I'm sooo Touched...

Hi readers !! Ugh...Tonite soo hot..I mean the weather lately..Does you feel same like mine?? Hurm,that's why i'm still wide awake..Supposed to sleep early because tomorrow i've to go for work but i can't sleep at all..So,blogging is the gud way to filled up my boredom..

Okay,pertaining my post title,sometimes I think that i'm sooo touched to those people who's treat well my daughter.Actually,this post I make it not to "membodek" anyone but that's the fact..I was touched as hell coz as you know guys,imma happy when seeing everyone being nice to my daughter..Thanks to God  because put kind people around my daughter..:)

Well,very lucky my baby because she got a kind person who's take care of her since 7 months (if i'm not mistaken)...until now..Someone who loves her and assume like own child..Treat her without countably,without feeling bored at all even me knows, its not easy to handle my baby but they done..And the best part,baby likes and comfort with them..Meanwhile,everyone that recognize  her love her and always layan her "karenah"  at the sometimes..That's makes me sooo touched and sometimes me thought the past..If I knows,maybe since my baby was born i ask my aunt to take care of her and no need to sent my baby kt org yg ntah pape ntah..Well,past is past..atleast for now i knows that my baby safe in the care of my aunt's..Going to work pun dgn hati yg tenang without worried anything..

Right what people said,"Flesh and blood are still flesh and blood" ..Its not same with others..So far,everything went well..and hope for onwards would be like this...If you remember guys,I already told you previous that my happiness situated on my daughter..If she happy,me also and as well instead,,So for me,I could lost everything but not her,hubby,parents and siblings..I luv them so muchhh...<3

Okay guys,I should to go now..Its my bedtime edy..he..he..he..Neway,kindly to be inform that, maybe i'll not update my blog  for a quite long time since too many works need to be settle down before middle of April.Cool huh?!.. Actually blogging is one of the things that me love it but I've no choice..Dun worry,I'll be right back soon..

Till then,sayonara!! :) xoxo !!

FieRcE mOmMY??

Hello guys!! Gemoning !!! First,dun act like awkward if sudden me update this in da morning..well, I've nothing to do..Actually I should be doing housekeeping but later can kot..hik..hik..always like dat..Once i get my lappy,I always delaying other works...Tell me what guys?? Yes,I'm a procrastinator...

This time i wanna story about my feelings as her mom's since hubby said that mine too fierce on my daughter and a little bit makes me thinking something..Did I such like dat?? Everyone also assume that mine too fierce in teaching my daughter..is it mine??.. Idun think so..like seriously...But if anyone feel like dat,here was my explanations for makes all clearly..

I'm never to scold my baby without any reasons..If i scold her that's means she need to be give a lessons so that she never to repeat their mistakes..Yes I know she's too young but fo me from now la  I must take action on anything she did..If i let her be,she will more cranky,stubborn and dun know either what she did RIGHT or WRONG..

I admit that sometimes mine got beat her but trust me,its are not strong and not painful..I still have a sensible mind..I do really luv my daughter..so much..How could  I will hurt her??..Honestly,I do like dat just to remind her that anythings she did should be held responsible..That's all..Takkan each time baby wat mistakes biarkan je and me as her parents buat x tahu...For sure makin menjadi perangainya..

Tell me guys,No mother in this world does not love their child..Maybe adelah but xsemua attitude such like dat...Some people said that,if we was scold baby,beat her just will build a gap between mother and daughter because that way sometimes not helpful and become the child makin memberontak..Okay,I'm never to said incorrect at all and it's might depends on each parents how to solved coz why?? Because child mind's are too young to thinking positive and their only knows each times kite mrh dia sbb xsayang dia lagi..
But as you know guys, each time I scold my baby,after that I must come to her,hugs her,kiss her and said apologized verbally to her ..So as a mom xyah la malu untuk mengucapkan words "maaf".. We did just to open her mind , try to give her an explain so that she know what she did was wrong..

The mother-daughter relationships is the most complex not complicated They will be a best friend sometimes..The place how to share everything,ask opinion and do anything together..Like mine, always do anything with baby and it's fun..Even sometimes she a little bit test my patience but di sisi baiknya she teach me how to being a kindness & gentleness mom ever..hik..hik..hik..One day,if baby grows up and know how to think maybe she will said thanks for always being there for her from zero to hero,love her,care for her..

For my dearest baby,mama cume nak Isya tau jer yang mama terlalu sayang kat Isha xkira apapun,I may scold you at the sometimes but I love you always and forever..The greatest things happen in my life is to be your mother.. :)

Love Quotes : " A mother's love for her child is like nothing else in the world.It knows.. no law,no             pity..It dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path "

Love..<3

Shopping!

