Number One For Me...

Hi peeps!! Suddenly missing my blog and me also had a something to update..hik...hik...nothing special..it's just a song from Maher Zain..I dun know why,for the first time i heard this song it's like... there is something in the lyrics...I means ade mesej yg cuba disampaikan through this song..and,yah,,,i luv it!! I dedicate this song special to my luvly mom...So,here guys,enjoy!!

 I was a foolish little child
Crazy things I used to do
And all the pain I put you through
Mama now I’m here for you

For all the times I made you cry
The days I told you lies
Now it’s time for you to rise
For all the things you sacrificed

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Mom I’m all grown up now
It's a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
Oh oh
number one for me

Now I finally understand
That famous line
About the day I’d face in time
Coz now I have a child of mine

Even though I was so bad
I’ve learnt so much from you
Now I’m trying to do it too
Love my kids the way you do

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Mom I’m all grown up now
It's a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
Oh oh
number one for me

There is no one in this world
That can take your place
Oooh I’m sorry for ever taken you for granted

I will use every chance I get
To make you smile
Whenever I’m around you

Now I will to try to love you
Like you love me
Only God knows how much you mean to me

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you

Mom I’m all grown up now
It's a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

The number one for me
The number one for me
The number one for me
Oh oh
Number one for me

*One day,my lil princess also through what i feel now...everything...One day,she'll get married,has a child and become a  mother like mine.... =)

-Mine-

Being a wifey,a mommy and career woman need a lot of patient in everything...it's not easy as we thought..Too many things need to do begins from the morning till nite..easy to say,time very valuable..And sometimes i'm feeling like no hv time for myself...But,don't think that mine regret to through all this..Even,Yah,i admit,kdg2 tue feel maximum tired but when i'm thinking back,it's was kinda fun...And the key is,dun assume anything that we do as a burden but assume as a responsibility and sure everything,anything that we do will be easy and enjoy!!..Same goes to me Lol..I must smart to divide my time for hubby and my baby..also to my job..Hurmmm,,for myself, i'm just let it beside and i'm okay with it..lucky me coz so far,hubby always help me to do anything whether at workplace or at our home...atleast my burden little bit reduce on his help...Thanks syg.. =)

Proud to be me,sounds like ripple but apparently no guys! what  i means is, i'm proud to myself just because i can do my responsibilities as far as possible..(so far )..and sometimes it was challenge for myself also coz on my age now,i afford to being a hardcore women..hik..hik..hik..
My daily routines everyday exclude Saturday and Sunday is working and fyi guys,i pay attention 8 hours in da office and after that fetch baby at untie house,go to nearly market to buy some groceries..prepare bahan2 cooking for dinner..Nowadays,me rajin sket msk coz feel very happy when seeing hubby and baby appetizing with my cuisines..Ermm,well,well,well, i cooked not bad LOL..Act,hubby dun mind if me just take away coz he knew that i tired of working but i more prefer to homemade cook!!

After had dinner,showered,It's time to play with baby (if baby blom tido la)..coz seharian x jumpa dia,rindu setengah mati...hik..hik...and u know what guys,i can't to sleep,before baby sleep first..That's means,if baby sleep at 2.00am,baru saya bleh tido..ha..ha..Can u imagine guys??? Sometimes, i just only got 3 hours for my bedtime and i know this is not enough for me but how ??..Belom lagi wake up each half an hour for give her milk...hwaaa....so sleepyyyy for the next day...but,anything for you baby!! and so true if peoples said,we can't repay mother sacrifice!!
About my responsibility to hubby,no need to story more details LOL..That's my routines guys from Monday to Friday ...

But,I luv when i off from working like Saturday and Sunday..Yah,i no need to facing PC for 8 hours but don't think that i can "bermalas-malasan"...I must wake up early in the  morning to prepare breakfast..jgn mimpi nk bagun lambat ya since had a baby..=),,Need to laundry and do housekeeping..seminggu sekali je kot for this...See guys,my time full with chores even me pun xtau when time to rest..I means,the real rest!! Usually,weekend,i rarely cook for lunch coz me and hubby decide to outing..just mkn kt luar and spend time together with baby,bring her jalan-jalan...and part nie I likes..very!!..

So,that's mine..and trust me guys,before married and after married is  different things..Totally different..especially when we had a child,everything change..too hard for me to give explanation but i choosed this way so i must accept all consequence without prejudice and no words "regret" in my life coz for me,Allah arrange yg terbaik untuk hambanya.I'm realize,at a young age,me always did anything by follow the lust semata-mata without thinking wisely..always ..serious talk, i did too many mistakes in my life but since i met my hubby,he try to change me slowly & bit a bit especially my attitude and u know guys,he's a person who's very patient to facing my karenah and that's why i choose him as my life partner..He know me very well guys...xX

If you ask me about my life now,For me,im happy what with i have..and hope for onwards also...Hopefully..Lastly guys,a little bit advice from me,anyone you,just be yourself..IGNORE what people back talked about you as long as u know who you are..that's enough!! Remember guys,life only once..so,makes it worth and dun waste your time with foolish things kay !!

