Little Princess of Mine !

*My principle : Baby happy = Mine happy ..

I am reminded that it is a privilege to be a mum to my little princess in my life, and I should cherish every single moment with her now before she grow to be as big ..Thinking of her always makes me smile, even in the most stressful situations..

P/s : I miss smell of baby to be truth..And thought maybe I should preggy again..Hik..hik..hik..don't you         think??? =P

From Heart To Heartbeat...

Dear Isya,Baby,Syg,Sweety,
...and no matter what the tittle  mama used to called you,its not literally changed my loves towards you because you're still my precious till my last breath..

You're cute..Yeah! and the only one reason why mama always write down about you in my  blog just want to express how much I love you..maybe currently,you didn't know anything but sokay sayang,for now,you just into your own world..But I just wanna tell you that.......

You always manage to makes me melt with your cheeky antics each times mama scolded you and anger too..Haishhh,why you sooo tiut baby? Sometimes you makes me lost control and waiting for atomic bomb are explode,but you know mama well and scared if me did anything on you so you will comes to me and hugs me back...Trust me sayang,mama feel guilty after that and my heart crumbles to a million pieces..
Forgive me...

You just was too little to get all dis..I means,i'm not supposed to release all my anger on you..And i knows that anything you did just to get my attention so that mama would concerned on you but sometimes mama just ignore all that..
Still remember apart which is mama "pura-pura" cried and you comes to me while your hand wipe my eyes and ask me"Ma,nape??"..I'm sooo touched and proud to have you in my life baby..you're very caring on me even a simple words out from your mouth but enough to touched my heart..

You small but had a big soul..You fragile but being strength for me..I luv you even more..
Baby,I'm try to be a greatest mother for you and i'm not gonna be hard on you..You're such an adorable kid of mine ..You're gonna have your childhood the fun way..Enjoy your life baby..

Mama always luv you..Dad also..Be good!

Lots of  Love,
Mama.....

I'm Back !! Hoyehhh!!

*Credit image to Google

Hi loves!! I'm back...hip..hip..horayyyy!!! After a long time I didn't update anything..Actually xdela lame sgt but serious peeps,I miss typingggg..and feel soooo rindu nk berblogging..Oh ya,today was a sad day due to the bombing at the Boston Marathon..Guys,could you take a short time for  a while and prayers out to the victims in Boston?? May God bless your souls..Amin..

Hurmmm,so how your life nowadays?? If you ask me,there was nothing about me..just through my life simply as well..But,lately feel sooo tired to do anything either in da house or at workplace..dunno why maybe I should take  a rest..And maybe its effect from dietry that I did now..Fyi, i'm start on diet already and consume a reduce weight product..For now,i don't seeing any changes in my weight because too early to get the result but I must be patient and stay strong to get my ideal weight even sometimes i force myself so do not take any such food which was could gain my weight..Hurmmm,serious guys,its very suffer for addicted foods like mine..hik..hik...hik.. :p..

Okay,stop story about me..he..he..Hubby?? Last week his got a bad news because his grandmother has been passed away..and I know he feel a bit down and he went out to village for a few days but yg ruginya dia x dpt tgk jenazah for the last time..Sokay syg,at least you turn up and could visited the grave and gave her prayers..stay strong sayang..Life is like dis and each alive creatures will taste death even you,me and everyone..Just let your late grandmother rest in peace..

We didn't knows how life goes..sometimes it was happy today but sad tomorrow..But sometimes I've thinking,alangkah bagusnya being a kids like my baby...She dun know anything and just playing and stop when her feel tired,eating when hungry and sleeping when sleepiness..How was a good life as a toddler right?? me sooo jealousssss...miss my childhood edy..Hurmmm,how i wish throwback to past years..mesti seronok an?? he..he..he..

Oh well,almost forget to story about my little sweetheart..sape lagi kan kalo bukan si tecik yg banyak ckp tue..serious guys..baby nowadays being too attractive,talkative and hyperactive..dah beso katenye and sometimes the way she speaks like adult style..I'm not  kidding even I sendiri pun feel like she's not 1 year 8 months old..Btw,mase x mengizinkan nk story lebih panjang,,maybe next entry kay ..Ngantuk sgt dah nie plus tomorrow I need to wake up early in da morning...I will come back to you later..Gud nite readers!!xoxo!!

