----Gudbye 2011,Welcome 2012----

First at all,i wanna wish to you a "Hepi New Year"...So,this is my last post in 2011..Well,another one hour we will step over to 2012...Nothing is changed and i still is the same person like before...ermmm,twenty eleven is the best year ever for me which is the year that i become a mother..The moments that i never to forget it just because i got a cuteee baby...For the first time i'm being a mommy,for sure that i will remember this year...sweet moments for me n hubby...So, story about vision for 2012,i think,no need to mine for down listing all just because,i'm don't want to wish too much...learn from the past....bnyk sangat azam...nk itu la,nk inilah but at last x smua tecapai...xkan nk carry forward kot??huh!!so,for this coming new year,i just wanna hope that :-

    1)  Be a good wifey to my hubby.....

          2) Be a good mommy for my baby .....

That's all....Otherwise,let me & ALLAH knows...pray for me ya guys...very appreciate it...Guys,for previous years,i must celebrate my new year..nothing to do...just countdown "detik 12 mlm"..then saw the colourful fireworks.. it's so amazing guys...but at the time,i'm still single...tp this year,celebrate kt umah lol...he..he..u know why guys?? i had a baby n i think not suitable to bring her out just only to countdown,see bunga api n bla..bla..bla,,,,so pity to my baby right & at last,me n hubby decide to stay at home..ala,furthermore..xpenting pun benda tue sume...

Without our conscious,masa cepat jer berlalu n now my lil princess was nearly five months,,seiring dengan bertambahnya tahun ofcoz la our age go up right??same goes with me..he..he...25 sudah...but,it's just a figure...hubby???he.he..i try to teased him td..saje cakap dia dh tua..but he answer me back "umur jer tua tp jiwa muda"..ha..ha...yerklah sayang...nway,thanks for da gift that u gave to me...luv you..<3

Last,before i end my post for 2011,let's to pray agar the year that we will through can give us a thousand goodness..Amin..So,gudbye twenty eleven  & welcome twenty twelve..da.......(T_T)...

Triple Date!

How your holidays guys??me had a kinda fun especially can spender alot..."spender" means,spend time together..ha..ha...but 3 days in holiday still not enough for me and tomorrow will continue my works..*sigh*...hurmmm,kalo cuti rase kejap jerk kn tp cuba kalo keje,bapak punyer bosan lol...today we had a triple date..me,hubby n my baby..just hang out to enjoy a chicken chop...suddenly jer hubby teringin nk mkn..Actually,i'm supposed to spend my whole day at home sweet home today but around 3 p.m my hubby ajak kuar...lbh kurng mcm nielah ayat dia :

hubby-b,kuar jom,,,kite g mkn chicken chop..

me-now ker???

hubby-yap..g siap-siap!!

me-ok...(then look at my baby..her keep smile...) mcm tau2 jer mama ngan ayah dia nk kuar..nway,sesekali do family gathering during the holidays will strengthen the relationship  right?

ermmm,my baby like to hang out coz everyday,become the routines for us  to bring her jalan-jalan....xkisahlah jln g mane..taman kt depan umah pun dia x kisah..cuba try test kalo x bwk dia round2..mengamuk x hengat..then bile dpt kuar jer,her show me a smiley face..tersengih2....innocent jer muke kan...rase cm nk geget2 jer..geram sgt...i love u more baby... and thanks to my hubby coz took us g jenjalan tadi..swear..it was super duper happening...i love you tooo..and nasib bek hubby der untk dukung our baby bile g mane2..the problem is,my baby don't want to sitting in the stroller..idk why..and for me,i can't to carry my baby for long time..kalo sejam ok lagi but if more than that??,adoyaiiii..patah pinggang...at last,i just put my purchases into the stroller...hu..hu...maybe my baby tried to bullies her mom's..(kinda)...So,this pic i snap before kuar td...inside car...tadaaaaaaaaaaa....

*amboi adik..pipi.....mama rase nk bite-bite jer...grrrr!!!

Comeyyy x???he..he..Peeps,i think i must end my post now coz tomorrow i must early wake up..workday..haissssh...kan better kalo this day is Saturday..mimpi ke ape aku nie...whatever!!!sleepy now...da...

Me & Baby

*My weakness & strengths..

