Aku Bukan Bidadari

Hi my dearest reader..I'm here tonite just for story something about my feeling ...For the long time i abandoned my blog and as u know,i have no idea what to update even i know too many things that i need to sharing..i always write out on my bloggie..Yah,my on9 diaries here..

I'm feeling fragile lately and i dun know how to start coz i can't stop my tears from falling down and i so...so...sad..Nobody cannot understand what i through now!!Hubby pun..Nowadays,we all always argue about small things and he likes to debating with me and stay with his fact even sometimes xbetul pun..
And the problem begins from me..Hubby said that's me terlalu MANJA and sometimes bersikap CHILDISH but actually i'm not!! His said like  that just because everything that i can do by myself but i expect him to do for me..Fyi guys,i'm not attention seekers but he
ask me to more matured in evertyhing coz i already became a mother and need to show gud colour infront my dotter..Hurmmmmm,he said like only me had a fault and him not..well,lelaki,ego tinggi but Can you open your eyes and looking your flaws?????dun blame me only coz this is not fair!!!I hate it!! really hate it!!

Hurmmm,dunno how to say anymore..always like dis..on/off relations..Ahhh,weird!!*sigh*..:'( chow!

-Conversations-

Hi people!! So,what's going on tonite?? lek ar kan....awal lg nk tido pun even me dun feel sleepiness at all..Guys,last nite me had conversation with hubby...we all reminiscing all old stories..ha..ha..kire flashback balik ar kan own memories once upon a time..At first,i dun know how could us can talked about dat after we haven't talked in such a long time..he..he..Well,i know its funny enough rite??  but,me likeyy..

We all spent a couple of hours just story about not important topics like an "ex"..Hubby just ask :

Hubby :  B,ex2 b yang dulu handsome x??..

Me : (dlm hati) Ek eleh,what kind of question la yg dia ask kan..

Hurmmmm,honestly,xpun..biasa2 jer..why syg?? jeles eh??

Hubby : xde maknenyer nk jeles..

Me : Trust me,you're very hensem for me instead of them..

Hubby : Yela tue..dah tue nape break?

Me : If  b x break, kite x dptlah nk bersama mcm skrg nie..kan sume tue dh ditentukan..

Hubby : Ye ke ex2 b x hensem?? b nk plak kan?? 

Me : I don't know..maybe the heart of that mans attracts me more..

Hubby : Poyo lettew..then b pilih saya sbb ape plak??

Me : xde sebab nk pilih awak sebenarnya..that time sy accept awak masa awak propose pun sbb br pas frust ngan ex b..ha..ha..ha..

Hubby : yekew??xtau pun..

Me : Syg percaya kew??tipu jelah..actually,sy choose awak on based your attitude,sikap caring awak tue yg wat b falling in love..syg dh lupe kew  for the first time we've met each other??
Hubby : Ingat...klaka kan bile ingat2 balik..(ketawa)..
Me : Tuelah kan..I luv you syg..
Hubby : Luv you too..

 Then after that,we all end up our conversation coz both of us feel damn sleepy...My point of view,sometimes we need to cherish and remember our past..and i think, nothing wrong  if its will makes us happy and a little bit can warmed back the love between each other...for an example,if there is a spouse had problem in married life,me suggest,try to flash back the old memories from start you recognize till you got married and i know too many obstacles that you guys through it to reach at now level,so it will makes you thinking how valuable all that..So,not as simple to end your relations kan?? Percayalah,... :)..Hurmmmm, Eh,rasenya dh boleh tido kot skrg,,eyes can't stand anymore..need go to go peeps! chow!! Lots of Love..<3

*K.A.M.I*

Slm guys!! This is  my second post in 2013..well,i dun have any interesting stories that i want to share..so tonite,me just wanna to put dis pictures below on my post..whewww..

*Baby and Ayah..

*Baby and Mama...

*Only baby..

Tell me what?? We're "Oranges" right??.hik..hik..i know that..That's all guys..sorry for the messy post ..I promise to update more and more stories soon..bye..XoxO!

Hi 2013 !