Hi peeps!! So,how about your weekend?? Is it great as mine?? Well,I baru je reached home one hour ago..Then,just gave baby a bath then she's sleeping edy...Pity her and i thought maybe she damn sleepy..Now,I saje jer typing just to story what i've through whole of the day..Seriously its exhausting but fun...fun...fun..because I can bought my gegurl outfits and i'm satisfied..very!!

Feel like crazy when seeing gegurl outfits..Ahhhh,ohsem!! At first me wanna buy outfit for myself but when I seeing baju gegurl yg cantik2 tue,So,harapan tuk I find for myself  kelaut la jawabnye..he..he...always like that...I dun know why...Lucky baby right??? Yeah,I know...I know...

So,Let's check what i bought earlier for my lil princess...Tadaaaaaaaa..

*SUN BABY SKIRT - RM 48.90

*SUN BABY TUTU LEGGING - RM 48.90

*QQ KIDS DRESS - RM 29.90

*QQ KIDS CARDIGAN - RM 39.90

So,I've been spent  as much  RM 167.60 today just for my gegurl..I also spent hundred something  yesterday..That day I brought baby outfits too such as nightshirt,gown & shoes but for myself nothing...hik..hik..hik...Sokay, xkisah pun as long I dapat belikan baby baju and satu kepuasan for me if seeing my baby cantik bergaya..About its expensive or not,actually mine dun care and what is important are comforts when baby wear the cloths..that's all..

My point of view..We can earn money but satisfaction?? That's why if i got extra money,I'll spend all for my princess in everything and hubby okay with that as long not overdo it..In another means,jgn terlalu boros...So,think wisely la while using the money...:)

Gtg...bye guys!!

Lil Sweety!!

Hi guys!! Met again..Well,tonite me supposed had a lepaking session with others at burger stall but at last has been cancel coz my gegirl sleep edy and i think she will rise in da  morning..Pnt sgt lettew..No wonder this evening baby being cranky and test my temper..hik..hik..hik..

So guys,tomorrow is weekend..any idea?? Maybe tommorow i will going to adik's house..as usual..wanna meet my niece..but one thing that makes me worried if bring my baby going there..I worried if baby do anything on her cuzzy..as you know guys,my baby very lasak bile bermain..I admit that..That's why i'm think twice before bring her that way...hurmmm

Now,my baby got a new habits such as bite her nails and making duckface..he...sooooo funny but me really entertained with her coquettish..liaise bite her nails,I'm not sure either she learn from who's but her aunt's teach her to making duckface..he..he.. and after that,me saje jer srh dia wat muke mcm tue..he..comel tau x comel?? he..he...rase nk cubit jerk..grrrrr..Oh baby,why you always makes me melting with you??why ha?why??

Take a look below picture....see,comel kan kan kan?? he..he..he..

“May Everything Happy And Everything Bright Be Yours Sweetheart" 

MAMA SAYANG KAMOOOO!!!

-Sharing is Caring-

*Comel right??

SPECIAL FOR ALL PARENTS OUT THERE...DID YOU KNOW THAT : 

1- Single child is often late to speak..

2- Girls talk 3 times a lot than Boys..

3- Playing with child will improve their emotional of joy..

4- Boys more loves physical keep in touch with his father such as play ultraman,go to field and anything yg lbh kepada permainan lelaki..And if them can't get physical touch,maybe he will fighting with other siblings..

5- Interaction between parents and children while play would build bonding between of them.

6- Children also stress if they can't out of the house.So, just spend a little bit time and try to bring them outing..

7- Girls have a great potential in term of language skills (verbally)

8- Boys have a great potential in term of self visuospotial (Space)..Nurture this advantage to giving them

the an opportunity to play sports such as football,riding a bike and just info,Doctors encourage and admits that riding bike will increase their skill.

9- The childs which is have a reading skill will have the skills to read and speak  very well.

10- The childs who's always close with their parents were more competitive in many cases..more confident,love itself,easily adaptable in school and have a gud socialize skills with their friends...

 My point of view..Each child from God had a deficiency and superiority whether boys or gurls..dun try to discriminate each other because it will makes a gape and thus might cause the child loss their focus,feeling down and   feel aloof..

That's all peeps..a little bit info for you..Well sharing is caring right??...hik..hik..hik..I've to go now..xoxo!! :)

Annoying!

Okay guys,First & foremost,purpose I'm here, just to sharing about someone..and i think no need to mentioned her name..It was enough if only me knows who she is..Idk what her problem but she always disturb my family,my live and whatsoever..Before dis, me just ignore what she did towards me and hubby but makin lame makin melampau...Me is a not person which always being sensitive about small things but dis time my patient over da limit just because she test my patient after has been a long time me keep and keep in my heart..Okay,me just an ordinary human..had a limit of patient..Dun thought that mine was little than you,you will easily push me down..how dare you are??