Off to bed,,gudnite beautiful creatures!!xoxo

*As u know guys,my diaries were always about her from the date she appear in my life and will remain so forever.. <3

N.Q.A

N.Q.A stands for Nur Qairina Arisya...Meaning of Nur Qairina is "Cahaya Kebaikan"..why i put that name?? just because i luv the name and meaning...People said,name lead the important role... so,as a parents,hope if my baby grown up to be a gud child..sesuai dengan namanya and be an ideal princess of mine...Amin...

And I got Arisya name after combined name of hubby and me..it's created by me..he..he..Baby is the symbol of love towards me and hubby,so i combined our name as a sign of love..hik..hik...that's all guys...In anyway,give yg terbaik untuk anak-anak..raising children is not just giving them feed only..too many things that need to do and as u knows guys,its not easy as we thought...need a patient to the max...but sokay,it was a challenge for all parents out there ..gud or bad ur children on your hand...#Just Saying#

Oh yah,forget to wish "Happy Malaysia Day" peeps!!

14.09.2012

14 September 2012...
A date need to remember coz the date very special to me, the date will always be kept in my mind as long as i life coz on that dated me come into the world  as a baby,toddler,kids,teenagers and change to adult till i found my Mr.Right,fall in love and got married then having a great gift from God..(my baby)..See,how fast time flies and today i turn to 26 years old..Sometimes feeling like,,, is it only dream??? Allah is great...
Happy to be me..you know why guys?too many obstacles that i through but syukur Alhamdulillah i can face it even tears,sadness accompany me but i'm not alone..yah,not alone...still had a family who's support me mentally and phsically..Sometimes, increasing age makes me more matured and makes me realize life is too short..why i said like this?? it just because we didn't knows when God take our life of...If we ask all people how long to stay up in this world,for sure la ramai yang answer wanna life for a thousand years..but believe that guys, Allah arrange everything..

On my besday,i don't really to request anything like a gift or whatever....Enough for me if God give me a gud healthy,
murah rezeki,and allowed me to feel happy with loving people around me..especially hubby and baby..that's all...

Hubby also ask me too if i want something as a besday gift..and Him ask me to request anything but i said no need to waste the money coz i dun want anything and i told to hubby, i already got everything from him and i only need his love,attention,happiness and the most important is loyalty...not too much my request right??simple but deep meaning....story about loyalty,i always pray so that my hubby will be loyal to me  and stay with me only...no second stranger coz i don't willing to duplicated by him..x sanggup woooo!! And will not share heart,husband,life with others women in anyway..desperate mcm mane pun x akan!!!

Ahead my besday, i was kept silence and never to said about my besday to hubby..hint2pun xde..hik..hik...i become like that  just to test him whether he remember my besday or not but he remember!!yeah!!
Funny guys,usually,after come back from work,he go to shower,had dinner and then,hubby terus masuk tido but yesterday not!! he look at me with smile face...=)..me??chillex LOL...then,detik 12 mlm, he wished to me, "Happy Besday Sayang" followed by a kiss on my forehead..Ouchh!!so sweetttt rite??? me feeling like flying without wings...hik..hik...Obviously,he remember my besday..million thanks syg.. =)

And the next day,he makes surprised to me at workplace....hurmmmm,not too surprise but no matter what,i still appreciate his effort..atleast i knows that him really2 concerned on me...itu dah cukup...but,i wondered how come my hubby become a romantic man in this world..*HiHi*..suddenly jer kan...nway awak,u're really sweetssss..even b sendiri x percaya...

Honestly,,hubby said,before this,he never to take seriously about besday,anniversary or special date that need to remember..but since he recognize me,he realize how much are important to remember a special date..Different with me...i luv to celebrate besday,anniversary,lebih2 lagi anything that  involved my hubby and baby,for sure i will makes it special moments... =)..And for me this is the best way for appreciate each others...me luv hubby and baby..4 ever and ever..that's why i easily got angry if hubby forgot an important date...for me,not hard to remember or give blessing kt someone yg kita sayang..=) ...So,why not??

Lastly, "HAPPY BESDAY TO ME".yeah!! ..See you soon guys!!! xoxo!!

LOL

Hi my dearest fans!!ha...ha...(pasan retis jap).. Its 11th September now!! Rase cepat je mase berlalu and another 3 days its my besday..Who care rite??..But i care and hope hubby care also..Wonder if him forget the date or not...Just wait and see...