 3...2...1...Precisely twelve o'clock!! Gud bye 2012 and Hi,welcome 2013!...And yeah,there it goes..sound of firecrackers everywhere..havoc rase! So,to 2012,too many joy and sorrow that i through within stay in dis year...even sadness,happiness accompanied me but sokay,that is what we called life right?? me never regret instead,each a gud things happened in my life during that year,me really appreciate it and thanks to God coz i believed that all sustenance and whatsoever are giving by you..Alhamdulillah...and all the worst things that i had, i'll keep as a memories even its very bitter to swallow,sokay..me just looking from the positive side..at least its will makes me more matured to face everything for onwards..so,past is past..me can't dwell on it..For sure,hoping this new year will bring me,hubby and baby thousand happiness..Insyaallah.

So,Two Thousand Thirteen,pls be nice to me kay?? we were start it again...Regarding my wishlist that I type down at previous post,hope sgt i will reach my goal even not 100% but 80% just okay for me..Effort plus Tawakal is a key for all that..Amin...

Errr,now what?? I have no idea to type anymore..i think enough till here..see you soon..I really should off to bed now..So guys,HAPPY NEW YEAR !! xoxo

31st December 2012

So guys,when i type down this post,we are still  in 2012 but the day is the last day of 2012 corresponding to my mom's besday..He..he..tell me what guys?? my mom's besday fall on the last day of year..cool huh?! Well,I always usik my mom and told to her,kalaulah she's born for the next day,for sure she'll be young one more year...ha..ha..To my dearest mom, I would like to wish "Happy Besday "...and trust me,You're always the greats mom ever that i've in dis world..me luv you so much..Hoping you always stay in a good healthy,blissful in every way you did,through out your day with splendid and may be extended age so that loving your kids,grandchild for a longer time...<3

*Hepi besday mom!!

Guys,I attached this picture since i can't find single pic of mom's...most of  her photo with my dad..So,yeah...

Hurmm,what else?Oh Ya, as i told you guys past few days,i'm gonna write about my resolutions for year 2013..So,here it is my wishlist:-

1- Focus on my Family

2- More Hardworking

3- Reduce my weight to 54kg !!he.he..

4- Be a gud wifey and mommy again..

5-Xmo gaduh2 ngan hubby coz  ruin the relationship jerr..

6- Improve my life towards a better..

7- Try so hard  just to makes loved ones around me happy..

8- Stay positive..

9-Plan to increase new baby..Insyaallah..:)

10- Mencari keredhaanNYA..Aminnn..

Hopefully i can get all of the list above done..That's all..pray for me yah guys..So,the conclusion for twenty-twelve,sumpah,mcm-mcm ada..for me,anything happen in dis year either good or worst have a reason and all of that teach me about life..real life..Bye..

- Rayyan & Riana -

- Mohd Carleef Rayyan -

Was born on 11th April 2012 

Such a long time never meet him...Just keep update his growth via FB my sissy..Jap jer dh bsr budaq nie..he..he..well,sure la people grow up right?

- Nur Inani Adriana -

Was born on 30th May 2012..(if i'm not mistaken..)

Also known as Riana but i more prefer to called her "bambam"..see how tough her body..

 I wanna bite her drumsticks just because its looks like ayam goreng ...ha..ha..gewammmm...

Both of them was born on the same year..So,they all have a same age..My baby elder one year than them so my baby act like a boss coz she can..ha...ha...Actually,me always brought my baby to met her cuzzy(Riana) coz as you know,rumah kitorang dekat jer..So,every week blh jumpa..Different with my sissy,she live at  KL...So,very hard to us for meet except when kitorang going hometown during eid or cuti khas..tuepun kalo dua-dua balik.. and I can't remember when was the last time i met Rayyan..mase tue Rayyan was still little..yelah dun know anything but now,my sissy post his pictures,Rayyan dh pandai mcm2..he..he..Hurm,kids nowadays,too alert and very fast to learn something kan?...Riana plak,is very active baby...She will rolling her body whole of the living room..sometimes adik told,sampai ke kitchen...That's why my younger sis ckp penat to treat her baby..ha..ha..chill la,aku pun pnh rase ape.... Tp siyes guys,her baby can't to stay at one place..I means,xreti diam...crawling,rolling is a normal for her...She's fun to be with...:)

So,to my niece and nephew,auntie hope you guys will being a good and adorable kids okay...makes your parents proud of you..

Anak Ayah !