Honestly,idk what do you want actually?? As you know,me and hubby was never had a problem with you..So,why you always assume like......,we all had a debt with you?? Even you've any problem or whatever la,pls..pls...pls...dun involved us in your problem...your problem,your solution and don't drag any people into it...Handle it with your brains..

If you want money,work...if you want happiness,just find..simple right??? nothing could you expected than your own effort..
Everyone in dis world might have probably own problem but try to solve it and not to stay at same place without do anything..And more badly if them suke menyusahkan org lain...Hurmmm,you're so pathetic... 
I dun know how to describe your attitude..you can seen others flaws,mistakes but you can't seen your own...that's why you always not satisfied with what we've..

For now,me happy enough dgn apa yg ada skrg nie..bersyukur sgt kepadaNYA..Actually,i dun cares la people nk ckp pew,as long, me know where i stand...But sometimes and always makes me xboleh tahan was,always ungkit2 benda yang xbetul and can't stop..annoying okay!!

*Sigh*...Hurmmm,okaylah guys,if story pasal dia,next year pun xhbs..just waste my time and spoiled my mood jer..till then,Babai..

Doaku Untukmu Sayang...

Its March already and this my 1st post in dis month..Nothing goes well about me and nothing special to be share with you guys like seriously..but..but...but..My free times i spent with making this video and finally I've done!! Yeay!! Before you ask me "For what??", Lemme explains why I making this video..And unfortunately, just for fun...so that i can review it back when  i miss her...That's all..So,Enjoy!!!

P/S : Kindly looking at Side Bar and find the title "Nada Cinta" then press the pause button first before you watching this video..

 

So,for those yg dah watching tue,must will be thinking that the song very best is it?? Same goes to me..I like the song and fyi,the band who's sing the song is Wali...For sure la korang tau kan?? Hik..hik..hik..So,here with is,me enclosed together the Lyrics..And as you know guys,tha lyrics had a lot of meaning for me and that's why i luv this song...

For my beloved princess, Mama dedicated this song,the lyrics just for you and trust me,you'll always in my prayer..always..<3

kau mau  apa, pasti kan ku beri
kau minta apa, akan ku turuti
walau harus aku terlelap dan letih
ini demi kamu SAYANG...
 
Aku tak akan berhenti
menemani dan menyayangimu
hingga matahari tak terbit lagi
bahkan bila aku mati
ku kan berdoa pada Ilahi
tuk satukan kami di surga nanti

tahukah kamu apa yang ku pinta
di setiap doa sepanjang hariku
Tuhan tolong aku, tolong jaga dia
Tuhan aku sayang dia

(Tuhan tolong aku, jaga jaga dia
Tuhan ku pun sayang dia)

Ya Allah,pls care my daughter in every way..She's my strength to through my live..Indeed,she's a invaluable sustenance that I got from you and I owe to myself that i will care her for the rest of my life... :)

DiLeMma

 

Yah,that words mentioned above is right..Now,i'm really2 dun know how to say..Too many bad feeling in my mind and need to think even i dun know how to solve all kinds of feeling that I've..Nobody knows what happened on myself..nobody...I've hubby and baby besides me and maybe i can shared everything to them but this time  i dun think so cause i prefer to keep itself in my heart..but how long???

I'm not strong to faced it alone but what can i do??*Teared eyes*...I admit,sometimes too fragile for through everything but i dun have any chance..Who i am to avoid the fate?? Bukan sape2... :(

I am in dilemma..Dilemma to make decision..Decision that will annoy many person..not only me,not only hubby but everyone who's closest with me..

But at the same time,how about my feeling?? Is it i need to pretend that I'm okay? but otherwise I'm not..

Sorry,that so not me cause i can't to do like that..However,i must make a decision sooner or later coz I really2 can't stand with this situation anymore...truly hurt...

Honestly,from deep of my heart,i have too many dreams that need to be goal but i'm not sure either it will be the reality or not..I hope so...maybe not today but eventually..Aminnn..

I'm just human being..had a mistakes,flaws and i'm realize that i'm not perfect but at least i still having a feelings same goes to everyone..I dun want anything but enough for me if my life will be smooth as well..

That's all..Is it too much guys?? Life is hard but sometimes its beautiful..Life without obstacles is not life..Yah,i know that..but when the obstacles comes up to me,a little bit makes me down and literally broken my heart,disturb my mood,and make me cry a whole nite..that's me.. I'm rarely to cry in front of the loved person but if I do means i can't stand anymore..