#Wordless Monday#

Hi..Its been a while...He..he...he..kalau everyone  sibuk ngn trending "wordless wednesday" but me nk chance to "wordless monday'..hik..hik..hik..boleh x ? Actually,today too many workload need to settle down but oh myyy i am such a lazy worker...Don't you think?? Honestly,No la but everyone will feel the same feeling on Monday..Yeah,like mine...You know why??It just because we're still blurr-blurr after  2 days off..That's why people said Monday bluesss...

Same goes to me ..I'm stuck what I've to do..I means,nk mulekan dr mana..Sbb terlalu wordless sgt till i update status at Facebook just to show how blurr I am...he..he..see,,,

He,..he...update status boleh plak an ??? Well,Facebook is my way to connect with others people and as a media social for me..So,anything that i think need to share,I will even sometimes my status quite funny but me likeyyy,,Do I cares about what people talk behind my back??? Euwww,,, Go die..As long i'm happy.. But only one request from me,pls respect mine and i will respect yours as well..If you don't,just back off..easy right?? Hurmmm,oh times,pls move fastttttt, I can't wait to see my "Chenta Hati"..miss her so badly..serious..I'm not kidding...

What else guys?? I think enough till then,,making this post nie pun just want to get away my sleepiness..Got to go guys.. see ya!! chow... :)

I'm sooo Touched...

Hi readers !! Ugh...Tonite soo hot..I mean the weather lately..Does you feel same like mine?? Hurm,that's why i'm still wide awake..Supposed to sleep early because tomorrow i've to go for work but i can't sleep at all..So,blogging is the gud way to filled up my boredom..

Okay,pertaining my post title,sometimes I think that i'm sooo touched to those people who's treat well my daughter.Actually,this post I make it not to "membodek" anyone but that's the fact..I was touched as hell coz as you know guys,imma happy when seeing everyone being nice to my daughter..Thanks to God  because put kind people around my daughter..:)

Well,very lucky my baby because she got a kind person who's take care of her since 7 months (if i'm not mistaken)...until now..Someone who loves her and assume like own child..Treat her without countably,without feeling bored at all even me knows, its not easy to handle my baby but they done..And the best part,baby likes and comfort with them..Meanwhile,everyone that recognize  her love her and always layan her "karenah"  at the sometimes..That's makes me sooo touched and sometimes me thought the past..If I knows,maybe since my baby was born i ask my aunt to take care of her and no need to sent my baby kt org yg ntah pape ntah..Well,past is past..atleast for now i knows that my baby safe in the care of my aunt's..Going to work pun dgn hati yg tenang without worried anything..

Right what people said,"Flesh and blood are still flesh and blood" ..Its not same with others..So far,everything went well..and hope for onwards would be like this...If you remember guys,I already told you previous that my happiness situated on my daughter..If she happy,me also and as well instead,,So for me,I could lost everything but not her,hubby,parents and siblings..I luv them so muchhh...<3

Okay guys,I should to go now..Its my bedtime edy..he..he..he..Neway,kindly to be inform that, maybe i'll not update my blog  for a quite long time since too many works need to be settle down before middle of April.Cool huh?!.. Actually blogging is one of the things that me love it but I've no choice..Dun worry,I'll be right back soon..

Till then,sayonara!! :) xoxo !!

FieRcE mOmMY??

Hello guys!! Gemoning !!! First,dun act like awkward if sudden me update this in da morning..well, I've nothing to do..Actually I should be doing housekeeping but later can kot..hik..hik..always like dat..Once i get my lappy,I always delaying other works...Tell me what guys?? Yes,I'm a procrastinator...

This time i wanna story about my feelings as her mom's since hubby said that mine too fierce on my daughter and a little bit makes me thinking something..Did I such like dat?? Everyone also assume that mine too fierce in teaching my daughter..is it mine??.. Idun think so..like seriously...But if anyone feel like dat,here was my explanations for makes all clearly..

I'm never to scold my baby without any reasons..If i scold her that's means she need to be give a lessons so that she never to repeat their mistakes..Yes I know she's too young but fo me from now la  I must take action on anything she did..If i let her be,she will more cranky,stubborn and dun know either what she did RIGHT or WRONG..