Good evening readers!! Hurmmm,today is very calm for me..the weather,the environment...I open up my window and i can feels the wind blows and touch my face..ahhh,heaven...Actually,I don't know what to do..baby and hubby already arrived at London..ha..ha..dlm mimpi la kan...syoknya diorang tido but me can't sleep since dis morning i woke up very late...usually,me rise early in da morning around 8 or 9 o'clock but today sleeping like hell till i didn't realize when hubby go out for work and yah,my baby..she sleep well also..its weird!! selalu dia yg bgn early than me..hik..hik..

Okay,take a look at my title pls..I wanna story about that...Reality,that's true baby very close with her dad and me can't denied it even me treat her very well but at  last she will come to her dad..She was really dun care if sometimes her dad scold her or what but she makes my hubby as top priority..he..he..me dun have a  problem about that but some people said,"anak perempuan mmng rapat ngan ayah"...is it true?? But,its not means that she dun care at all to me..no!! Sometimes,she will come to me and give me a kiss,hugs but the different is,she shown  her love to her dad more and more..I think, I know why..My hubby really2 overindulge her till whatever she requested,hubby try so hard just to fulfilled everything that she want while me,at certain part if i think it's not important i'll said "No" and I also know baby would cried but right after 5 minutes,she's okay...Well,kids...

Ha,one more thing,hubby really care her daughter too much..very...From A to Z.. I could see from the way he treat our daughter..And he love baby very well..i know that..Sometimes his care more better than i care..i admit it!! He ever wide awake all nite and do not slept when baby got fever,he's the first person which is worry if something happen on his daughter..Meanwhile,he'll take over my duties as a mommy when i got a migrain from feeding baby,bath,makes milks,put to sleep even change diapers he also can do it..lucky me got hubby like him and for me, no wonder la baby close with him..Told ya,childs will know who's treat her very well or not..sincere or instead..awesome right?? :)

Okay,below pictures taken by me..Baby being "spoiled brat" when she was with her dad..Dis time,Wore shoes pun nak suruh hubby yang pakaikan..I try to did but baby said "Nanak" and then she gave her shoes to hubby....Ok,faham lettew dia xmo mama pakaikan...I dowanna force her coz i know she'll cranky,so i just let it be..Hurmmm,sokay syg..one things that you need to knows is,no matter what happen,mama will always be there for you coz me really love you more than anything in dis world..keep up my words...xoxo..

*These two person are very important to me and me luv both of them dearly...<3

Xmas

Hello guys!! Well,today is Christmas Day...and i would like to wish merry Xmas to those who celebrate the festival..JB is crying all the day even not heavily rains but the weather so cold and such a gud time to sleep...But for me, memang tak ah nak tido bile si tecik ada..She's the one who rise very early in da morning then get me up even though me feels very hard to let go from my comfy bed..Oh well,today my hubby had football tournament and initially hubby said "today x g mane2 yerk sbb saya ada game..dok jer umah layan baby"..me,apalagi,tarik muke la kan sbb stay at home during offday that so not me...ha..ha..then hubby said "xyah nk wat muke la..game nie kalah mati..kalo kalah,saya balik la.." (still der chance nk g jenjalan)..he..he..he..

After that,just me and baby in da house..Lets check out what my lil princess do for the day..



*Watching television and dis time her favourite cartoon on the screen..so baby just ignore me..so sad...tsk..tsk..sokay,do not  find mama when you want a milk...kay pretty?? ha..ha..ha..guys,take a look dis pic,tiut je kan wat tangan mcm tue..:)


Fyi,baby just love watching her favourite cartoon..any cartoon ... but the most she likes was "upin ipin"..i dun know , ade ape ngan upin ipin till can attract her attention to watching  and on dat time,no one can change the other channel...:)

He..he...Gud news..guess what guys?? X sampai tghari hubby dah balik since his team failed to give any score...me likeyyy..Hip..hip..horaayyyy!! Then me start to force hubby  bring us to go somewhere.. After hubby got showered,us outing for having our lunch due to our baby whining hunger and asyik sebut "mamam" jer..then,we off to nearly KFC..

*hungry to the max...cian..

After makan,bring baby go to jenjalan plus i'm looking for new shoes..

*Baby and christmas tree..And she was kinda excited and try to touch...