Yeahhhhhhh...holidays with my "Budaq Tecik"...he..he...i like to called her budaq tecik coz it's hear so sweet jer kan...me n baby is two person can't be separated by any...just because she is mine & instead lol...everyday i treat her but never felt bored..ofcoz la kan...own child..ermmm,,act,i like baby gurl and since i preggy i hope that my first baby is gurl n Allah fulfill my desire...Amin but if at the time i deliver baby boy,i will accepted too coz the most important,baby n me are healthy right??...but fyi, got a baby gurl is a bonus for me..u know why guys?? i'm very excited to dress up my baby be a cutest baby..he..he...yelakan,geram jer tgk dress baby gurl kt mall...baju for baby boy x bnyk pilihan sgt...eventhough i addict the pinky colour but for my lil princess i bought her dresses mix colour..saje jer coz dh bnyk sgt baju dia pink colour..mostly...and she looks very cuteeee in pinky...then,i very like to wearing her a headband...ala yg der big flower tue kan....so comellll...my baby like to wear headband i think coz she never to "tarik-tarik" her headband..x rimas kot... he..he..don't care...peeps,now i had a new hobbies...suke shopping baju baby & sometimes sampai forget nk beli bj sendiri..my hubby ask me supaya no need to buy much for our baby coz his said,baby very fastest to grows up but i can't control myself dr membeli..haissssh...act,i doesn't care  how much i spend my money for my lil princess coz it is one satisfaction  for me if look my baby cantik bergaya..chewahhhh....anak first kan??excited lebih..but if the next time i have a second child,i think no need to buy anymore coz dia boleh pki barang2 akak dia...recycle...for now,i must buy everything that i need for my gegurl,,,it's kinda had fun when bought something for her..that's all...But funny guys,my hubby said,he so scary when his see i'm shopping baby things coz for him that i'm gonna buy all of  the things in that shop..hu..hu...xder la smpi mcm tue skali kan...but i explains back to my hubby that,we can find more money to buy anything but we can't buy a hapiness right?eventhough i know it is all expensive but,don't worried coz each childs that born in this world have a their own sustenance..."Anak itu rezeki"..believe that!! Btw,okay guys...i prefer to out  n buy somethings...see u later..will update the new stories soon...muahhhh...(big smileeeeeeee)=D

~Twenty fIVe of DeCember~

First at all,i would like to take this oppurtunity to wish merry Xmas for those yg celebrate this festival...errmmm,today is tiring day but had fun coz today is my niece engagement...nway,congrates dear...so,the below pic is my niece..so gorgeous kan??

Fuhhh..freaking tired for this day coz my bb asyik nk dukung jer...yelakan,dia xpandai jalan lg..hu..hu..but,it's okay syg,mama will carried u wherever...kay,the below pic is my baby n me...grrr..as usual,my baby not love with the camera..idk why but muke mcm xnk  jer kan...scroll please....

**ishhh,mama nie,inside car pun nk snap pic ...

 so,guys, look at my baby...muke masam jer..he..he..but i don't care...apepun,my baby looks awesome with purple dress..yeah,we're purplish include my hubby...act,my hubby don't like purple colour coz this colour very light for him like "orang muda" his said..erm?ye ker?i don't think so...but for this day,he tried to wear it..suker..suker...suddenly i remember JB aka Justin Bieber..ha..ha..i know,he like purple...That's all guys,will be continue for next time kay....daaaaaaaaa....xoxo!!

---> Motherhood Instinct <---

Hi Peeps,already 11.20 p.m rite now but i still not feel sleepy like usually and my lil princes going slept since earlier...maybe penat sgt hahaha alot with her "ayah"..Act,before my baby born ,i planning to familiarize her to called her dad's "papa" but my hubby said NO!!...he don't like and don't ask me why..for me,ok-ok jerk..then,hubby requested that he want our child called her "abah" but i also said NO!!he..he..fair kan??at last,we decided to used "ayah"...whatever!! u know guys,i wanna to story about " motherhood instinct"..suddenly jer kan but  this feeling i through since had a baby..I always kept thinking and ask myself "yeke??" & the answer is YES!!

Fyi,last nite,everyone's at home already going to slept including of me...maybe us getting tired that the day so sleep well x hengat...my baby lg la..berdengkur lagi..it's mean penat sgt la tue coz she's crying too much the day sbb kembong perut...usually,her sleep in the middle between me n hubby but that night,i put her into cradle sbb ssh sgt nk tido..after that,i slept also ...Then,i don't remember anything but i had a dreamed  about my baby that nite..act,i can't remember what really happened in my dreams but cume rasa der someone yang shake up my body dengan kuat to make me rise up from sleep..this is weird guys & i felt something was happened....Oh My God....my BABY!!!! the first thing that i remember...(Arisya)...i looked at my bb....guess what happened guys??? i'm very shocked coz the blanket that my bb use closed up her fully face...rase lemah semacam n idk know since when is that happened...Me??for sure la cuak semacam then terus rase jantung dia...lega rasenya...her still breathe...i can't imagine if i still not aware from my sleep...(tido mati),bad things will be happen right??inilah yang dinamakan "motherhood instinct" coz as a mommy will knows if something happen to her/his child..believe me...