I admit that sometimes mine got beat her but trust me,its are not strong and not painful..I still have a sensible mind..I do really luv my daughter..so much..How could  I will hurt her??..Honestly,I do like dat just to remind her that anythings she did should be held responsible..That's all..Takkan each time baby wat mistakes biarkan je and me as her parents buat x tahu...For sure makin menjadi perangainya..

Tell me guys,No mother in this world does not love their child..Maybe adelah but xsemua attitude such like dat...Some people said that,if we was scold baby,beat her just will build a gap between mother and daughter because that way sometimes not helpful and become the child makin memberontak..Okay,I'm never to said incorrect at all and it's might depends on each parents how to solved coz why?? Because child mind's are too young to thinking positive and their only knows each times kite mrh dia sbb xsayang dia lagi..
But as you know guys, each time I scold my baby,after that I must come to her,hugs her,kiss her and said apologized verbally to her ..So as a mom xyah la malu untuk mengucapkan words "maaf".. We did just to open her mind , try to give her an explain so that she know what she did was wrong..

The mother-daughter relationships is the most complex not complicated They will be a best friend sometimes..The place how to share everything,ask opinion and do anything together..Like mine, always do anything with baby and it's fun..Even sometimes she a little bit test my patience but di sisi baiknya she teach me how to being a kindness & gentleness mom ever..hik..hik..hik..One day,if baby grows up and know how to think maybe she will said thanks for always being there for her from zero to hero,love her,care for her..

For my dearest baby,mama cume nak Isya tau jer yang mama terlalu sayang kat Isha xkira apapun,I may scold you at the sometimes but I love you always and forever..The greatest things happen in my life is to be your mother.. :)

Love Quotes : " A mother's love for her child is like nothing else in the world.It knows.. no law,no             pity..It dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path "

Love..<3

Shopping!

Hi peeps!! So,how about your weekend?? Is it great as mine?? Well,I baru je reached home one hour ago..Then,just gave baby a bath then she's sleeping edy...Pity her and i thought maybe she damn sleepy..Now,I saje jer typing just to story what i've through whole of the day..Seriously its exhausting but fun...fun...fun..because I can bought my gegurl outfits and i'm satisfied..very!!

Feel like crazy when seeing gegurl outfits..Ahhhh,ohsem!! At first me wanna buy outfit for myself but when I seeing baju gegurl yg cantik2 tue,So,harapan tuk I find for myself  kelaut la jawabnye..he..he...always like that...I dun know why...Lucky baby right??? Yeah,I know...I know...

So,Let's check what i bought earlier for my lil princess...Tadaaaaaaaa..

*SUN BABY SKIRT - RM 48.90

*SUN BABY TUTU LEGGING - RM 48.90

*QQ KIDS DRESS - RM 29.90

*QQ KIDS CARDIGAN - RM 39.90

So,I've been spent  as much  RM 167.60 today just for my gegurl..I also spent hundred something  yesterday..That day I brought baby outfits too such as nightshirt,gown & shoes but for myself nothing...hik..hik..hik...Sokay, xkisah pun as long I dapat belikan baby baju and satu kepuasan for me if seeing my baby cantik bergaya..About its expensive or not,actually mine dun care and what is important are comforts when baby wear the cloths..that's all..

My point of view..We can earn money but satisfaction?? That's why if i got extra money,I'll spend all for my princess in everything and hubby okay with that as long not overdo it..In another means,jgn terlalu boros...So,think wisely la while using the money...:)

Gtg...bye guys!!

Lil Sweety!!

Hi guys!! Met again..Well,tonite me supposed had a lepaking session with others at burger stall but at last has been cancel coz my gegirl sleep edy and i think she will rise in da  morning..Pnt sgt lettew..No wonder this evening baby being cranky and test my temper..hik..hik..hik..

So guys,tomorrow is weekend..any idea?? Maybe tommorow i will going to adik's house..as usual..wanna meet my niece..but one thing that makes me worried if bring my baby going there..I worried if baby do anything on her cuzzy..as you know guys,my baby very lasak bile bermain..I admit that..That's why i'm think twice before bring her that way...hurmmm

Now,my baby got a new habits such as bite her nails and making duckface..he...sooooo funny but me really entertained with her coquettish..liaise bite her nails,I'm not sure either she learn from who's but her aunt's teach her to making duckface..he..he.. and after that,me saje jer srh dia wat muke mcm tue..he..comel tau x comel?? he..he...rase nk cubit jerk..grrrrr..Oh baby,why you always makes me melting with you??why ha?why??

