sI CoMeL MAma :D

Hurmmmm..dunno how to start from where...he..he...i think,very long2 time i leave my bloggieee...mls la peeps lately..but that's not mean i end up my blog kay..If i've time,i will update like now and kebetulan tonite,my gegel early slept and i had a time to do it!!

Okay,first at all..i'm very happy coz i already free from someone who's backstab about me before this...hu..hu..who's care right but i care...la..la...la...and hope,after this,dun she ever stalker about me..

And for me,one word.."BAGUSLAH"...

Let's story about my lil princess now..Fyi,ank dara i yg sorang nie dh pandai merajuk..hu..hu..see,comel jer kan..

This time,bb majuk sbb mama can't play with her coz had a lot of chores due to house like kapal titanic karam..he...he...but baby dun want  play by itself ...then majuk..(see pic above)..nk manja lettew ngan mama...okay,below pic,bb start to cranky and crying when mine leave her for a second...nak berdukung aje..np la cyg nie..bully mama eh??hu..hu...i'm try to convince her but she's stubborn and cried loudly..Okay,baby menang and mama kalah..he..he..At last,no housekeeping for that day bcoz of u budaq tecik...*sigh*...Hubby balik from work seeing our house like a kapal karam la kan...messy with anything created by baby..

You know guys,see my baby reaction after i decided to cancelled do housekeeping and  only focus to treat her whole of the day...and tadaaaaaaaaaaa

*muke puas hati right??

Ha..ha..ha...muke x bersalah jew kan...noty cyg nie...nk mama layan 24 hours..grrrr.gewammnye mama...

I know,baby happy sgt together with her mom each weekend..mama too cyg and what mama gotta do,never regret with it as long as you happy,cheerful and makes you smile...But 1 jerk pesan mama,

"Be a such good gurl ye syg" Pls..pls...pls...Okay??Arisya ank yg baik & mama knows that..Muahhhhhhhh..Luv U sYG...

Nunite peeps!! xOXo...

Fate :(

Hi peeps!! Sorry for the "silence" lately...i admit,i need a space to makes myself calm down due to many problem that i had..and let only me knows what the problems but tonite i feel like to writing something about my feeling,life and wateva..

Okay,start with my feeling..sometimes when i said i'm okay, actually i'm not...mouth can lies but heart no!!

I feel very sad for the what happened to me and before this,i always keep and keep in my heart but when my patient over da limit,i failed to control my emotion...i leave all what i feel..Alhamdulillah,kurang sket beban..

Even i know i will lost something but what can  i do again??it's over!!Maybe GOD gave me way and open my eyes...makes me realize..Everything telah ditentukanNYA and i will accepted it with sincere even very hard to me..but,sokay...life must go on..

Hurmmm,let by gone,be by gone...maybe this is a best way for me,them...what i through nowadays,teach me how to more carefull in all matters and honestly mine no regret with decision that i makes!! Sedih tue for sure la ada but what can i said now???speechless..so,for me,silent is better and maybe dgn stay away from them,i can cure my pain..not to be sombong or ego but terpaksa berbuat demikian supaya tiada lagi hati yg terluka after this...

About life,someone told to me "Life like roller coaster" Life must like that right??maybe now, i was at  the bad situation..so,i must woke up and be strong to face all test that GOD gave to me..

Nway,bersyukur sgt sbb masih ada insan comel disisiku..she is my daughter,she's too little and dun know everything but mampu to makes me smiles...indahnya anugerah Allah and not forget,I still had hubby which always beside me till now..luv both of you really so much..family is everything..note that!!

Okay!!!no more cries,no more sadness..i must be happy go lucky coz why guys??coz i still had beloved person who's need my attention especially my baby..So,i don't want to waste my time about small matters..

If you remember guys about my 2012 resolutions,i want to be a gud wifey to my hubby and gud mommy to my baby...So,i think,this is the right time to do it..i means,more focus!! That's all..

Tq for read my boring post guys..

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She's adorable baby for me..she alwayzzz makes me :

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SHE IS MY REASON WHY I MUST GO THROUGH MY LIFE...