Mine was really in hard position just now..its looks like "Diluah mati emak,ditelan mati bapak",,so how could?? Tired to thinking what i've to do...Ya Allah,pls show me the right way.I'm begging to you..Pls open my heart to makes the right decision..Indeed,i'm a weak slave dan hanya padaMU tempatku meminta...Amin..

For now,just stay strong and keep calm..waiting and continue waiting "sinar bahagia" appear in my life..

Msg for myself :

"Be STRONG now..because things will get better..It may be stormy now but It can't rain forever"

-If Allah will-

Latest Arisya's..

Assalammualaikum sumer!! Well,today is my first working day since mine gonna had a longggg holidays..Okay, at first me was  felt like blurrr-blurrr coz dun know how to start works from where..plus,monday bluesss attack me whole of the day...hik..hik...hik..hope tomorrow will be better than today..Opsss! forget,tomorrow I've to working half day due to my baby need go to the clinic for  monthly checkup and she's will get one injection if i'm not mistaken..Tell me what guys?? so fasttt is it??? and diam x diam,my baby already turn's to 1 year 5 months...time goes so fasttt without we noticed that..agree???

Okay,for now my baby had a lot of "perangai"..mcm2 der and me admit , day the day she's semakin naughty..Sometimes mencabar kesabaran but dun worry,still boleh control lagi..normal la for kids yg baru nk grows up..as long we know the limits...Fyi guys,now,my baby start to learning how to speak..he..he..funny coz she can said a few words but x clear..but, me as her mom understand her well and try to understand her pronouns..kalo x,mengamuk la baby if there is a words she said kite x phm..and more funny when myself terfollow baby become a lisp aka pelat..ha..ha..ha..

I know,baby is a very talkative ..I assume like that on based her daily talking..Once she's start talking,
non-stop punyer...ade jer yg nk ditanya if something tue  forced her to ask..Hurmmm,that's my baby and just the way she's to be..Can't denied,sometimes terhibur with her and when I at workplace,really always miss
her "pot pet -pot pet"..Believe it,one day can't hear her voice me feel like was.....ade yg x kena and indeed,my life more brighter when hear her voice...percayalah... When i'm far away from her even for a minutes,gonna miss her "keletah" and everything about her coz we're one heart and she's a parts of my life..we need each others..Proud to say,she made my day everyday........ :)

Oh ya peeps,lately my baby too attractive with ball..just story,recently me brought my baby went to shopping mall and bought her cooking set toys..maklumlah,gegurl kan haruslah beli toys like that but guess what guys??she just ignore the toys and run to get a balls which located nearly with other toys..and not at shopping mall only ,wherever she go and if there is a balls,she will said "la"(bola) and kinda excited to get it!! Likewise when suddenly she was saw anything about football on TV..so exciteddd..

To be honest,totally,me dun like if she had an interested about ball coz for me,not suits for gurl but for boy okay la..Maybe her follow my hubby's interest..His likes football very well and also joined any tournament
and sometimes he's won that games.. I still remember what hubby said to me few years ago if his got baby boys one day,he will train to be a football player..ha..ha...so high his dream kan?? Maybe his expectations turun ke Isya,,ha..ha..If not,xkanlah baby too obsessed with ball like him right?? 

In anyway,she's still  had a lot of feminine for me..nothing wrong if her just makes the  football as her passion.. :).. Hurmmm, well guys, enough for tonite kot..me feel so sleepy now plus the weather forced me to pull my blanket and sleep while cuddle my baby..ahhhh,heaven...So,I end up my post with pic of baby....Enjoy! xoxo!!

* LUASKAN KUASAMU..hik..hik..hik...

-Boredom-

Hi Readers!! I know its been half of the month now memandangkan "February" is too short compare with other months,so I hope dis month end with gazillion happiness than before..Sorry for rarely updating..Actually,mine not busy as well but lazy mood comes and yah,,there was reasons...but tonite me feel too bored plus x rase nak tido pun..and,yeah.. "Boredom strikes" forcing me to typingggg.. Hubby busy with my Tab..focus on his angry bird gaming...hurmmm,minat sgt kan and baby,sleeping beauty edy..

Okay,my leave still remaining 3 days..working is starting soon..*sigh*...lg la boring after i've been got a long holidayyyyyyy..Hurmmmm,how i wish leave for a months..hik..hik..baik resign terus je kan?? tp bile cuti rase nk keje and bile keje rase nak cuti...nothing could explain how really i felt...even myself can't understand what i want indeed...

I try so hard just to makes myself comfort with what i went through everyday but its seems like...nothing..Day after day,I felt like I was........I really dun know.. How to describe my feeling right now pun I dun know...really.. :( The best way,just follow the flow and i just hand over all to the fate...I have to go..headed to bed now..

Till here then..Assalamualaikum...xoxo!!