Take a look below picture....see,comel kan kan kan?? he..he..he..

“May Everything Happy And Everything Bright Be Yours Sweetheart" 

MAMA SAYANG KAMOOOO!!!

-Sharing is Caring-

*Comel right??

SPECIAL FOR ALL PARENTS OUT THERE...DID YOU KNOW THAT : 

1- Single child is often late to speak..

2- Girls talk 3 times a lot than Boys..

3- Playing with child will improve their emotional of joy..

4- Boys more loves physical keep in touch with his father such as play ultraman,go to field and anything yg lbh kepada permainan lelaki..And if them can't get physical touch,maybe he will fighting with other siblings..

5- Interaction between parents and children while play would build bonding between of them.

6- Children also stress if they can't out of the house.So, just spend a little bit time and try to bring them outing..

7- Girls have a great potential in term of language skills (verbally)

8- Boys have a great potential in term of self visuospotial (Space)..Nurture this advantage to giving them

the an opportunity to play sports such as football,riding a bike and just info,Doctors encourage and admits that riding bike will increase their skill.

9- The childs which is have a reading skill will have the skills to read and speak  very well.

10- The childs who's always close with their parents were more competitive in many cases..more confident,love itself,easily adaptable in school and have a gud socialize skills with their friends...

 My point of view..Each child from God had a deficiency and superiority whether boys or gurls..dun try to discriminate each other because it will makes a gape and thus might cause the child loss their focus,feeling down and   feel aloof..

That's all peeps..a little bit info for you..Well sharing is caring right??...hik..hik..hik..I've to go now..xoxo!! :)

Annoying!

Okay guys,First & foremost,purpose I'm here, just to sharing about someone..and i think no need to mentioned her name..It was enough if only me knows who she is..Idk what her problem but she always disturb my family,my live and whatsoever..Before dis, me just ignore what she did towards me and hubby but makin lame makin melampau...Me is a not person which always being sensitive about small things but dis time my patient over da limit just because she test my patient after has been a long time me keep and keep in my heart..Okay,me just an ordinary human..had a limit of patient..Dun thought that mine was little than you,you will easily push me down..how dare you are??

Honestly,idk what do you want actually?? As you know,me and hubby was never had a problem with you..So,why you always assume like......,we all had a debt with you?? Even you've any problem or whatever la,pls..pls...pls...dun involved us in your problem...your problem,your solution and don't drag any people into it...Handle it with your brains..

If you want money,work...if you want happiness,just find..simple right??? nothing could you expected than your own effort..
Everyone in dis world might have probably own problem but try to solve it and not to stay at same place without do anything..And more badly if them suke menyusahkan org lain...Hurmmm,you're so pathetic... 
I dun know how to describe your attitude..you can seen others flaws,mistakes but you can't seen your own...that's why you always not satisfied with what we've..

For now,me happy enough dgn apa yg ada skrg nie..bersyukur sgt kepadaNYA..Actually,i dun cares la people nk ckp pew,as long, me know where i stand...But sometimes and always makes me xboleh tahan was,always ungkit2 benda yang xbetul and can't stop..annoying okay!!

*Sigh*...Hurmmm,okaylah guys,if story pasal dia,next year pun xhbs..just waste my time and spoiled my mood jer..till then,Babai..

Doaku Untukmu Sayang...

Its March already and this my 1st post in dis month..Nothing goes well about me and nothing special to be share with you guys like seriously..but..but...but..My free times i spent with making this video and finally I've done!! Yeay!! Before you ask me "For what??", Lemme explains why I making this video..And unfortunately, just for fun...so that i can review it back when  i miss her...That's all..So,Enjoy!!!

P/S : Kindly looking at Side Bar and find the title "Nada Cinta" then press the pause button first before you watching this video..

 

So,for those yg dah watching tue,must will be thinking that the song very best is it?? Same goes to me..I like the song and fyi,the band who's sing the song is Wali...For sure la korang tau kan?? Hik..hik..hik..So,here with is,me enclosed together the Lyrics..And as you know guys,tha lyrics had a lot of meaning for me and that's why i luv this song...

For my beloved princess, Mama dedicated this song,the lyrics just for you and trust me,you'll always in my prayer..always..<3

kau mau  apa, pasti kan ku beri
kau minta apa, akan ku turuti
walau harus aku terlelap dan letih
ini demi kamu SAYANG...
 