K.A.M.I

So boring tonite...hubby went UMNO meeting and my lil princess already slept since few hours ago and me???still in front of my baby lappy..peeps,i had something to show with you all..here it is..

What i want to convey is,we're like pictorial..my baby too but my hubby said i'm extra over when take all pichas with baby..ha..ha....jeles lettew...but sometimes i admit it...baby xmo tp mama dia force her..just keep as a memories...xslh kan??Okay,nowadays,too many technologies has introduce in this world..like people  said"semuanya dihujung jari"...so,why not i take this oppurtunity to used it rite???well,people change but pichas stay at the same..agree??

I miss my childhood..erm i means how my face look like during i baby,toddler,kids...my mom's never to take pichas of me so i dun know how...Fyi,i'm never to blamed my mom coz i know,nk dpt kamera yg gune kodak tue pun ssh..*kodak(you know kan guys..ala,yg de negative filem inside) but,i'm okay with it...

So,for now.every moments that i through with my gegel,i will abadikan through pitcure..When she's grow up...she will  look back all pictures...and for that times,maybe she will smile seeing her pics...ha..ha..

Very far i'm thinking aite....Okay what,menggunakan technology kearah yg betul and not just suka-suka take pictures yg ntah pape ntah..especially teenagers yg br nk naik..amek gambo ala-ala manja,pastu mulut nk muncung sedepa..ha..ha...photogenic xpe nie photogedix...aptb..

Hurmmmmm...kay peeps,what i'm write this it just my opinion..if you not agree with me.do i cares???

so,nunite allzzz..chowzzzz... :P

Muhammad Carleef Rayyan

Hi....How my dearest folks??? lame rasenya x update blogieee nie..as you know guys,i'm been busy lately..Actually,many things that i need to sharing with you allzz but i can't!!Now,i'm come back..Okay,start Sstory about  my first nephew aka my son of my sister..His name MUHAMMAD CARLEEF RAYYAN..his deliver on 11th April 2012..same like Agong's Enthronement Day right?? *sila jeles*...weight 3.3 kgs..hurmmmm,i know,so chubby but standard la kan bb boy..different with my gegel..only 2.8 kgs..So,this is picha of CR..Tadaaaaaaaaa

*CUTE RIGHT??

Arisya got a cousin..yeayness!! fyi,in our family mostly had a  girl than boy and i also deliver baby gegel but my sister deliver baby boy..hurmm,idk whether my younger sister deliver her baby gurl or boy..can't wait but no matter what,i hope everything okay when she's deliver her baby..yg penting selamat kan??

Peeps,honestly,when i seeing my baby sister,i feel like wanna preggy again..he.he..you know why??? nk baby boy plak..Br lengkap but it's just my "planning"..xsure lg but if Allah nk beri rezeki lagi why not kan??Hu..hu...opsss!!! hilang trauma...

This year mesti meriah nk celebrate eid...Penuh rumah pak berahim with his grandchilds...Wow!!i can't imagine when 5 years later...mesti huru-hara..So,to my nephew,future niece/nephew and also my baby,hope kalian membesar menjadi anak yg berguna kay..Amin...

So,yeah...thats all..

*HUGS*

Soul of Mine : )

Hi peeps!! Today is fantastic day..ermm,i means superb duper Sunday...yg paling best can wrestling with my baby,spend time together..The "tired day" i think..ha..ha...When i working,i'm not very tired like that but when i'm not working i feel very tired to do weekend chores like housekeeping,laundry,cooking,treat baby ...haisshh..
sumpah! Freaking tired like walking for long distance...however,i'm happy to did it..at least i know responsibilities as a wifey & mommy..so,enjoy!! :)

Kebetulan today is holiday, so i decided to layan budaQ Tecik nie main air...and here it is the picha's to share with u allzz...tadaaaaaaaaaa

*Seksi x baby kitewww...ouchh!!!!!!!!!!

See,cute right??..ha...ha..my baby likes main air...2-3 jam pun layanzzzzzz..From my deep heart,i know her very happy can spend the time with her mom..me too sayang,,,mama pun happy can treat you like a princess when mama free...we completed each other : ) .. Nobody can't change that..