Just story,tadi after come back from workplace,fetch baby at untie house then kitorang heading to Mall..me wanna buy groceries..At first,hubby told to me so that buy groceries this weekend but me tetap ngan pendirian nk g jugak..At last hubby ikut jer..sorry ye syg,being burden to you..It just because i can't drive..

So,first place that i go at mall is baby things area..As you know guys,mine can't control myself looking for baby cloths,accessories and so on..Excited even many times i go and bought something for baby...Hubby just "geleng pale" coz niat awal nk beli brg keperluan rumah...Apparently no!

Before this,i said to myself never buy cloths for baby for a few months..U know why guys?? I bought baby a lot of dress during hari raya plus baby got many cloths gifts during her birthday..There are reason..I know its seemed like boleh caye kew xnk buy anything lg??..Hik..hik....the answer is can't!! I'm the real shopaholic!
I'm really really  excited with baby gurl dress..especially pink colour..dunno why...Haishhhh,ssh kan??
So,tadi I terbeli baby skirt plus t-shirt brand by Cheetah...Total two items RM150 only....Actually,i likes the design and i imagine baby looks like sooo cute when she wearing its!!  Cyg2,kopak duit mama but,sokay,duit bleh cari but kepuasan??

Hurmm,one more things,if  i go to baby wears area,feeling like wanna to grab all..ha..ha...Hubby??Hurmmm,he never to disagreed what will i do as long i know the limit..coz for him,i'm working women and i got my own salary so what i want to buy,its up to me but he always remind me,not too waste the money coz hubby said we didn't know what will happen onwards rite??So,keep sket money for future..In case,kalo de pape,it worth!! =)

Oh yah,this week i got 3 days off..Saturday,Sunday and Monday..Horaayyy..that's means,family time...
Planning to go somewhere but has not discuss with hubby.. erm,sokay,later can!! 
See ya peeps!!Xoxo

My Passion

 MY SOUL

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MY DEAR

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MY LOVE

-MY HEARTBEAT TILL END-

INCIDENT :(

To my dearest hubby,

I'm  so sorry what were happened..I know, i'm not supposed to blame you on what already happened but you must know and need to know that me really2 concerned with Arisya..Anything that involve her surely will be important things to me...

Fyi guys,i accidentally speak loud to my hubby..i don't mean it! and yes i really regret it but mine become like that has a reason..Lets me story what happened till i betul2 rasa mrh sgt ngan hubby,and after this you all can judge me whether what i was did betul atau salah..Pls put yourself in my situation..

Me , hubby and baby balik  beraya from relatives house..I know,each others feel tired plus sleepy..baby also..So,when arrived at home, i leave my baby with him for a few minutes coz i go upstair to got towel for baby and prepare her cloths after baths but suddenly i heard sounds like "kaca pecah" and followed by screaming baby!! I ran to downstair and guess what happen guys?? Glass table kt ruang tamu pecah and you all can imagine what happen rite?Yah,baby head broken the table glass..Actually,i dun know kejadian sebenar how??coz my hubby with baby on that time and only his know..i got my baby and i hugs her tightly.I wipe her hairs and OMG!! It's bleeding..Bnyk sgt..full of napkin with her blood...

Without rasional thinking,i scold my hubby and blame him...that time,i know,i terlalu outspoke sgt coz he really careless jg baby mase tue..Yg lebih geram,anak depan mata dia but he can't give 100% attention..I'm just leave my baby for a few minutes but he injured my baby.. I can't accept his reason that baby fall by itself..Can u imagine guys??sampai meja boleh pecah,how strong baby fall on...maunya x sakitkan??..

Then,hubby and me rush bring baby to the near clinic for get the treatment..On the way to the clinic,inside car,i start nagging to hubby and him keep silent without any reaction..I know,he realize, apa yang berlaku,berpunca dr dia..Careless sgt!! And mine non-stop talking with him, "if anything happen on my baby,i will never forgive him and don't touch my baby even once"..Fullstop!!

Doctor said,dun worry about baby wound coz is not too deep and no need to do minor surgery..Doctor just clean wound area and ade 2 tempat yang terkena kaca..Ms bleeding td xnmpk sgt but after do cleaning br nmpk...For me,dalam jugak kesannya even xkene jahit skalipun but kalo kene kt muka sure become permanent scars..pity baby..crying loudly...sakit eh sayang??mama tau syg cuma mama xdpt rase jerk..Oh!doctor said also,ade darah beku dlm head skin..that's why ade benjolan kecil kt wound place tue..nasib bek drh beku dlm kulit jer and it will gone for a few days..Just put all medicines that doc gave..