*This time baby play not just enough for once..thrice times play,make her satisfied..If not,she'll scream like dinasour..he..he...noty baby!

That's all guys..xtvt baby for the day...arrived at home sweet home,baby can't control herself and straight away laying on sofa.. yeah she sleep while snoring..he..he..loud snoring..tired sgt lettew...Okay,need go to go peeps..wanna get myself clean then prepare for dinner..bye..<3

No Title !

Hello lovely folks!! So,how your weekend?? Is it awesome?? Hopefully you guys had a blast day..Same goes to me...I don't think that i had a gud day except saturday and sunday...That's why i said weekend makes me alive..ha..ha..Siyes guys,what a boring night that i've now..baby already sleeping beauty,then hubby outing to meet his friends while me nothing to do except facebook for a while but there is not good news can attract me for stay up..nk stalker fb orang pun dah bosan so at last me decide to blogging..Honestly,i have no idea nk update ape but better than can't doing anything right??

Okay la,just ask...What about your resolutions for this coming new year?? I think you guys knows that new year just around the corner..Only a few days we'll step forward to two "thousand thirteen"..ha..ha..Tell me what guys??so fast is it?? And i feeling like yesterday i saw January but in fact the next January will appear soon..Ohmaiii...Talking about resolutions, i should makes one of wishlist coz for the next year,many things  that need to be achieved..Yah,even though i dun know la either its will to be goal or not..but,efforts tue harus ade..different with my 2012 resolutions and still in dis year,Me just wanna be a gud wifey and gud mommy..ha..ha..simple right?? I know,but simple pun still xleh nk do it..you know why guys? I think,i was not gud enough in everything sepanjang being a wifey and mommy..I just think so..even hubby don't say anything but somehow me feeling like,yes "i'm not good"..Sorry syg,b pomish will improve myself from zero to hero and hope you will considered to me coz mine still young in married life..as we all knows,at an early stage in married within 1 to 3 years,itu semua dlm proses learning..So,forgive me dear if in our relations there is too many lack and sometimes we didn't know how to face it,tears accompany us,but see,we're still together..Alhamdulillah..Thanks Allah for everything..

Every seconds,minutes,hours,days,months.years that we through, it's will never repeat for da second times..So,what we've done for today,think the consequence either bad or good so that we never regret for the next day..Also to myself..hope to be a gud person,gud slave and gud in everything..I means,improvement..well,people change..But jgnlah be a gud-gud plak kan??hik..hik..

So guys,waiting my wishlist soon..Nak type down now,i don't think so coz baby looks like restless..maybe she thirsty and need some milk..and me also sleepy edy..*yawning*...okay peeps! gemoning..see you in the next entry kay..Daaaaaaa..xoxo!

:: L♥vess ::

I've been spend my weekend with my lovess yesterday..Ermm,as usual,,what i've be done in da weekend except stick with her right?? Well,she's the only one knows how to cheer me up,makes me feels that i'm not lonely coz she was there for me,accompany me in every second..and the pictures below just for my reminiscence..

*Sometimes i didn't realize how fast time flies and now,there's a growing up gurlz in front of me.She's being a pretty gurlz!!

*Her smiles,her laughes and even her sadness just to shows that  it just a normal growth ..

*Enough for me if seeing you happy..Honestly,my weakness is you...Me can't strong withoutyou by my side..

* I HE♥RT U Baby...Forever LOVE..

* Sweetheart*

Hi readers!! Awkward moments when i'm still wide awake at this hour....I don't know why..I dun feel sleepy at all..That's why pictures is here...He..he...This pictures taken by me today..I've been spent whole day with my baby gurl..Ofcoz la kan.. And,yah! A day with her makes everything perfect!! *wink-wink*

That's all..nunite..xoxo :)

Family :)

 Hey!! Does you miss me?? Hik..hik..hik.. I know,for the long time i didn't update anything here but seriously,mine very busy with thingy's..I means too many things need to settled just because i always procrastinated and at last br nk sibuk...Yah,its my fault..Oh ya peeps,Since my typing mood is coming,so i decide to update something..Forget to tell you guys,last few days,my parents and siblings came out from hometown exclusively to visit me,hubby and baby..Yeah,Family in da house..Awesome right?? me really happy..for sure la kan..This is the second time they came to my house and this times my mom's sleepover for a week..tue pun sbb school holidays and they can longer stay with me.