Baby Diarrhea...

Lately,i'm very sad..truth sad..u know why guys??my lil princess got a diarrhea..i thinks bad diarrhea coz she got this disease for a few days plus her stools had a blood..i'm so worried and panic...the others reason makes me not in mood is when i saw her face i must cried..i know her strong baby but at the same time she's not...really missing her smile,laugh,keletah, : )..Ya Allah,i'm begging to you,please cure my toddler from this pain..let me replace all...

I dun know how to do..when my baby sick,i'm blurr..yah,i already met a doctor and got a medicines..so far,she quite okay but i dun know for onwards..hope everything will be fine..cian dia...cirit birit till the anal area got a rashes and look like redness..i know mesti pedih... kalo x,takkan each time i change her diapers,she will scream loudly...kalo mandi pun same..x boleh kene air mesti menangis...pity my baby...:(

Okay,i admit i'm the panic mommy but it's normal right if i worried when my baby got a pain?? I'm a mommy so i think,it's normal when i react,feeling like tht...anothers words "cemas"...Budak kalo nk pandai sesuatu mmng akan sakit ke??But kalo mcm nielah sakitnya,i think this is not fair for my baby..she's too young..

Mine preggy her for 9 months++ ....her pain becomes my pain too...So,how could those peoples said it's normal???Especially hubby....Hubby said " biasala budak kalo sakit" grrr...np x paham eik perasaan seorang ibu..Ibu mane can see her child sakit,suffer????So,stop said like tht to me!!

Maybe i very love my baby too much and yes i'm..She's is mine and only one...So,i'll makes sure that she in good condition..always..no matter what...full stop!!!!!!!

To my baby :

"Baby syg,get well soon dear,honestly,mama miss your smile,laugh and everything about you..Ma really suffer to saw you like that...If mama can replace your hurt,mama will do without doubtful..Everything for you sayang..really miss to played with you as before..one requested from mama,cepat sembuh yerk sayang and mama will bring you jalan-jalan  ( dun know where's but pomish )...Just for makes your happy..

Mama sayang kamoooooooooo... xX

Hubby !!

Omg...Hi folks!!! it's sooo long i didn't "jengah" my blogg...dh bersawang dah...he..he...okay,see the first side picha..fyi,this pic taken long2 time ago..and this time i and hubby still couple...not engage yet...later belek2 pic lame and i found it!!! lbh kurang flash back balik ar once upon a time...kui..kui... :p...Second picha is my cutesss baby...(as you know) la kan..so what i wanna to tell is,how fast time flies...rase mcm baru couple but now i had a baby sudahh...That we called life right?? Story about my hubby,he's very nice person..and others peoples pon  said like that and someone told me "ko kene bersyukur sbb dpt hubby yang baik" and i know that's...Since i being his wifey,he treat me very well in whatsoever..

Another reason makes me love him very much is he's Caring,Responsible,Loving,Understanding,Kind and sometimes Gud listener plus Ayah yang baik..He's love her daughter alots..i know that from the behaviour coz very significant..For me,itu dah cukup bagus kan??Thanks to God coz found the right person for me even i'm not...yah,i'm not... : ( Why i should talked like that??? He knows my weakness but him accepted alls without doubtful..sgt terharu..but me???always complained itu & ini...haishhh...wht the heck mimie???open your eyes and try to learned how to cares each others..nie x, asyik dia jer yg nk mengalah,asyik dia jer nak beri yg terbaik???

For hubby,i'm so sorry if i accidentaly hurt your heart but i didn't meant it..maybe i can't control my emotion bile dah marah but as you know, that a not reason i don't respect you..I still assume you as a Husband,Leader & Imam yg baik bg sy,,Hope you will lead me towards good...Amin...

Syg,b luv you so much...from my deep heart,always.......note that !!