CNY Holidays at LWOT....♉(^▿^)♉

Hey guys!! It's been a while after i abandoned my blog for a quite longgg time and to be honest,i'm not really into the bloggy mood lately..hurmmmm,i dun know why but now,i'm feeling like want to update something about my CNY holidays...Initially,i'm a little bit excited about our trip but actually biase2 jer..For baby,its fun but for me its tiring day that i through..Hewhew..Take a look at baby's pictures..she was kinda happy!! :)

*Ha..ha..big laugh when seeing this pics..U know why guys?? it's like....... we wanna going to oversea with luggage bagai..hik..hik..do i cares ?? :p

 And sebenarnya,me & hubby just joined Taman Molek folks went to here :

*LOST WORLD OF TAMBUN-Perak

We went  there by bus..Sumpah penat !! 8 hours straight inside bus after dah deduct 1 hour ++
when  bus stop for a while to take a rest..I got waist pain,flu and headache due to an air-cond are open with low temperature and me keep freezing like hell..Told ya,me is a person which can't stand with cold situation..
Better for onwards,going by own transport..I mean,it's very easily to adjust everything..ha..ha..

Okay, the pictures below is during the bus stopped at the last terminus.."Terminus Simpang Pulai" If i;m not mistaken...Okay,that time bus stop for half an hour  to able everyone taking breakfast before continue the journey..

* Luv dis pics!! so Lovely!!!

After having a short rest,we continued back our journey and it's taking another half an hour  before reach to LWOT..

*Inside Bus...Happy face but gambo agak blurr...Omelll baby..muahhh!!

Finally,we safely arrived..yeay!! Before entered and have fun ,plesing is a must!! But me as a photographer,I have no picture at there..hik..hik..hik..

*While waiting for entrance ticket ..

 For me,LWOT is an awesome place..one words out from my mouth once me reach at here.."wahhhh."(isya style)..hik...hik...isya pun pandai ckp camtue when she seeing something yng boleh  attract her attention..I luv the inside scenery,the outside views but about the services I don't !!.If i can give a score,i prefer to give 1 out of 10...Can you imagine guys?? nk simpan barang pun sshnye mintak ampun.. Siap password bagai and charges for that service is RM10..very expensive for me la..i dun know la for you all..simpan barang jer kot then,there is a lockers which can open for one time only..second time you must buy another token..complicated right?? 

And fyi,I can not take any such pictures while me at inside coz mcm ssh plak nk bring camera kesana-sini coz at the same time nk care baby,nk main air  even actually i'm feel rugi plak can't take any pictures....me can't buy souvenirs also due to the insufficient time that i've plus agak leceh nk pilih2 when baby beside me..she will start cranky and xleh dok diam...*sigh*..so, no pictures inside & no souvenirs! too bad,so sad..

Settled with everything,ready to go!! before going back,last pose from my baby...pity her coz she's suddenly got fever dis time..maybe the weather too hot..sizzling hot till baby's cheeks change to redness like wore a blusher..but,she's has been fine right now..
 

*In conjuction with CNY,we wore cloths with red theme..he..he..motif le sgt!!

That's all guys..hewhew..My holidays well spent with loved people around me..baby,hubby,relatives..it's an amazing and hope if Allah will,we joined again for next year trip but for sure la tempat lain plak..Neway,it's way too special for me!! *Big Hugs* xoxo !! bye!!

Aku Bukan Bidadari

Hi my dearest reader..I'm here tonite just for story something about my feeling ...For the long time i abandoned my blog and as u know,i have no idea what to update even i know too many things that i need to sharing..i always write out on my bloggie..Yah,my on9 diaries here..

I'm feeling fragile lately and i dun know how to start coz i can't stop my tears from falling down and i so...so...sad..Nobody cannot understand what i through now!!Hubby pun..Nowadays,we all always argue about small things and he likes to debating with me and stay with his fact even sometimes xbetul pun..
And the problem begins from me..Hubby said that's me terlalu MANJA and sometimes bersikap CHILDISH but actually i'm not!! His said like  that just because everything that i can do by myself but i expect him to do for me..Fyi guys,i'm not attention seekers but he
ask me to more matured in evertyhing coz i already became a mother and need to show gud colour infront my dotter..Hurmmmmm,he said like only me had a fault and him not..well,lelaki,ego tinggi but Can you open your eyes and looking your flaws?????dun blame me only coz this is not fair!!!I hate it!! really hate it!!

Hurmmm,dunno how to say anymore..always like dis..on/off relations..Ahhh,weird!!*sigh*..:'( chow!