Aku tak akan berhenti
menemani dan menyayangimu
hingga matahari tak terbit lagi
bahkan bila aku mati
ku kan berdoa pada Ilahi
tuk satukan kami di surga nanti

tahukah kamu apa yang ku pinta
di setiap doa sepanjang hariku
Tuhan tolong aku, tolong jaga dia
Tuhan aku sayang dia

(Tuhan tolong aku, jaga jaga dia
Tuhan ku pun sayang dia)

Ya Allah,pls care my daughter in every way..She's my strength to through my live..Indeed,she's a invaluable sustenance that I got from you and I owe to myself that i will care her for the rest of my life... :)

DiLeMma

 

Yah,that words mentioned above is right..Now,i'm really2 dun know how to say..Too many bad feeling in my mind and need to think even i dun know how to solve all kinds of feeling that I've..Nobody knows what happened on myself..nobody...I've hubby and baby besides me and maybe i can shared everything to them but this time  i dun think so cause i prefer to keep itself in my heart..but how long???

I'm not strong to faced it alone but what can i do??*Teared eyes*...I admit,sometimes too fragile for through everything but i dun have any chance..Who i am to avoid the fate?? Bukan sape2... :(

I am in dilemma..Dilemma to make decision..Decision that will annoy many person..not only me,not only hubby but everyone who's closest with me..

But at the same time,how about my feeling?? Is it i need to pretend that I'm okay? but otherwise I'm not..

Sorry,that so not me cause i can't to do like that..However,i must make a decision sooner or later coz I really2 can't stand with this situation anymore...truly hurt...

Honestly,from deep of my heart,i have too many dreams that need to be goal but i'm not sure either it will be the reality or not..I hope so...maybe not today but eventually..Aminnn..

I'm just human being..had a mistakes,flaws and i'm realize that i'm not perfect but at least i still having a feelings same goes to everyone..I dun want anything but enough for me if my life will be smooth as well..

That's all..Is it too much guys?? Life is hard but sometimes its beautiful..Life without obstacles is not life..Yah,i know that..but when the obstacles comes up to me,a little bit makes me down and literally broken my heart,disturb my mood,and make me cry a whole nite..that's me.. I'm rarely to cry in front of the loved person but if I do means i can't stand anymore..

Mine was really in hard position just now..its looks like "Diluah mati emak,ditelan mati bapak",,so how could?? Tired to thinking what i've to do...Ya Allah,pls show me the right way.I'm begging to you..Pls open my heart to makes the right decision..Indeed,i'm a weak slave dan hanya padaMU tempatku meminta...Amin..

For now,just stay strong and keep calm..waiting and continue waiting "sinar bahagia" appear in my life..

Msg for myself :

"Be STRONG now..because things will get better..It may be stormy now but It can't rain forever"

-If Allah will-

Latest Arisya's..

Assalammualaikum sumer!! Well,today is my first working day since mine gonna had a longggg holidays..Okay, at first me was  felt like blurrr-blurrr coz dun know how to start works from where..plus,monday bluesss attack me whole of the day...hik..hik...hik..hope tomorrow will be better than today..Opsss! forget,tomorrow I've to working half day due to my baby need go to the clinic for  monthly checkup and she's will get one injection if i'm not mistaken..Tell me what guys?? so fasttt is it??? and diam x diam,my baby already turn's to 1 year 5 months...time goes so fasttt without we noticed that..agree???

Okay,for now my baby had a lot of "perangai"..mcm2 der and me admit , day the day she's semakin naughty..Sometimes mencabar kesabaran but dun worry,still boleh control lagi..normal la for kids yg baru nk grows up..as long we know the limits...Fyi guys,now,my baby start to learning how to speak..he..he..funny coz she can said a few words but x clear..but, me as her mom understand her well and try to understand her pronouns..kalo x,mengamuk la baby if there is a words she said kite x phm..and more funny when myself terfollow baby become a lisp aka pelat..ha..ha..ha..