Adorable Baby : )

Okay,first at all i wanna to informed u all that i'm very busy lately...And for now,i had extra time to wrote something...I'm busy coz treat my lil princess..She's more active nowadays that's why i must extra care of baby since she fall accidentally and makes me very shocked...and a little bit open my awareness..:( 

Lately very hard to my baby sleep early as usual..she likes to play and play and at last will sleep by itself...I admit,sometimes i'm very tired but no regret with it..just sigh...:(

For me,she's adorable baby even sometimes it's challenging my patient..yerla,always mengamuk bile dgn mama dia..dengan ayah xnk plak wat hal..but i understand,maybe she wanna change month..tp lps nie be nicely yerk baby syg..don't you ever bully your mom's..he..he...

Okay,Arisya now can sit without any help...and here it is the picha....Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

*How cool she look right??nmpk tough jer...

So,this pichas taken by her "second mother"...kinda excited to see it growth and do everything...My mom's don't believe also her grandchild can sit as soon as this..7 months baru but as i told you guys,she "fast learner" and for me,standard la kan...it all depends on the child efforts whether nak ngan xnak jer..Maybe Arisya rajin to trying plus struggle and akhirnya she's did it !!!

LUV MY HEARTBEAT...XOXO !!!!!!  nunite peeps!!!

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Weekend !!!

Hi folks!!! How your weekend??mine was so greatssssss...superb duperb best...When hubby free,he will bring us to go jalan-jalan..thanks cyg coz always gave priority to me and baby...appreciate it very much!!!

Scroll down for the pichas. : )

 

 

The day which is full with xtvt and my baby also hppy too..So,the pictures show during we all on the way to The Store..We had lunch together at Marrybrown..ermmm,as usual..Food court kat situ xbnyk pilihan makanan and i think, Marrybrown is the gud place to enjoy meals plus not too crowded with peoples..Baby?? i bought her "whipped potato" and as you know guys,my lil princess likes it very very much..See her reaction and open your eyes guys how nice she looks...

A - Baby look at her dad..Order please!!!

B - Hip Hip Horaaayyyyy!! Can ate whipped potato..Yummy!!

C - So bored..i'm got hungry mama!!

D - Grrr,i don't likes sit at this chair..this chair very hard for me..

F - I wondered about my mom's guys..She always take lot's pics of mine,,ya,i'm very cute..i know that..

G - Can't wait anymore..where is my potato !!!! (baby start to rage)

Sweet jer kan..that's my lil princess..when she want something,can't to wait..mesti jap2 tu jugak nak..And this time,mmg lambat pon served dia ..Customers x ramai mane tp lembab cam siput..yang make it too long is prepare the foods..U know why guys?? Workers do their works sambil berbual bagai..that's why jadi lambat..grrr...ape pun x bleh ......

So,after we all enjoy our lunch,Shopping time..  and  i bought 2 dresses and another things for my baby..Yah,i'm SHOPAHOLIC..that's my hubby said also but do i care??? Okay guys,Enough for now...will see at next entry...chowsss!!! xx

Baby Nowadays...

Oh baby!!!!!why you sooo cute and always makes your mama wanna to bite you!!! ha..ha...that's true!!!gewamnye with my baby lately..you know why guys???Baby nowadays wise to do anything and always make me smiles with her "keletah"...<---like that eh spelling dia??? ignore...For me,she's adorable baby...If you think mine very over to introduce my baby...do i care???grrrr..layanzzzzzz...

For now,baby trying to crawl....bru jer nk lift her body but xleh nk move forward..Slowly kay sayang..chill la..

See,cute rite??i know that..struggle sket syg pasti berjaya...<---ayt xleh blah..ha...ha...Hope sgt Eid this year my little princess of mine dah boleh jalan...hurrmm,hopefully...It was surprised for me coz 7 months can start to crawl..dulu i think she's late but i'm wrong..and in fact,my baby is fast learner sgt..!!! horayyyyyyyy...mama proud with you dear..You had a high spirit to try something that you want even many times u failed but you try and try to up without give up...heart you baby..xx...

