...ade jer yg nk ditanya if something tue  forced her to ask..Hurmmm,that's my baby and just the way she's to be..Can't denied,sometimes terhibur with her and when I at workplace,really always miss
her "pot pet -pot pet"..Believe it,one day can't hear her voice me feel like was.....ade yg x kena and indeed,my life more brighter when hear her voice...percayalah... When i'm far away from her even for a minutes,gonna miss her "keletah" and everything about her coz we're one heart and she's a parts of my life..we need each others..Proud to say,she made my day everyday........ :)

Oh ya peeps,lately my baby too attractive with ball..just story,recently me brought my baby went to shopping mall and bought her cooking set toys..maklumlah,gegurl kan haruslah beli toys like that but guess what guys??she just ignore the toys and run to get a balls which located nearly with other toys..and not at shopping mall only ,wherever she go and if there is a balls,she will said "la"(bola) and kinda excited to get it!! Likewise when suddenly she was saw anything about football on TV..so exciteddd..

To be honest,totally,me dun like if she had an interested about ball coz for me,not suits for gurl but for boy okay la..Maybe her follow my hubby's interest..His likes football very well and also joined any tournament
and sometimes he's won that games.. I still remember what hubby said to me few years ago if his got baby boys one day,he will train to be a football player..ha..ha...so high his dream kan?? Maybe his expectations turun ke Isya,,ha..ha..If not,xkanlah baby too obsessed with ball like him right?? 

In anyway,she's still  had a lot of feminine for me..nothing wrong if her just makes the  football as her passion.. :).. Hurmmm, well guys, enough for tonite kot..me feel so sleepy now plus the weather forced me to pull my blanket and sleep while cuddle my baby..ahhhh,heaven...So,I end up my post with pic of baby....Enjoy! xoxo!!

* LUASKAN KUASAMU..hik..hik..hik...