I know,baby is a very talkative ..I assume like that on based her daily talking..Once she's start talking,
non-stop punyer...ade jer yg nk ditanya if something tue  forced her to ask..Hurmmm,that's my baby and just the way she's to be..Can't denied,sometimes terhibur with her and when I at workplace,really always miss
her "pot pet -pot pet"..Believe it,one day can't hear her voice me feel like was.....ade yg x kena and indeed,my life more brighter when hear her voice...percayalah... When i'm far away from her even for a minutes,gonna miss her "keletah" and everything about her coz we're one heart and she's a parts of my life..we need each others..Proud to say,she made my day everyday........ :)

Oh ya peeps,lately my baby too attractive with ball..just story,recently me brought my baby went to shopping mall and bought her cooking set toys..maklumlah,gegurl kan haruslah beli toys like that but guess what guys??she just ignore the toys and run to get a balls which located nearly with other toys..and not at shopping mall only ,wherever she go and if there is a balls,she will said "la"(bola) and kinda excited to get it!! Likewise when suddenly she was saw anything about football on TV..so exciteddd..

To be honest,totally,me dun like if she had an interested about ball coz for me,not suits for gurl but for boy okay la..Maybe her follow my hubby's interest..His likes football very well and also joined any tournament
and sometimes he's won that games.. I still remember what hubby said to me few years ago if his got baby boys one day,he will train to be a football player..ha..ha...so high his dream kan?? Maybe his expectations turun ke Isya,,ha..ha..If not,xkanlah baby too obsessed with ball like him right?? 

In anyway,she's still  had a lot of feminine for me..nothing wrong if her just makes the  football as her passion.. :).. Hurmmm, well guys, enough for tonite kot..me feel so sleepy now plus the weather forced me to pull my blanket and sleep while cuddle my baby..ahhhh,heaven...So,I end up my post with pic of baby....Enjoy! xoxo!!

* LUASKAN KUASAMU..hik..hik..hik...

-Boredom-

Hi Readers!! I know its been half of the month now memandangkan "February" is too short compare with other months,so I hope dis month end with gazillion happiness than before..Sorry for rarely updating..Actually,mine not busy as well but lazy mood comes and yah,,there was reasons...but tonite me feel too bored plus x rase nak tido pun..and,yeah.. "Boredom strikes" forcing me to typingggg.. Hubby busy with my Tab..focus on his angry bird gaming...hurmmm,minat sgt kan and baby,sleeping beauty edy..

Okay,my leave still remaining 3 days..working is starting soon..*sigh*...lg la boring after i've been got a long holidayyyyyyy..Hurmmmm,how i wish leave for a months..hik..hik..baik resign terus je kan?? tp bile cuti rase nk keje and bile keje rase nak cuti...nothing could explain how really i felt...even myself can't understand what i want indeed...

I try so hard just to makes myself comfort with what i went through everyday but its seems like...nothing..Day after day,I felt like I was........I really dun know.. How to describe my feeling right now pun I dun know...really.. :( The best way,just follow the flow and i just hand over all to the fate...I have to go..headed to bed now..

Till here then..Assalamualaikum...xoxo!!

CNY Holidays at LWOT....♉(^▿^)♉

Hey guys!! It's been a while after i abandoned my blog for a quite longgg time and to be honest,i'm not really into the bloggy mood lately..hurmmmm,i dun know why but now,i'm feeling like want to update something about my CNY holidays...Initially,i'm a little bit excited about our trip but actually biase2 jer..For baby,its fun but for me its tiring day that i through..Hewhew..Take a look at baby's pictures..she was kinda happy!! :)

*Ha..ha..big laugh when seeing this pics..U know why guys?? it's like....... we wanna going to oversea with luggage bagai..hik..hik..do i cares ?? :p

 And sebenarnya,me & hubby just joined Taman Molek folks went to here :

*LOST WORLD OF TAMBUN-Perak

We went  there by bus..Sumpah penat !! 8 hours straight inside bus after dah deduct 1 hour ++
when  bus stop for a while to take a rest..I got waist pain,flu and headache due to an air-cond are open with low temperature and me keep freezing like hell..Told ya,me is a person which can't stand with cold situation..
Better for onwards,going by own transport..I mean,it's very easily to adjust everything..ha..ha..

Okay, the pictures below is during the bus stopped at the last terminus.."Terminus Simpang Pulai" If i;m not mistaken...Okay,that time bus stop for half an hour  to able everyone taking breakfast before continue the journey..

* Luv dis pics!! so Lovely!!!

After having a short rest,we continued back our journey and it's taking another half an hour  before reach to LWOT..