See guys,i'm a mommy so it's normal when i react like that..maybe cara tegur hubby yg salah and i know that..but tgh marah kan,and fyi,this is not first time baby injured on hand my hubby..it's second time..But before this xdelah smpi bleeding kan..stakat jatuh2 or terhantuk tue normal la for toddler yg baru nk growing up..tp this time xleh terima plak...sakit tau nk deliver her,that's why i really2 concerned with her sepenuh hati..She's everything fo me..mine can't imagine if something happen on her and that's rite people said "benda nk jadi,xboleh nk kata apa"...But,if we beware,atleast percents for happen is small..

Hubby gave me explanation about the incident after come back from the clinic for seek my understanding and admit his mistakes and pomish to me, this incident will not repeat again..

Hubby,as you know,i bukan suka2 nk mrh...hope you faham kay..Oklah,i'm so sorry too..i'm not supposed salahkan you 100%..Nowadays,baby mmng makin aktif since dh "dapat kaki" and sometimes very hard for us to control her..But,as her parents,we must give extra care...I know you really2 love her.me also,so same2 lah kite menjaga baby as much as we can kay!! Past is past....me luv you! =)

Besday =)

Hi guys...how r you??everything okay??me??so far i'm okay..hik..hik...i'm here just to sharing pending pictures during my daughter celebration besday..that's all..means,malas nk type bnyk2...So,here are some pictures!!Enjoy!!

*For my little one,me and hubby decided to celebrate her besday at here..Yah,we booked the place which is near with my house and closest relatives house also..Credit to KFC,thanks for the event arrangement.

 -BUFDAY GURL-

*See,baby had a veryyy superb night...she looks like a cindrelella..hik..hik..

TADAAAAAAA...BUFDAY CAKE FOR BABY..YUMMMY!!

*feel loving to eat right??ha..ha..I knows...

-CHICKY APPEARANCE-

*Ha..ha...funny guys,actually chicky already arrange 3 games for all kids but no one can join the games coz several of them looks like scary with chicky..My baby also but still chill..yelah,ade ayahnya kan..Neway,thanks CHICKY! you are really comel you know that rite! =D

-GOODIES BAG-

*Prepared for kids..

-GIFTS-

*Btw,to all who's gave my baby gifts,million thanks and baby kinda excited with all..there had a toys,cloths and for sure baby happy...Sgt!!

-END-

*And the last event is "potong cake"...Yummy..Baby can't cutting the cake,so me and hubby did it on behalf my baby..

Hope,baby had a great birthday party!! Even baby dun know everything but enough with her smile makes me happy..xoxo!!

a pOST aBoUT aUgUsT...

Hi peeps & salam Ramadhan..Still in Ramadhan is it??First,sorry to my blog...day to day i wanna update my abandoned blog but see,nothing right??Okay,now i'm free..nothing to do and i already finished my works..yeahhh!!So,i decided to nagging about a month of August..

Guys,this month of august is a very special month for me??wanna know why??here it is my explanation..
hik..hik...3...2...1...start..

03.08.2012

My baby,my sweetie,my pretty,my cutee and my lil princess bufday..As u know guys,she turn to

1 year..Hip..Hip...Horaayyyy!!Kejap jer kan??hurmmm,and finally,i dpt celebrate her bufday

as we wish and thanks God coz everything gonna be okay during the event..Amin...

If you ask me guys about how much i concerned with her,the answer is YES!! I really and will

do anything for her as long as she happy..that's too much for me can seeing her smilee =) &

To Arisya : Happy bufday syg,sweet 1 year..hope you'll grow up to be a gud person for

 everyone..maybe this now,u still too little to knows about life but mama,ayah will take care of u,

 teach you,and luv you so that u never to feel alone coz mama,ayah here to accompany you.. That's our pomish dear.. =)...(pictures during her celebration will upload in another entry kay).Act,kt  FB already uploaded but nk masukkan juga kt blog as a moments.. =D

08.08.2012

        

 My Hubby bufday..as i told you guys,my hubby & baby bufday in the same month..cool kan?

                  he..he..i know that..But for my hubby birthday,not celebrate as much coz hubby said not      

                  important to him but for me instead.So,I decide to get dinner time with him and baby as a sign of

                  appreciation..Oh well,i also bought for him perfume set..hope he like it!! =)

                  To Hubby : Hepi bufday syg...hope dipanjangkan umur,murah rezeki,and sentiasa berbahagia

                  disamping family...B always luv you no matter what...you're the best among the best for me and 

                  our daughter..Warm hugs and kiss for you syg..♥

19.08.2012

Guys,guess what on this date??For sure la Raye!Raye!Raye! He...he..,i think only kids kinda

                   excited to waiting that day but mak budak pun xsabo nak raye...ofcoz la kan after 1 month we had fasting so,that time a day that we waiting for celebrate..seronok woo..peace!!Maybe this eid i will go back to nenny house at N.9..last year i didn't go anywhere almaklumlah tgh berpantang and just stayed at my mom house...so raye kali nie nk raye as much as i can..Collect duit raye on behalf baby..hik..hik...Blh cenggitu?? And yg pasti this eid very meaningful for me and hubby..baby also..So,i will keep that moment in our memories..Nk take alot of pictures then nk wat 1 album... =)Ohhhhh,so sweetttt rite??