Actually,many things that i want to story about my sweetie but feel so sleepyyy now..maybe next entry kay..better get off now...Last before i click "publish button",no matter what i'm happy being a mommy to Nur Qairina Arisya..Even got tired to treat her,but i enjoy to did it and no regret !!! coz why?? bcoz this is greatest experiences ever in my life yg x semua orang will through that... End..xoxo!!!!!

3 Simple Rules in Life !!!!!!

 1-If you do not GO after what you want,you'll never leave it..

2-If you do not ASK,the answer will always be NO...

3-If you do not step forward,you'll always be in the same place..

working together??

Holla!!!!! long time no see rite??hu..hu..like a fews years can't see..silly me :p...hurmmm,tomorrow is saturday means,baby time...yeayness!!!!!!! Ok,lets story morry...take a look at the title peeps..."working together"??Fyi, i and hubby working at the same company...persoalannya,not become problem kew??My friends said "eee,bestnye keje same-same...mesti seronok kan???" ok,the answer is,working together had a advantage & disadvantage..for me la..why i said like that??here is my reason:-

Advantage :-

1) Can going to work together,one car,one way,one destination and one Malaysia..he...he..opsss!!Benefit is,jimat minyak ,reduce traffic jams..(yelakan,sharing transport)...

2) Can observe the partners 24 hours at the workplace in another words,xpyh nk cemburu sbb always can monitor what he was to do...

3) Feel safe when with him..ade back up maaa!!!!!!!

4) No need to worried if different working hours coz definetely same and we don't hv any problem about who comes to home early or instead.

what else???Enough i think.. : )

Disadvantage :-

1) He..he...when between us had a personal problem...very hard for me to working together..xleh nk silent whole days coz mesti kene ckp jugak,one workplace kan...

2) When hubby x punctual..grrrr..geram jerk rase..Kalo lambat,both of us must late..

3) Bored..24 hours together..going to work,had a lunch,back from work,bla..bla,..bla...everything we did together..sometimes feel serabut..hu..hu...sorry hubby..

So,that's my opinion..truly from my deep heart..Some couple likes to working together but some not..Actually it's up to others...So,think wisely yah friends... xx

  

"Like Mother like Daughter "

Hi allzzzz...so,how your day today??me???easily get tired lately...but still can control...erm,done for cooking tonite..slalu tapau jer but suddenly hubby request and ask me supaya masak then,masak jelah..simple meals for dinner..nasib bek hubby said sedap and add twice..he..he...masak campak2 je...<----chewahhh,ayat mengalahkan pro chef jer...

My cuteee toddler was slept already after played with her dad and as you know,only my hubby always rajin to chase my baby around the living room..yelah,since dh start crawling nie semua place nk explore...he..he..i luv my baby so much much and much...both of we had an equation like attitude..Why i ask like that??? for now,Arisya already show me the signs due to her attitude and i think same like me..ha..ha..but hopefully,let her follow the good attitude only and leave the bad attitude..i'm always pray that my baby grows up to be a gud daughter,make her parents proud with her obviously...Amin..So,below is picha my baby and me...erm,like mother like daughter rite???ofcozla kan coz she is my " Chenta Hati "and absolutely must look like me..ha..ha..
                

*he..he..look at my bb,..keje mama dia nie..sorry sweetie..nway,u look so cool cyg!!!

                                                                                                                                         

To my dearest baby, mama want you to know something that, having you like a dreams..yah,sweet dreams..you're really brighten mylife...xoxo :)

Life ...

Assalamualaikum & Hi !!!!!!!! Erm,lame rasenyer x update blog nie???wondered guys???ha..ha..a must right??? Actually,i always set in my mind to update my blogiee but sometimes rase malas yg amat..ha..ha...Usually,i'll update when nite time after i done everything like tidokan my toddler,prepared her things for tomorrow,as you know,everyday i'll send my baby to second "ibu" house...Hurmmm,for now i update at my opis lor..another 1 hour to gtg so i take this oppurtunity to sharing about what i through  & what i feel lately..There hv a gud & sad stories but i start first with gud stories definitely..