*Inside Bus...Happy face but gambo agak blurr...Omelll baby..muahhh!!

Finally,we safely arrived..yeay!! Before entered and have fun ,plesing is a must!! But me as a photographer,I have no picture at there..hik..hik..hik..

*While waiting for entrance ticket ..

 For me,LWOT is an awesome place..one words out from my mouth once me reach at here.."wahhhh."(isya style)..hik...hik...isya pun pandai ckp camtue when she seeing something yng boleh  attract her attention..I luv the inside scenery,the outside views but about the services I don't !!.If i can give a score,i prefer to give 1 out of 10...Can you imagine guys?? nk simpan barang pun sshnye mintak ampun.. Siap password bagai and charges for that service is RM10..very expensive for me la..i dun know la for you all..simpan barang jer kot then,there is a lockers which can open for one time only..second time you must buy another token..complicated right?? 

And fyi,I can not take any such pictures while me at inside coz mcm ssh plak nk bring camera kesana-sini coz at the same time nk care baby,nk main air  even actually i'm feel rugi plak can't take any pictures....me can't buy souvenirs also due to the insufficient time that i've plus agak leceh nk pilih2 when baby beside me..she will start cranky and xleh dok diam...*sigh*..so, no pictures inside & no souvenirs! too bad,so sad..

Settled with everything,ready to go!! before going back,last pose from my baby...pity her coz she's suddenly got fever dis time..maybe the weather too hot..sizzling hot till baby's cheeks change to redness like wore a blusher..but,she's has been fine right now..
 

*In conjuction with CNY,we wore cloths with red theme..he..he..motif le sgt!!

That's all guys..hewhew..My holidays well spent with loved people around me..baby,hubby,relatives..it's an amazing and hope if Allah will,we joined again for next year trip but for sure la tempat lain plak..Neway,it's way too special for me!! *Big Hugs* xoxo !! bye!!

Aku Bukan Bidadari

Hi my dearest reader..I'm here tonite just for story something about my feeling ...For the long time i abandoned my blog and as u know,i have no idea what to update even i know too many things that i need to sharing..i always write out on my bloggie..Yah,my on9 diaries here..

I'm feeling fragile lately and i dun know how to start coz i can't stop my tears from falling down and i so...so...sad..Nobody cannot understand what i through now!!Hubby pun..Nowadays,we all always argue about small things and he likes to debating with me and stay with his fact even sometimes xbetul pun..
And the problem begins from me..Hubby said that's me terlalu MANJA and sometimes bersikap CHILDISH but actually i'm not!! His said like  that just because everything that i can do by myself but i expect him to do for me..Fyi guys,i'm not attention seekers but he
ask me to more matured in evertyhing coz i already became a mother and need to show gud colour infront my dotter..Hurmmmmm,he said like only me had a fault and him not..well,lelaki,ego tinggi but Can you open your eyes and looking your flaws?????dun blame me only coz this is not fair!!!I hate it!! really hate it!!

Hurmmm,dunno how to say anymore..always like dis..on/off relations..Ahhh,weird!!*sigh*..:'( chow!

-Conversations-

Hi people!! So,what's going on tonite?? lek ar kan....awal lg nk tido pun even me dun feel sleepiness at all..Guys,last nite me had conversation with hubby...we all reminiscing all old stories..ha..ha..kire flashback balik ar kan own memories once upon a time..At first,i dun know how could us can talked about dat after we haven't talked in such a long time..he..he..Well,i know its funny enough rite??  but,me likeyy..

We all spent a couple of hours just story about not important topics like an "ex"..Hubby just ask :

Hubby :  B,ex2 b yang dulu handsome x??..

Me : (dlm hati) Ek eleh,what kind of question la yg dia ask kan..

Hurmmmm,honestly,xpun..biasa2 jer..why syg?? jeles eh??

Hubby : xde maknenyer nk jeles..

Me : Trust me,you're very hensem for me instead of them..

Hubby : Yela tue..dah tue nape break?

Me : If  b x break, kite x dptlah nk bersama mcm skrg nie..kan sume tue dh ditentukan..

Hubby : Ye ke ex2 b x hensem?? b nk plak kan?? 

Me : I don't know..maybe the heart of that mans attracts me more..

Hubby : Poyo lettew..then b pilih saya sbb ape plak??