31.08.2012

Who is here are citizen of MALAYSIA?? Pls raised your hand...Hurm,i think u'all know what the date indeed rite?? If u dun know,better xpyh jadi fellow Malaysians la kan...Okay,on 31st August is a date which is our country free from the colonialism and it also called as "National Day"..Yah,i'm proud to be a Malaysian..that's why i assume that date is a very special...Millions thanks to all pejuang2 kite yg dh bersusah payah selama nie even ramai yg sudah tiada ,jasamu ttp dikenang smpi bile2..Thumbs up!! So,i would like to take this oppurtunity wish you all "Happy National Day"...Slm 1 Malaysia..

Hurmmmm,very long post rite??? but i like it...Kay guys,i think no longer for writing..opsss,i means,typinggggg...

That's all...So,to all my beloved readers,stay tuned for next entry kay..kay...me luv you...Chow!!

XoxO......... 

Weak =(

Assalamualaikum guys..hurmmmm,rindunya kt blog nie..lame rasenya x update..jengah pun x..I dun know guys why lately more comfortable not do anything..i'm not lazy but nowadays i really2 weaks..my brain and my body..i felt like i lost my energy..everything that i do totally nothing and seems like blurrr...haishhh *sigh*


Fyi,i become like this not because i do fasting,,,No!!.so far,i through it very well..Amin..ntahlah...very hard for me to explain with u all coz me also not know wht happen right now but for sure i must stay strong..a must!!

And my hubby also ask me why lately i'm look very tidy,sleepy and sometimes suke termenung..Oh hubby!dun ask me that questions..swear i cannot to answer it!!But,just give me your support..enough for me..
Maybe too many things that i need to think even sometimes i dun hv a time to think but nk xnk kene pk jugak...so how??? Any others way guys??

I'm speechless,wordless,and sometimes i feel i'm unless person..that's my assumption..dunno whether is right or not but for now,rase flat giler...hilang focus for everything...Baby??
Baby try to cheer me up with her keletah and i appreciate it very much..gud trial cyg..U only one who know your mother feeling.. tsk..tsk...terharu but sorry dear if backwards mama mcm x focus layan baby..I'm so sorry..Dun think negative guys..i luv my baby..sgt..sgt..no words can describe how much i luv her but i admit,jaga anak memerlukan kesabaran yang tinggi..ya,supposed must like that..hik..hik..cume sy yg emo lbh..muahhh for baby...

Honestly,i like working coz i'm not type woman yg suke dok kt umah..I'm here not to say being housewife tue xbgs coz for me lambat laun pun akan jd full housewife jugak but for now,i more prefer to choose for working(while still young nie kan)ha..ha..

--hOpE / hARapAn--

On this month,too many hopes that i need to reach..Okay,tonite,i want story about "Hope" aka "Harapan".
I think,you all knows this month was fasting month and i would like to take this oppurtunity wishes you all,
"Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak"..almost few days more rite??...(kinda excited)..A month which is full with blessing.. :)

Hope this coming Ramadhan makes me more patient in everything..Hope i'll do fully fasting..I mean not excuse like before..I know,I'm not good person but i'm try to be better.Hurmmm,i believe,this fasting month will be a wonderful  and great because,this year for the first time me through it with my baby even baby can't do fasting(lucky baby..he..he..) but i already imagine will break-fasting together..me,hubby and baby..yeayyy!!

Btw,my baby first besday will coming soon..Also in fasting month..The problem is,xblh nk wat time siang and i had a plans to celebrate it and still in my planning..Maybe buat waktu malam...Actually hubby said to  celebrate baby besday after fasting month,hurmmm..mase raya..can do open house at the same time but i don't think so coz too long for waiting and u know me,i'm really2 hate to waiting..So,i strict to celebrate it on right time..i means on her besday date..