-Conversations-

Hi people!! So,what's going on tonite?? lek ar kan....awal lg nk tido pun even me dun feel sleepiness at all..Guys,last nite me had conversation with hubby...we all reminiscing all old stories..ha..ha..kire flashback balik ar kan own memories once upon a time..At first,i dun know how could us can talked about dat after we haven't talked in such a long time..he..he..Well,i know its funny enough rite??  but,me likeyy..

We all spent a couple of hours just story about not important topics like an "ex"..Hubby just ask :

Hubby :  B,ex2 b yang dulu handsome x??..

Me : (dlm hati) Ek eleh,what kind of question la yg dia ask kan..

Hurmmmm,honestly,xpun..biasa2 jer..why syg?? jeles eh??

Hubby : xde maknenyer nk jeles..

Me : Trust me,you're very hensem for me instead of them..

Hubby : Yela tue..dah tue nape break?

Me : If  b x break, kite x dptlah nk bersama mcm skrg nie..kan sume tue dh ditentukan..

Hubby : Ye ke ex2 b x hensem?? b nk plak kan?? 

Me : I don't know..maybe the heart of that mans attracts me more..

Hubby : Poyo lettew..then b pilih saya sbb ape plak??

Me : xde sebab nk pilih awak sebenarnya..that time sy accept awak masa awak propose pun sbb br pas frust ngan ex b..ha..ha..ha..

Hubby : yekew??xtau pun..

Me : Syg percaya kew??tipu jelah..actually,sy choose awak on based your attitude,sikap caring awak tue yg wat b falling in love..syg dh lupe kew  for the first time we've met each other??
Hubby : Ingat...klaka kan bile ingat2 balik..(ketawa)..
Me : Tuelah kan..I luv you syg..
Hubby : Luv you too..

 Then after that,we all end up our conversation coz both of us feel damn sleepy...My point of view,sometimes we need to cherish and remember our past..and i think, nothing wrong  if its will makes us happy and a little bit can warmed back the love between each other...for an example,if there is a spouse had problem in married life,me suggest,try to flash back the old memories from start you recognize till you got married and i know too many obstacles that you guys through it to reach at now level,so it will makes you thinking how valuable all that..So,not as simple to end your relations kan?? Percayalah,... :)..Hurmmmm, Eh,rasenya dh boleh tido kot skrg,,eyes can't stand anymore..need go to go peeps! chow!! Lots of Love..<3

*K.A.M.I*

Slm guys!! This is  my second post in 2013..well,i dun have any interesting stories that i want to share..so tonite,me just wanna to put dis pictures below on my post..whewww..

*Baby and Ayah..

*Baby and Mama...

*Only baby..

Tell me what?? We're "Oranges" right??.hik..hik..i know that..That's all guys..sorry for the messy post ..I promise to update more and more stories soon..bye..XoxO!

Hi 2013 !

 3...2...1...Precisely twelve o'clock!! Gud bye 2012 and Hi,welcome 2013!...And yeah,there it goes..sound of firecrackers everywhere..havoc rase! So,to 2012,too many joy and sorrow that i through within stay in dis year...even sadness,happiness accompanied me but sokay,that is what we called life right?? me never regret instead,each a gud things happened in my life during that year,me really appreciate it and thanks to God coz i believed that all sustenance and whatsoever are giving by you..Alhamdulillah...and all the worst things that i had, i'll keep as a memories even its very bitter to swallow,sokay..me just looking from the positive side..at least its will makes me more matured to face everything for onwards..so,past is past..me can't dwell on it..For sure,hoping this new year will bring me,hubby and baby thousand happiness..Insyaallah.

So,Two Thousand Thirteen,pls be nice to me kay?? we were start it again...Regarding my wishlist that I type down at previous post,hope sgt i will reach my goal even not 100% but 80% just okay for me..Effort plus Tawakal is a key for all that..Amin...

Errr,now what?? I have no idea to type anymore..i think enough till here..see you soon..I really should off to bed now..So guys,HAPPY NEW YEAR !! xoxo

31st December 2012

So guys,when i type down this post,we are still  in 2012 but the day is the last day of 2012 corresponding to my mom's besday..He..he..tell me what guys?? my mom's besday fall on the last day of year..cool huh?! Well,I always usik my mom and told to her,kalaulah she's born for the next day,for sure she'll be young one more year...ha..ha..To my dearest mom, I would like to wish "Happy Besday "...and trust me,You're always the greats mom ever that i've in dis world..me luv you so much..Hoping you always stay in a good healthy,blissful in every way you did,through out your day with splendid and may be extended age so that loving your kids,grandchild for a longer time...<3

*Hepi besday mom!!

Guys,I attached this picture since i can't find single pic of mom's...most of  her photo with my dad..So,yeah...