Me : xde sebab nk pilih awak sebenarnya..that time sy accept awak masa awak propose pun sbb br pas frust ngan ex b..ha..ha..ha..

Hubby : yekew??xtau pun..

Me : Syg percaya kew??tipu jelah..actually,sy choose awak on based your attitude,sikap caring awak tue yg wat b falling in love..syg dh lupe kew  for the first time we've met each other??
Hubby : Ingat...klaka kan bile ingat2 balik..(ketawa)..
Me : Tuelah kan..I luv you syg..
Hubby : Luv you too..

 Then after that,we all end up our conversation coz both of us feel damn sleepy...My point of view,sometimes we need to cherish and remember our past..and i think, nothing wrong  if its will makes us happy and a little bit can warmed back the love between each other...for an example,if there is a spouse had problem in married life,me suggest,try to flash back the old memories from start you recognize till you got married and i know too many obstacles that you guys through it to reach at now level,so it will makes you thinking how valuable all that..So,not as simple to end your relations kan?? Percayalah,... :)..Hurmmmm, Eh,rasenya dh boleh tido kot skrg,,eyes can't stand anymore..need go to go peeps! chow!! Lots of Love..<3

*K.A.M.I*

Slm guys!! This is  my second post in 2013..well,i dun have any interesting stories that i want to share..so tonite,me just wanna to put dis pictures below on my post..whewww..

*Baby and Ayah..

*Baby and Mama...

*Only baby..

Tell me what?? We're "Oranges" right??.hik..hik..i know that..That's all guys..sorry for the messy post ..I promise to update more and more stories soon..bye..XoxO!

Hi 2013 !

 3...2...1...Precisely twelve o'clock!! Gud bye 2012 and Hi,welcome 2013!...And yeah,there it goes..sound of firecrackers everywhere..havoc rase! So,to 2012,too many joy and sorrow that i through within stay in dis year...even sadness,happiness accompanied me but sokay,that is what we called life right?? me never regret instead,each a gud things happened in my life during that year,me really appreciate it and thanks to God coz i believed that all sustenance and whatsoever are giving by you..Alhamdulillah...and all the worst things that i had, i'll keep as a memories even its very bitter to swallow,sokay..me just looking from the positive side..at least its will makes me more matured to face everything for onwards..so,past is past..me can't dwell on it..For sure,hoping this new year will bring me,hubby and baby thousand happiness..Insyaallah.

So,Two Thousand Thirteen,pls be nice to me kay?? we were start it again...Regarding my wishlist that I type down at previous post,hope sgt i will reach my goal even not 100% but 80% just okay for me..Effort plus Tawakal is a key for all that..Amin...

Errr,now what?? I have no idea to type anymore..i think enough till here..see you soon..I really should off to bed now..So guys,HAPPY NEW YEAR !! xoxo

31st December 2012

So guys,when i type down this post,we are still  in 2012 but the day is the last day of 2012 corresponding to my mom's besday..He..he..tell me what guys?? my mom's besday fall on the last day of year..cool huh?! Well,I always usik my mom and told to her,kalaulah she's born for the next day,for sure she'll be young one more year...ha..ha..To my dearest mom, I would like to wish "Happy Besday "...and trust me,You're always the greats mom ever that i've in dis world..me luv you so much..Hoping you always stay in a good healthy,blissful in every way you did,through out your day with splendid and may be extended age so that loving your kids,grandchild for a longer time...<3

*Hepi besday mom!!

Guys,I attached this picture since i can't find single pic of mom's...most of  her photo with my dad..So,yeah...

Hurmm,what else?Oh Ya, as i told you guys past few days,i'm gonna write about my resolutions for year 2013..So,here it is my wishlist:-

1- Focus on my Family

2- More Hardworking

3- Reduce my weight to 54kg !!he.he..

4- Be a gud wifey and mommy again..

5-Xmo gaduh2 ngan hubby coz  ruin the relationship jerr..

6- Improve my life towards a better..

7- Try so hard  just to makes loved ones around me happy..

8- Stay positive..

9-Plan to increase new baby..Insyaallah..:)

10- Mencari keredhaanNYA..Aminnn..

Hopefully i can get all of the list above done..That's all..pray for me yah guys..So,the conclusion for twenty-twelve,sumpah,mcm-mcm ada..for me,anything happen in dis year either good or worst have a reason and all of that teach me about life..real life..Bye..