After the incident,i'm promise to myself that i never to leave my baby alone coz i learned from the past...i'm will never to forgive myself if sesuatu berlaku pd dia...i also knows that bb need extra concern from their parents..that's why eventhough i feel so sleepy at nite but i will wake up each one hour to make sure my baby in a good condition...to my lil princess,"mama x kisah if mama x cukup tido coz take care of you...making your milk,change diapers.... mama did it with sincere without measure just for you...you know guys,i learned something iaitu,what i feel now is same what my mom's feel some time ago and i know how hard it is to be  mother.so guys,appreciate ur mom selagi ada kayyy..i love my mom's too...opsss guys!! dh pkl brape dh nie...nite allsss...sleep well....xoxo!!

Bosan Tahap Gaban !!!

Title entry yang xbleh blah....idk why today was soo boring day.. alot...bosan doe kt opis nie...nothing to do except FB....FB pun still gaban punyer bosan n finally to show off how bored i'am,just expression at my blog & this is !! Felt time move for today very slowly...haissshh...what happened to me???idk why but i feel not very well..got flu since last nite..dgn x cukup tidonyer....that's why rase like blurrr x 2....then,morning came office but xtau nk wat per...fyi,end of the year papers work sume kurang...as usual,many companies doing stock take..maybe..Tp kan,hope la kan if boss ask me for take leave (few days) but salary must gtg right??ofcoz la ...but HELLO!!!!jgn haraplah...whether have a works or not  i must comes to the office everyday..harus!! no excuse kay...tp kalo time holiday tue cuti lah kan..bangla pun tau cuti ape.....he...he..he..ok..mase dh time....adios amigos..chowwww!!!!!

~Just Be yOUrSelF~

*Nie namenyer xde keje...

Hi guys,,,,are u okay??everything fine with your day's going on??hopefully...=D..erm sooo boring tonite..as usual,my baby already sleeping & maybe dh smpi London agaknyer....sweet dream yerk syg...well,nothing to do right now & i decide to write something @ my bloggieee...oppsss!!! tetiba plak hubby said "sehari x on9 x boleh ke? kt opis dh on9,kt rumah pun nk on9 ?"...errrrr,,speechless...sowy sayang...one hour jerk k...pls..pls..pls.. act,hubby srh masak for dinner td but i don't have a mood for do it...tue yg tarik muke semacam...at last,tapau jer lah..If take away after mkn leh terus throw away kan xpyh nk keep cleaning like "basuh pinggan"...simple...he..he..

Kay,suddenly rase nk publish the above pic..so,the pic i snap before went to wedding invitation a few weeks ago...while waiting hubby get ready lame sgt,so apalagi Webcam la...dah name pun xde keje kan...FYI,many pic i snap tau but this was enough..xmo lebih2...bukan artis pun..Ermmm..guys,to be honest,sometimes tergerak hati nk wear hijab..you know hijab??same meaning with "tudung" la...but idk till now still not wearing it..nway,i already bought two pieces of tudung n still dlm almari...hubby pun der request that he ask me to wearing it but i think this is "soal hati"...kalo pakse pun un useful kn? it's hear like x ikhlas jer...eventhough i know,ramai org kt luar sane maybe thinking negative to me when their read my statement & said "alaaa,itu pun nk tunggu terbukak hati ker?"..it's okay..itu hak diorang...for me,if we want doing a kindness, must be with whole of heart & ofcoz will be remains for lasting & not for temporary..in another words "setengah-setengah"...as example kejap pki, kjp x pki...

Story about sin & rewards,Only ALLAH yg layak to judge it..kite sape untuk mengadili orang kan??orang yang disangka baik itu not sure baik & instead...Okaylah,i admit..dulu if there's people tegur about my atitude,mesti cepat melenting..n then ask them "have you done enough for yourself?mcm bagus sgt nk advice org!!!"many time i've been saying like that to them but bile pk balik,no need to argue with them but just thinking positive...whether we want to accept or not,it's up to others...i'm supposed to appreciate what the people around me react like that..maybe mereka sygkan aku that's why mereka tegur aku kan???