Hurmm,what else?Oh Ya, as i told you guys past few days,i'm gonna write about my resolutions for year 2013..So,here it is my wishlist:-

1- Focus on my Family

2- More Hardworking

3- Reduce my weight to 54kg !!he.he..

4- Be a gud wifey and mommy again..

5-Xmo gaduh2 ngan hubby coz  ruin the relationship jerr..

6- Improve my life towards a better..

7- Try so hard  just to makes loved ones around me happy..

8- Stay positive..

9-Plan to increase new baby..Insyaallah..:)

10- Mencari keredhaanNYA..Aminnn..

Hopefully i can get all of the list above done..That's all..pray for me yah guys..So,the conclusion for twenty-twelve,sumpah,mcm-mcm ada..for me,anything happen in dis year either good or worst have a reason and all of that teach me about life..real life..Bye..

- Rayyan & Riana -

- Mohd Carleef Rayyan -

Was born on 11th April 2012 

Such a long time never meet him...Just keep update his growth via FB my sissy..Jap jer dh bsr budaq nie..he..he..well,sure la people grow up right?

- Nur Inani Adriana -

Was born on 30th May 2012..(if i'm not mistaken..)

Also known as Riana but i more prefer to called her "bambam"..see how tough her body..

 I wanna bite her drumsticks just because its looks like ayam goreng ...ha..ha..gewammmm...

Both of them was born on the same year..So,they all have a same age..My baby elder one year than them so my baby act like a boss coz she can..ha...ha...Actually,me always brought my baby to met her cuzzy(Riana) coz as you know,rumah kitorang dekat jer..So,every week blh jumpa..Different with my sissy,she live at  KL...So,very hard to us for meet except when kitorang going hometown during eid or cuti khas..tuepun kalo dua-dua balik.. and I can't remember when was the last time i met Rayyan..mase tue Rayyan was still little..yelah dun know anything but now,my sissy post his pictures,Rayyan dh pandai mcm2..he..he..Hurm,kids nowadays,too alert and very fast to learn something kan?...Riana plak,is very active baby...She will rolling her body whole of the living room..sometimes adik told,sampai ke kitchen...That's why my younger sis ckp penat to treat her baby..ha..ha..chill la,aku pun pnh rase ape.... Tp siyes guys,her baby can't to stay at one place..I means,xreti diam...crawling,rolling is a normal for her...She's fun to be with...:)

So,to my niece and nephew,auntie hope you guys will being a good and adorable kids okay...makes your parents proud of you..

Anak Ayah !

Good evening readers!! Hurmmm,today is very calm for me..the weather,the environment...I open up my window and i can feels the wind blows and touch my face..ahhh,heaven...Actually,I don't know what to do..baby and hubby already arrived at London..ha..ha..dlm mimpi la kan...syoknya diorang tido but me can't sleep since dis morning i woke up very late...usually,me rise early in da morning around 8 or 9 o'clock but today sleeping like hell till i didn't realize when hubby go out for work and yah,my baby..she sleep well also..its weird!! selalu dia yg bgn early than me..hik..hik..

Okay,take a look at my title pls..I wanna story about that...Reality,that's true baby very close with her dad and me can't denied it even me treat her very well but at  last she will come to her dad..She was really dun care if sometimes her dad scold her or what but she makes my hubby as top priority..he..he..me dun have a  problem about that but some people said,"anak perempuan mmng rapat ngan ayah"...is it true?? But,its not means that she dun care at all to me..no!! Sometimes,she will come to me and give me a kiss,hugs but the different is,she shown  her love to her dad more and more..I think, I know why..My hubby really2 overindulge her till whatever she requested,hubby try so hard just to fulfilled everything that she want while me,at certain part if i think it's not important i'll said "No" and I also know baby would cried but right after 5 minutes,she's okay...Well,kids...

Ha,one more thing,hubby really care her daughter too much..very...From A to Z.. I could see from the way he treat our daughter..And he love baby very well..i know that..Sometimes his care more better than i care..i admit it!! He ever wide awake all nite and do not slept when baby got fever,he's the first person which is worry if something happen on his daughter..Meanwhile,he'll take over my duties as a mommy when i got a migrain from feeding baby,bath,makes milks,put to sleep even change diapers he also can do it..lucky me got hubby like him and for me, no wonder la baby close with him..Told ya,childs will know who's treat her very well or not..sincere or instead..awesome right?? :)

Okay,below pictures taken by me..Baby being "spoiled brat" when she was with her dad..Dis time,Wore shoes pun nak suruh hubby yang pakaikan..I try to did but baby said "Nanak" and then she gave her shoes to hubby....Ok,faham lettew dia xmo mama pakaikan...I dowanna force her coz i know she'll cranky,so i just let it be..Hurmmm,sokay syg..one things that you need to knows is,no matter what happen,mama will always be there for you coz me really love you more than anything in dis world..keep up my words...xoxo..