I had fun and triple happy since them was here especially when my mom's cook everyday from prepare breakfast,lunch and dinner..Dun get me lazyyyy okay coz me and hubby are working person so we don't have  a lot of times to do such like that but before this,i already told to my parents,both of us very busy and diorang x kesah..he..he...The bad part,my body weight increase of sudden..Seriously,i can't control my lust from having all dishes that cooked by mom..When i arrived at home,my mom told "Mak dah masak dah,gi lah makan"..so tiut my mom..For the first time me feeling like ahhh,heaven...air tangan ibu always be the best!! 

Thanks mom for everything..not to forget,big thanks to my dad also coz she brought my mom here..If i'm not mistaken,mom told that she can go back to hometown tomorrow..alaaaaaaaa.. why cepat sgt??? can you stay for a week more?? can mom?? hwaaaaaaa,tears drop already...*wipe eyes*... See,how fast time flies when me together with family..I dun know la when they will coming to JB again.. Sedih plak..After been spend everyday with family at last diorang nk balik sudaaaa..so sadddddddd :(

Dear mom and dad,as you know,you're so welcome here..meriah rase and lps nie mesti x best dah.. I'm try to understood the situation but very hard for me..why ha?? I hate this feeling.. miss you all so badly.. Arghhhh,that's why i dislikes when someone who's close to me  leave me even for a minutes.. I can't imagine when my loved person leaving me forever... :( 

Btw,thanks mom,dad,siblings coz accompany me for a few days,cheer me up,makes me feel appreciated,do all chores when me go to work even actually no need to do that coz you're my special guest..I cannot repay you but i'll pray for you in my prayes so that both of you was gave a gud healthy by God..Me love you..
One more thing,anytime mak,abah nk datang,with my pleasure..

So guys,appreciate your family especially your mom and dad coz without them,we're nothing!! 

* I OWE TO MYSELF,FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE,FAMILY ARE EVERYTHING*

Gud nite peeps!! See ya!! xoxo

- Just Story -

* BudaQ Gedikzz.. :*

Hi people?? How your weekend?? hope you all have a blast day...=)..Today is just ordinary day for me..nothing was special..As usual,Outing,Lepaking Shopping and i've been spent well my day with my loves..Okay, Just story..Tadi,while we had our lunch at KFC,there is a 2 couples of chinese race had their lunch beside our table..Then,i dun know what happen,baby always smile at them and attract their attention..Yah,as i told you guys,my baby was an attention seeker..The bad part,she will do at anyone even though baby can't recognize them..suke aty jer kan..Act like friendly lettew..But funny when baby show off "Gediknya" tue..tersimpul2 malu in front of them..he..he...

Baby,baby..why you so tiut ?? You know that rite..

Then,the couples  pun layan2 baby ckp even actually diorang can't understand what's  baby try to talk..Layanzzzz...me and hubby just said "Behave sayang..dun disturb sister and brother enjoy their lunch"..but baby just ignore what's we told to her..Hurmmm,nasib bek diorang sporting and we all having random conversation :

Them : Sokay, never mind..Your baby so cute and adorable baby..how old are your baby??

Me    : 1 year 3 months..=)

Them : OIC...she very friendly and x takut orang kan??

Me    : That's makes me worried sometimes..Can't to be careless at everywhere coz not impossible  she will

            follow the strangers..

Them : Must beware coz we didn't know what will happen ..

Me    : TQ ya,on your advice..worth it for us..

Them : Small matter..Neway,what's your baby name??

Me    : Nur Qairina Arisya but we used to call her with nick name "Isya"..

Them : Waaa,what's a long name you got sayang?? (sambil cubit pipi isya)..

Me    : Just keep smile sambil dlm hati berkata (panjang mehhh??? hik..hik..)

Then after that,me and hubby need gtg..before we all blah,me told to baby give "Bye-bye" to them and baby did very well followed with flying kiss siap der bunyi lg like "Muahhhh"..tue yg mahal tue..hik..hik..Diorang end up with big laugh..ha..ha..mesti diorang entertained dgn gelagat Isya..Me so proud of baby coz she know how to makes others happy even she's too young..I know my baby very friendly..x takut org..Had an advantage sometimes..For example if  go to wedding invitation..xlah asyik 24 hours stick to me..Ha,kan ssh to do anything..Atleast me can put her for a while at anyone and for sure la org tue kite kenal like relatives kew..Fyi guys,ade sesetengah baby cried when seeing someone he/she doesn't really like or x kenal..