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- My baby exactly 7 months..cpt jer kan???feeling like yesterday i deliver my baby..ha..ha...gud news is,she start to crawling..i'm very excited coz she always try to did it even many times her face tersembam kt lantai..it's okay dear,mama will not be forced you coz mama knows,smuanya perlukan masa..just take your time sweetiee..muahh...picha???will upload soon..

- Red flag...ha..ha...(sorry if about this pun nak story) but i'm happy coz almost 3 months x dtg bulan..worried sgt..mcm2 negative things that i think and more funny when my close friends thought that im preggy...ouchhh!!! x mungkin...Sorry yerk kwn2,i'm not preggy maybe hormon x stable jerk but now,i'm normal again,,yeayness!! :)

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- Stressed!!!!!!!!tekanan ditempat kerja...Yah,lately i'm not in mood to working..idk why but maybe due to environment at works place..I admit,kt mane kita keje must hv a consequence but sometimes i'm not tough to face it even i always motivate myself to through everything with patient but i can't...

- Homesick!! that'sone reason why i sooo moody...i miss my home,miss my parents and miss my siblings..can't wait till saturday..i'll going to my home sweet home!!!!maybe,all stressed that i got at JB will reduce when i was at my hometown..hopefully...Amin..

Kay peeps,that's all for now...sorry for the messy post...nk cepat...last but not least :-

P/S to myself : In normally life as a human being,happiness & sadness is opposite things...maybe semua yang berlaku whether it's gud or not ade hikmah yg tersendiri and we didn't knows....So,past is past..just look forwards and onwards...chaiyok!!chaiyok!!

Psssssttt...New Look !!!!!

Hi peeps!!!!!Long time no see right???mine very busy lately plus not very well..that's why x on9...Hurmmm...guys,i planning to make something different...jeng..jeng..jeng...sound like surprise right???Act,i wanna to make my hair like this..look at this picture below :-

*So nice...i mean her hairs..not this gurl kay!!!!

So,what do you think???is it gorgeous??Actually,i already did my hairs like this two years ago but after that i make rebonding again..he..he...mcm susah nk jaga plak but now feel bored with the same pattern..that's why i planning to make my hairs be a curl..big curl and colour it too...maybe dark brown..xnak ar terlalu "blonde"..rase cm over plak...hurmmmm...i will do it but just take a time...Need to ask my hubby first whether
he agree or not..he..he...hope get a gud respond...yela,sometimes when i talking about my hair and ask his opinion,he more prefer to said "Berhijab lebih cantik"...I know that, but Sayang, it's does not being about cantik,cute,ayu or what but it's about sincere and i hope i will get that "sincere" one day...Amin..

Hurmmm,Xtau nk writing pe lg..so,that's all for today...nunite...xoxo!!!!!!!

eX

I don't know who's want to heard my expression and i decided to release all at here and i do...After for few years he can't contact me,or text me but why now he find me back when i already had everything like my happy family,my gud hubby and my cutey baby..why??? Okay,maybe you can said,ignore this person and xpyah layan..you're right..Honestly i'm never not to thinking about him because i know it's just waste my time plus he not deserve for me and why i should to thinking of him right??....I always pray that i away from him 4ever and i don't want to see or kenal dgn dia lagi...The problem begans from Facebook....Yah,he add me and i confirm the friend request but trust me,if i know "his" is my ex,i would not accept it otherwise,he add me by used false default picture and name..i really didn't know anything...I admit,FB connecting all peoples in this world but not him...grrr...mule2 xtau who are really him but he send me a message and start from this,i feel something wrong..5 years ago i fell in luv with him but he's left me with question mark?? in another words,break mcm tue je with no reason till i find my soulmate --> my hubby and we got married,smpi dh ade ank dh pun...how could he's suddenly appear in our life???it's too weird guys...he text me and said he can't forget me and very difficult to do it but #ade aku kisah??Common la Bro,let by gone,be by gone so,what's your problem???I'm happy with my life now..i hv everything that i don't hv when i together with u a few years ago...so,stop waiting me again and again coz just waste your time..I don't make peoples around me dissapointed with me just because of you..The "nothing person"...sorry to say but it's true from my deep heart...Even you always said that you terlalu menderita without me but what can i do???I hv a new life and same goes with you right?? so go on...I really luv my hubby even he's simple person but he knows how to appreciate me...but you??you and my hubby totally different..Sometimes,thanks to God coz help me to found a Mr.Right after i let down mase  disakiti dulu...really hurt... : )