Hope,everything gonna be smooth on that day..Big day for my lil princess..hik..hik..I will invite closest relatives aside hubby,yelah,tue yg paling dekat and a lot of friends..that's all..Hope diorang blh dtg and join the party..=)

Okay guys,last but not list,di bulan baik nie,i would like to give a bit advice..Tingkatkan prestasi,kurangkan Kontroversi and selamat beramal..for myself also..Mine really hope so that in the fasting month,i will be better..A gud slave for God..Insyaallah..Amin..

Slm Ramadhan & Assalamualaikum..

My King & My Little Princess...

*Cool Huh?!

Hi folks!!Nothing to do this nite and i'm not feeling well ..Ya,i was sick..got fever plus flu..but a little bit ok after taken some medicines that doctor gave to me..Hurmmm and bad news guys,my lil princess got fever + flu also..maybe jangkit from me..haissssh..get well soon dear..mama can't seeing you sick..sumpah!!

Take a look at pictures pls..these two person are very important for me.."My King and my Lil Princess"..

He..he..but where is my Prince Charming????Coming soon ya peeps!! me and hubby has plans to add more child..hu..hu..and hopefully i'll get a baby boy..(br complete kan)  but everything ditangan Tuhan and if i ditakdirkan preggy baby gurl again,sokay,you're so welcome here honey....in mama ayah life...we all always accept you with pleasure without doubt... :) Rezeki tue..

Before this,i always said trauma for preggy and deliver baby but when i'm thinking back,it's a wonderful moments and no need to scary..no pain no gain right??..As you know guys,x semua wanita dpt through this experience..As example,my friend..she want to married but she dun want a child..on reason,not ready yet to hv a baby..adoi...kawen kalo xnk ank watpe kawen kan???<---just my opinion...and as a friend,i gave her a bit advice to open her mind..whether she want to listen or not,it's up to her..but for sure,each woman in dis world will assume herself perfect when able to giving birth for her hubby...

And another case,terlalu nk anak tp belum ada rezeki..for this matter,kene bersabarlah..So,the conclusion is,

how lucky i'am rite??Thanks to God coz gave me an oppurtunity to become a mother and allow mine to take care amanah yg telah dikurniakan..really appreciate it and makes me realize,bestnya dpt melahirkan zuriat sendiri..Lambang cinta towards me and hubby...

So,i always keep thinking,why must be afraid to get pregnant??he..he..child is everything..they are connecting generation in future..That's rite guys??..Hurmmm,i think,enough is enough..Okay stop nagging...see you in next entry peeps!..baby already woke up..maybe her thirsty and need some milk..gtg peeps!!

Last but not list...what i said is truly my opinion..I'm not gonna mention anybody names so,xpyh nk terasa sgt kay..if nk terasa jugak,that's your problem..not mine...da....salam 1 malaysia!!

BudaQ Bertuah =)

Salam peeps!!Fuh..Fuh..Fuh..blow my blog..you know why??berhabuk sudah and i know that..he..he..I had my own reason why i silence and let only me knows..Hurmmmm,forget it...

Peeps,its JULY now!...so fast right?? and fyi,Ramadhan will coming soon..kinda excited to do fasting worship this year and hopefully,diberkati olehNYA...amin..

Oh well,forget to tell u all,my baby already 11 months years old...He..he..mcm xpercaya plak..last year,same month like now,i am preggy 8 months..but now i had my little princess..A great give from God..

Baby now dh mcm2 ragam and sometimes feel tired to handle her..But,it's normal...budak nk membesarkan..

Even pnt cmner pun still smile look her action,attitude..hurmmm,indahnya anugerah Allah kan...me never regret to take care of her and i swear,as long as i live,she's my priority..anything,everything that i do,was only for her..that's all...She's my soul..

Recently,baby start to learn something new..he,,he..wanna know wht???Baby can clap her hand when i sing a song "pok amai-amai" and bla..bla..bla...Yah,i know this is traditional song since zaman-berzaman..ha,..ha..then,baby will start dancing when she heard a music..anything music..she turning her body left and right then lift her buttock..he..he..sooo comellll.,,and for me,she's adorable baby..Bkn nk bangga ke ape even diri sendiri x percaya that she fast learner,,,Sangat!!

But,there's something that i dun like like from my baby..guess what??dun know??let me told you guys..

My baby if nak sesuatu mesti kene dpt..that's her bad attitude and i know,i must do something supaya xmenjadi2 kan..But sometimes x sampai aty la and for example siang tadi..me and hubby bring baby to shopping mall for jalan-jalan plus i'm looking for my handbag..Hubby carry baby go to toys area..Suddenly baby screaming and start to rage coz she try to reach a bear but hubby said No!!mengamuk la budaq bertuah tue...grrr...noty kan..and the bad part,baby scream until attract the others customers/cashier..malu sehhh mama..(geleng pale)nk kate ape kan??So,at last i bought for her..see pictures pls!