Rimas la ngan budak mcm tue..He,,he..So,thank to God,so far my baby is quite okay..About sikap baby yg friendly tue,still boleh handle lg but hope baby will not be a "Spoil Brat".. =)

So, that the whole story for today.. *Hugs* ..

I Miss You !!

*one heart..yeah...

 
Hello,Heyhoo and Hi!! Ha,mesti you all shocked kan suddenly jerk update blog at noon..Hik..hik..hik..

Actually,me myself dun know how to do coz not in mood to do anything (boredom strikes) plus i'm not feeling very well so i decide to typing something at my blogieee..Oh,at now,i miss my baby so badly..tgh watpe agaknye si tiut tue..Hurm,no matter how far we're but baby still in my heart forever..Supposed like that rite?? Now,i know how mother's feeling when away with her loved ones..missing like thousand years can't met..That's why after come back from working, first things to do is,seeing my chenta hati first..seeing her smile and yah guys,she really2 makes me melted with her smiley face..and sometimes me action like "oh baby,mama miss you so much" gonna kisses her as much.. Me like a kid rite?? he..he..silly me :p..

Told ya,since had a little princess,my world which is previously black & white was be painted with amazing colours..oh,heavenyer..All because of her..She's adalah amanah from God to me and i owe to myself will take care her as much as i can,find the happiness for her and give yg terbaik untuk dia in everything..

Hurmmm,i wondered guys why there are some people can't to appreciate her child..Look at television about abandoned babies case..how come it happen?? All might because of  stupid people..Sorry to say la,Couples who have no legal relations yg do the sin just nk sedap jer without thinking the consequence then after dh pregnant dun know how to do for hide the bad behaviour take a short way,menggugurkan,membuang and whatever!! and the victim is innocent baby..How could to be like this?? Wordless!! and one words can describe that peoples,"KEJAM"..and please la dun makes it same with animals coz as we knows guys and don't get me wrong "binatang pun tau syg ank"..so?? Think about it!! We, as a slave are given common sense by GOD so why xnk berfikir??

Ntahlah,for me ank tue anugerah Allah yg terlalu comel.. =),From the start she come into the world,growing up level by level,semuanya indah..and a pride when she can talk "Mama" then "Ayah",hurmmm,,,,it's Amazing!!
She's teach me everything about life and kehadiran dia a little bit makes me realized how lucky i am coz atleast i had an oppurtunity to being a mommy..I can't imagine my life without baby..mesti sunyi giler..hurmmm,people said,ank penyeri rumahtangga and so trueeeeeee..what's would we hope in married life other than had an own child right?? Symbol love between husband & wife.. =) Xx

- Facts -

Dear dearist...pictures below shown a latest pic of my baby..Maigad, a 2 years old gurl to be in next year..
See,how fast time flies and that's what makes me scared sometimes..Ahhhh,mls pikir....Let's to knows a little bit about my tiut princess : -

# 10 FACTS ABOUT MY DAUGHTER #

1 - She's Hard-headed but Fragile..

2 - She's quite stubborn but not always (at certain parts)

3 - Easy to smile & easy to cry..

4 - Attention seeker (very)

5 - Manja

6 - Energetic but not hyper actif..

7 - Pandai ingratiate anyone dgn mukenya yg tiut tue..

8 - Suke berangan..

9 - Scared of cockroach..

and last but not list.......

10 - Eager to foods..whatever type of foods pun x kesah.. 


As you knows guys,Whatever she is,she remains my daughter and no one can change that..Flesh of blood are fixed flesh of blood..INDEFINITELY.. =)

 

Why???

I dun know what is happening in my mood lately..and the worst things happened simultaneously..Fed up!!
I got nobody here and you hubby..sometimes when i need you to listen my problem but you end up with bla..bla...bla...I just need your concerned, a little bit advice and support me when i down..That's all..I expect you as a  gud listener but i'm wrong...You always said that me always repeat and repeat the same issue..For sure  i do coz till now you didn't give me any answer..Each time when i ask,you just quiet,,dun tell me that you speechless,wordless or whateva!! You makes me like @#%*&$ sometimes,,,,hurmm,dunno how to say..please,,,,I do exist..noted that!!