*These two person are very important to me and me luv both of them dearly...<3

Xmas

Hello guys!! Well,today is Christmas Day...and i would like to wish merry Xmas to those who celebrate the festival..JB is crying all the day even not heavily rains but the weather so cold and such a gud time to sleep...But for me, memang tak ah nak tido bile si tecik ada..She's the one who rise very early in da morning then get me up even though me feels very hard to let go from my comfy bed..Oh well,today my hubby had football tournament and initially hubby said "today x g mane2 yerk sbb saya ada game..dok jer umah layan baby"..me,apalagi,tarik muke la kan sbb stay at home during offday that so not me...ha..ha..then hubby said "xyah nk wat muke la..game nie kalah mati..kalo kalah,saya balik la.." (still der chance nk g jenjalan)..he..he..he..

After that,just me and baby in da house..Lets check out what my lil princess do for the day..



*Watching television and dis time her favourite cartoon on the screen..so baby just ignore me..so sad...tsk..tsk..sokay,do not  find mama when you want a milk...kay pretty?? ha..ha..ha..guys,take a look dis pic,tiut je kan wat tangan mcm tue..:)


Fyi,baby just love watching her favourite cartoon..any cartoon ... but the most she likes was "upin ipin"..i dun know , ade ape ngan upin ipin till can attract her attention to watching  and on dat time,no one can change the other channel...:)

He..he...Gud news..guess what guys?? X sampai tghari hubby dah balik since his team failed to give any score...me likeyyy..Hip..hip..horaayyyy!! Then me start to force hubby  bring us to go somewhere.. After hubby got showered,us outing for having our lunch due to our baby whining hunger and asyik sebut "mamam" jer..then,we off to nearly KFC..

*hungry to the max...cian..

After makan,bring baby go to jenjalan plus i'm looking for new shoes..

*Baby and christmas tree..And she was kinda excited and try to touch...

*This time baby play not just enough for once..thrice times play,make her satisfied..If not,she'll scream like dinasour..he..he...noty baby!

That's all guys..xtvt baby for the day...arrived at home sweet home,baby can't control herself and straight away laying on sofa.. yeah she sleep while snoring..he..he..loud snoring..tired sgt lettew...Okay,need go to go peeps..wanna get myself clean then prepare for dinner..bye..<3

No Title !

Hello lovely folks!! So,how your weekend?? Is it awesome?? Hopefully you guys had a blast day..Same goes to me...I don't think that i had a gud day except saturday and sunday...That's why i said weekend makes me alive..ha..ha..Siyes guys,what a boring night that i've now..baby already sleeping beauty,then hubby outing to meet his friends while me nothing to do except facebook for a while but there is not good news can attract me for stay up..nk stalker fb orang pun dah bosan so at last me decide to blogging..Honestly,i have no idea nk update ape but better than can't doing anything right??

Okay la,just ask...What about your resolutions for this coming new year?? I think you guys knows that new year just around the corner..Only a few days we'll step forward to two "thousand thirteen"..ha..ha..Tell me what guys??so fast is it?? And i feeling like yesterday i saw January but in fact the next January will appear soon..Ohmaiii...Talking about resolutions, i should makes one of wishlist coz for the next year,many things  that need to be achieved..Yah,even though i dun know la either its will to be goal or not..but,efforts tue harus ade..different with my 2012 resolutions and still in dis year,Me just wanna be a gud wifey and gud mommy..ha..ha..simple right?? I know,but simple pun still xleh nk do it..you know why guys? I think,i was not gud enough in everything sepanjang being a wifey and mommy..I just think so..even hubby don't say anything but somehow me feeling like,yes "i'm not good"..Sorry syg,b pomish will improve myself from zero to hero and hope you will considered to me coz mine still young in married life..as we all knows,at an early stage in married within 1 to 3 years,itu semua dlm proses learning..So,forgive me dear if in our relations there is too many lack and sometimes we didn't know how to face it,tears accompany us,but see,we're still together..Alhamdulillah..Thanks Allah for everything..

Every seconds,minutes,hours,days,months.years that we through, it's will never repeat for da second times..So,what we've done for today,think the consequence either bad or good so that we never regret for the next day..Also to myself..hope to be a gud person,gud slave and gud in everything..I means,improvement..well,people change..But jgnlah be a gud-gud plak kan??hik..hik..

So guys,waiting my wishlist soon..Nak type down now,i don't think so coz baby looks like restless..maybe she thirsty and need some milk..and me also sleepy edy..*yawning*...okay peeps! gemoning..see you in the next entry kay..Daaaaaaa..xoxo!