Sukew Lettew...baby..baby..

Fyi guys,kejap jer tue mainnyer..My baby cepat boring dgn sesuatu..Nk sesuatu x sbr but when she been got what she want,she just interested for a fews second and after that ignore..ituelah "Arisya"..

I think,i must change her atitude slowly..dun know my bb follow perangai sp but hubby said sebijik ikut perangai mama dia..ha..ha..really i am??Oh Noooo!!

That's all peeps!!a little bit about my baby..need gtg..feel sleepy now..me pomish will update again if have opportunity....Sayonara.!!XoXo..

My Heartbeat =)

''Disetiap Langkahku..Ku Kan Selalu memikirkan dirimu..

Tak Bisa KuBayangkan Hidupku Tanpa Dirimu...

Kau Adalah DARAHKU..Kau Adalah JANTUNGKU...

Kau adalah HIDUPKU Lengkapi Diriku,

Oh Sayangku Kau Begitu Sempurna...''

Weekend!

Hi Peeps!!Salam...It has been very long time no see ya..i dun know where is my mood untuk berblogging plus i got nothing to update but..but..but...here i'am..still alive..ha..ha..Today i'm gonna story about my weekend yesterday,,supposed to update yesterday rite but smlm gile penat seh...So,today i writing my pending post...Terasa ingin nk update jugak coz i can read it back...(bile-bilelah)

I spent my whole day with my dearly baby and hubby..Decided to off waterfall kota tinggi and we done!
Before gerak,we had KFC for our lunch..yummy!! once done with the tummy's full,go to go!!Baby is the person that very excited even dun know where she want to go..Inside car pun tido jer sepanjang perjalanan..hampeh bb mama nie...About 45 minutes,we arrived at destination..weather is soooo hot..and sesuai la nk mandi manda but i'm worried about my baby coz she very easy to get fever bile pns sgt plus she fastest to sweating..hbs lencun but thanks God,she'll fine as we wish..Amin...

And fyi,that day org x crowded sgt and for me,okaylah sbb kalo rmi sgt xtau nk stay kt ner..he,,he..me and hubby choose the bottom area at waterfall..At first,nk naik atas but carry baby kan,,xlarat...Not bad la even kt bwh pun..Just for layankan my lil princess swimming and she loves water sgt2..Smpi xnk naik nk berendam jer but i knows this is not good for baby and that time my baby got wheezing cough..After a few hours,me and hubby decided to go back coz dh nk senja..Thinking about my baby coz through jungle kan..takut la pape jadi..

Then,ms balik singgah bandar kota jap. Again,masing2 kelaparan  we had dinner at ???? forgot ape ntah name kdinya..Done with dinner,kitorang pun terus gerak balik to our home sweet home..Baby sleeping beauty again..ha..ha..pnt lettew..cian baby...That's all..

Kay,pictures...

 A -  Ready  for happy!!Yeayness!!

B - Mama and baby had a "poser"..we likes snap pic..

C - Having lunch together..

D - My Heartbeat till end..

E - Otw (inside car)see,baby xleh kene aircond sket terus zzzzzzz...comel kan??

 Theme for that day is GREY colour..Sehati sejiwa gitue..ahaks!! :p.Actually,this is random pichas..nk masukkan sume pictures bnyk sgt kan..Wanna seeing its??just take a look at my FACEBOOK 
Some Pictures already upload there...kay enough guys..nk get off sudah..Honestly,i luv that moment forever..mine wish to go again and hubby told to me that he want bring me and baby go to vacation next time..dun know where but for sure la jauh sket (menginap for a few days)..he..he..can't wait that time but itu pomish hubby to me..Insyaallah  yerk syg,kalo der rezeki lebih.. :D..*luv u*

Okay..gtg..by peeps!!see ya..xoxo!!

My sOcIaL NeTwOrK LiFe

Second of June..sooo fast right..so,how your feeling guys??anything ok??mine was soo okay..sgt2...he..he..Hurm,take a look at title pls...what i wanna to story is about my social network life..yA...
Okay,everyday i will spend alot of time for my social network such example,Fb...I think i'm very cool with that..he..he..that's y everyday i will surfing its...xkira where or when even in da opis or at home sweet home..

I admit,i can't stop it and always on9 till late nite..The problem is,my hubby always nagging and sight if mine always on9 when at home..I know,hubby really2 don't like and for him,that's too much if i on9 at office only and no need to on9 at home everyday..(after went back from work)

Social network life is very important for me and no one can restrict that..Very hard for me to explain but i hope that my hubby will understand..As you knows guys,even i addict bersocial network but never once i ignored my hubby and baby...but sometimes adelah..hu..hu...bile terlalu fokus kan blh jd lupa..tp bukan selalu...=D..