Maybe after this,you can't found me at Facebook again...I do block you and what i do, dlm keadaan sedar and i mean it..I think this is the best way coz i feel very2 sin to my hubby if he knows about this...Try to understand kay..What we through now not the same as before... : (

+Patah 1000+

I love this song since i heard for the first time...idk why but maybe this song had its own soul and it's so coolllllllllll...So,enjoy the lyrics peeps,PATAH SERIBU By SHILA HAMZAH... :)

Walau kau tiada di sini
Ku tetap ingat semua pesanmu
Ku hidup seolah-olah kau masih ada
Bisikan kata kepadaku
Bilakah kau akan utuskan surat buatku
Aku terus menunggu tibanya kata cintamu

oh.. PATAH SERIBU hatiku
Bila mengenangkan segala yang kita bina bersama
Haruskah ku lupa kerna engkau telah pergi
Biar pergimu tanpa relamu
Namun hatiku tetap rasa
Kejamnya kau meninggalkanku dengan nota-nota
Cinta buat kita berdua bila kan ku bisa menerima ketiadaanmu
Kan ku bakar semua hapuskan semua kenangan
PATAH SERIBU... hatiku
Bila mengenangkan segala yang kita bina bersama
Haruskah ku lupa kerna engkau telah pergi
Sayangku mohon padamu
Segera tinggalkanku
Pergilah kau ke tempat yang kau tuju
Pasti ada hikmah buatmu dan juga buat diriku
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Tired makes me feel down :'(

Actually,i not have a mood to update my blogieeeee but i forced myself to do it..so,i done!!!!!Peeps,true,i very tired today...as usual..monday blues..that's why i don't like monday coz still "blurrr-blurr" after 2 days off..hurmmm..why i so tired today??wondered to knows??? i feel freaking tired coz at my office many works to do..the problem is ,i'm alone...yah,alone...i hate this..i always suggest to my boss supaya take a new one person to help me in the office but till now,nothing!!haishhh..*sigh*<----- mmng patut pun mengeluh...

Okay,i will accept if i do my own works..but today,my boss ask me to help him do proposal about import and eksport...I don't really understand about this  coz i'm never to arrange its before this..honestly,it's very hard for me..Basically,look like easy but it's not easy like we think.. :( I also spent my time to learned about shipping..sound like crazy right??ha..ha..damn too much...how could my boss ask me to do something yg bukan bidang aku...

I don't have any choice so,i try to do it..no excuse and no argue..grrrrrr....so tiredddd..pnt otak dan penat badan till i left my lunch time...study benda alah tuelah...Can you imagine guys if you at my position..everything i must do it alone...no assist,nobody can help me...from pick up the phone,open invoice/DO,entertain customers,issue cheque for suppliers,arrange production...reply all emails boss..bnyk tue...do sales report and bla..bla...bla...isk...kalo nk down listing,smpi kesudah x hbs...feel very weak and fucking tired...that's why asyik nk mrh jer lately...i also got a migrain if always sgt thinking..but,what can i do??xkan nk said kt boss "alaaaaa...xmo la wat"..he..he..annoying jer rase,,besar plak kan pangkat nk said like that...

Finally,when i achieve max tired,guess what i do????..hurmmm,my tears falling down..tsk..tsk...yah,i'm crying...itu jerk yg tau..slalu nanges kt bilik air...crying is okay here..xmo org tau...ha,,,ha..but bile kt umah,story kat hubby about my tiredness and continue crying at his shoulder...sedih sgt..:( but thnks syg coz borrow your shoulder for me...and always be with me..i heart you...i feel so cool in your hugs...nasib bek ade kamoooo en.hubby...you wipe my tears,you makes me smile again with your jokes..even stupid jokes but you success to make me laugh "ha..ha..ha.."very funny but i'm happy..thanks dear..: )