I feel so mad with you..you just don't care about me..Okay,i know it's weird plus not rasional if i had this feeling..What i've seen,you too focus with baby only..I'm not Jealous..NO!! she's also my daughter and i really love her more than i love myself..But,can you listen to me when i'm talking to you??can you?? I hate it when talking about something but you looks like "xde perasaan" then boleh main2 lg ngan baby..

I know your pattern very well..You don't like if anyone nagging on you..but we need to do discussion sometimes..Trust me,It's very important syg in a relations as a spouse..Just take & give..
Supposedly you more matured in everything coz you're few years older than me but see,you more easily to solve something without do anything...Sometimes i need you together with me,just to be my spirit so that i can through my life with cheerful,happy and as u know,life is too short to through that with thousand burden..

I hate this feeling actually..pretend to be okay but how?? I can't..Maybe you looks me strong outside and on the reason you think i can stand by myself  without you but totally you wrong!! My life won't be as great without you honestly because i got nobody who's close with me except you..
Even me looks strong outside but inside i'm fragile..did you know??? ofcoz not because you are never tried to dive into my heart...Hurmmmmm,ntahlah...i dun know how to say anymore..many times we're debate about this, it will ended with same ending..i'm tired of having this feeling..
Well,,I'm off..xoxo

"AidilAdha"

Hi!! I'm here tonite..nothing to do coz baby slept early than usual..Actually i've no idea what and where to start..I was planning so longggggg to update something but when the time arrived,i forgot everything and jadi mls after that..Well,no long post for tonite but i attached photos during Hari Raya Haji!! Xx...

*Us

*Baby Omelll wearing  her Kurung! AWESOME!!.♥.♥.♥

*Happy Baby =)

That's all peeps!! See ya!!... x♥X♥!!

Weekend!! whewwwwwww !!

Having dinner with baby and hubby at Old Town White Coffee..At first,we decide wanna get our lunch at Pizza Hut coz i'm craving for Hawaii pizza but too crowded with peoples and i know baby must not comfy with the enviroment..U know la my baby,pns sket sweating mcm per..*sigh*...Kay,pictures!!

A- Look Ayah!! There is a clown over there!

B- I can sit like this..kamoo ade??

C- I'm act like an artist LOL coz my mom always takes my photo,wherever & whenever..What's a cute mommy that i've..Hurmmm..

D- Kids got a ballons from the clown..Awesome!! How about me??

E- ???? *pensive*

F- Ready to eat!! YUMMY!!

That's all peeps..Spend time with family is a great and AWESOME!! Siyes!!..well,I'm off guys!! bye bye!!

BudaQ Anje!!

Baby really likes pose like that..hik..hik..I'm calling her "BudaQ Anje" coz Yah,my baby sangat manja but not to all peoples...just a literally who's close with her...See,so comel right???

*Comey lettew.. :D

Baby =)

Morning guys!! It's Sunday Lol and i'm not going to do chores today coz yesterday i already clearance all the things such as,housekeeping,laundry,so,today i decide to take a rest..Fully rest!! See,almost 11 a.m but i still laying on my bed..Chillex ar kan..hik..hik...Suddenly rasa nk update something maybe because i leave my blog quite a long time right??...Hurmmmm,kdg2 tue,i feeling like wanna update but dunno why,lazy mood was conquer myself..=)..

Okay,pictures below shown my baby with the toys!! Actually my baby is not adore with her toys for a long time..i means,she easily feel bored with her toys and just play for  a minutes and after that throw anywhere at will..Yah,baby likes to buat sepah..hik..hik...but i'm never to scold her coz i knows kids attitude must like that but i will try to teach her about discipline..Just take a time... =)

*This messy created by baby LOL..

And tadaaaaaaaaa,her reaction while play with her toys,looks like excited right?? kejap jer tue...

*Baby in the toys world..ha..ha...

As long as you happy baby,do it..Mama Ayah just gave you yg terbaik coz both of us really love you so much,your happiness it became our happiness  also and instead of, if you feel hurt,we too will feel the same..coz you're part of our life.. XoXo!