*Nowadays all at the fingertips...kwang..kwang...

Hubby rarely on9 and sometimes on9 just to hear songs at youtube..that's all and not too addict ber fb like me..So,he will very bored when i'm on9..he..he..

*P/S to hubby : Syg,b pomish never to ignore you and baby plus never never once to become careless when mengadap lappy.And as u know syg,you and baby is my priority..Keep that!! no matter what okay!So,dun think negative coz i'm just on9 for fun,add little bit knowledge and not to be "katak bawah tempurung"...Pls hold my words,"u're first and last"..baby also... :P

sI CoMeL MAma :D

Hurmmmm..dunno how to start from where...he..he...i think,very long2 time i leave my bloggieee...mls la peeps lately..but that's not mean i end up my blog kay..If i've time,i will update like now and kebetulan tonite,my gegel early slept and i had a time to do it!!

Okay,first at all..i'm very happy coz i already free from someone who's backstab about me before this...hu..hu..who's care right but i care...la..la...la...and hope,after this,dun she ever stalker about me..

And for me,one word.."BAGUSLAH"...

Let's story about my lil princess now..Fyi,ank dara i yg sorang nie dh pandai merajuk..hu..hu..see,comel jer kan..

This time,bb majuk sbb mama can't play with her coz had a lot of chores due to house like kapal titanic karam..he...he...but baby dun want  play by itself ...then majuk..(see pic above)..nk manja lettew ngan mama...okay,below pic,bb start to cranky and crying when mine leave her for a second...nak berdukung aje..np la cyg nie..bully mama eh??hu..hu...i'm try to convince her but she's stubborn and cried loudly..Okay,baby menang and mama kalah..he..he..At last,no housekeeping for that day bcoz of u budaq tecik...*sigh*...Hubby balik from work seeing our house like a kapal karam la kan...messy with anything created by baby..

You know guys,see my baby reaction after i decided to cancelled do housekeeping and  only focus to treat her whole of the day...and tadaaaaaaaaaaa

*muke puas hati right??

Ha..ha..ha...muke x bersalah jew kan...noty cyg nie...nk mama layan 24 hours..grrrr.gewammnye mama...

I know,baby happy sgt together with her mom each weekend..mama too cyg and what mama gotta do,never regret with it as long as you happy,cheerful and makes you smile...But 1 jerk pesan mama,

"Be a such good gurl ye syg" Pls..pls...pls...Okay??Arisya ank yg baik & mama knows that..Muahhhhhhhh..Luv U sYG...

Nunite peeps!! xOXo...

Fate :(

Hi peeps!! Sorry for the "silence" lately...i admit,i need a space to makes myself calm down due to many problem that i had..and let only me knows what the problems but tonite i feel like to writing something about my feeling,life and wateva..

Okay,start with my feeling..sometimes when i said i'm okay, actually i'm not...mouth can lies but heart no!!

I feel very sad for the what happened to me and before this,i always keep and keep in my heart but when my patient over da limit,i failed to control my emotion...i leave all what i feel..Alhamdulillah,kurang sket beban..

Even i know i will lost something but what can  i do again??it's over!!Maybe GOD gave me way and open my eyes...makes me realize..Everything telah ditentukanNYA and i will accepted it with sincere even very hard to me..but,sokay...life must go on..

Hurmmm,let by gone,be by gone...maybe this is a best way for me,them...what i through nowadays,teach me how to more carefull in all matters and honestly mine no regret with decision that i makes!! Sedih tue for sure la ada but what can i said now???speechless..so,for me,silent is better and maybe dgn stay away from them,i can cure my pain..not to be sombong or ego but terpaksa berbuat demikian supaya tiada lagi hati yg terluka after this...

About life,someone told to me "Life like roller coaster" Life must like that right??maybe now, i was at  the bad situation..so,i must woke up and be strong to face all test that GOD gave to me..

Nway,bersyukur sgt sbb masih ada insan comel disisiku..she is my daughter,she's too little and dun know everything but mampu to makes me smiles...indahnya anugerah Allah and not forget,I still had hubby which always beside me till now..luv both of you really so much..family is everything..note that!!

Okay!!!no more cries,no more sadness..i must be happy go lucky coz why guys??coz i still had beloved person who's need my attention especially my baby..So,i don't want to waste my time about small matters..

If you remember guys about my 2012 resolutions,i want to be a gud wifey to my hubby and gud mommy to my baby...So,i think,this is the right time to do it..i means,more focus!! That's all..

Tq for read my boring post guys..

She's...

 

She's adorable baby for me..she alwayzzz makes me :

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SHE IS MY REASON WHY I MUST GO THROUGH MY LIFE...