And now,i think,i'm become more matured..jika before this,my brain is not so useless tp sekarang feel better..maybe since my baby comes in my life...even not 100%,at least had a little bit improvement...Thanks God...feel better now can express my feelings that had been kept in my heart.. kayyyy,guys..i'm gonna end this post now...last but not least,just be yourself in any conditions..if you have any problem,pray+doa coz this is a good solution in every way possible...& for me too...i'm never think that's mine seorang yang bagus & x terniat pun nk bajet gud-gud but nothing wrong if we try menjadi yg terbaik kan??people change..so,just look forwards..let's together for be the best in life...don't give up kay...Amin...

~a MiRaCles~

Hi peeps!!how your weekend??is it greats???mine???so boring today coz i don't know where to go..lgpun it's rains out there so i decide to stay at home wif my hubby and budaQ tecik...yeah...family gathering...hr minggu kan...act,there's something i want to sharing about.....................tadaaaaaaaaaaaa

*ngeeeeeee..COMEL jer kan????=D

4 month++ budak tecik nie dh pndi meniarap n then asyik nk do that jer...it was a miracle for me...it's okay dear...the most important,dia nk berusaha,coz there's some baby very late to do anything like "meniarap"..but Arisya did it cume kene struggle sket yerk syg...xmo CRYING bile xleh nk angkat kepala...slowly k & mom's know that you will ...just take a time right?? hurmm,guys,sometimes i feel,being a mommy need a big sacrifice..must be strong mentally & physically ...Everything that baby do,need monitoring from us seriously....i said like this coz this is my first experience being a mommy..many things need to learn...not easy to bring up a child...Lbh2 lagi if baby yg always "meragam"...i admit,sometimes my temperature quickly up when my bb show me her temper like menangis n meragam...,<----(the two things that sometimes i can't to handle it eventhough dh puas pujuk) & suddenly i got angry wif my baby and scolded her..OMG...This is not my character...Where is the nature of motherhood???then bile pk balik, baby don't know anything and i'm not should be to do like this...rase nk menangis pun ader...truly regretted what with i did...honestly,i don't wanna hurt my baby..i love her damn so much than myself...this is my fault...i'm wanna be a good mother for her..that's all..i'm supposed to say thanks to God for giving me a chance being a mother..bukan sia-siakan the great gift yg diberi...ya ALLAH,pls give me a patience to face anything that you have given to me..indeed,i'm a weak person...I heart my baby too much..Note!!

yeahhhh...Holiday!!!!

Hi lovessss...met again....nothing to do this nite and so boringg....suddenly i'm decide to update my bloggiee...he..he...and the best part,sok xkeje...Act,i'm supposed to work tommorow but saje absence just because i want to spend my time with my lil princess much2...it's been too long guys coz saturday & sunday i certainly holiday...for this month,already many times i onleave but who's care n i don't care too...lantaklah kan...for me,we can earn more money as we can but we can't earn more time especially with person that we loving...honestly,mcm xpuas plak nk HaHaHaHa with ARISYA...and time cutilah I have a chance to be with her...so sad coz working day sometimes xder mase nk treat her..from morning till evening at baby sitter's house then after take  n bring her to our house,ARISYA already sleep..zzzzzzz...and the next day will repeat the same  routines from Monday to Friday...I'm worried about one thing which is,ARISYA akn rase kurang ksh syg from her mom but actually not like that..i truly love her so much..that's y i requested to my boss,saturday xnk keje....nasib bek bos considered....sometimes i heard people said,working mommy more concerned with property & $$$$...pls la,don't think negative coz you're not deserved to talked like that..no matter what,eventhough i'm working mommy but i still concern with my family...many times i said,family first right??sesibuk mcm mane pun,my hubby,my baby x pernah diabaikan cume we must know how to "bahagi masa"between kerja dan keluarga,cinta dan cita-cita..that's all...up to others...this is my opinions...whether working or not,there's had a own benefit so don't argue wif my statement...u know why i said like this????think wisely yah guys,i would like to share with each others..honestly, lebih penat bg working mommy likes me..yelah,pnt kt opis xhilang...then balik rumah do housekeeping lg... i means,masak n kms sket2 ape yg messy...it's extra works but i admit "if work,had a money and we can buy anything without harapkan duit suami"at least worth it kan??? I always pray that ALLAH give me a strength to serve my life,diberikan ketabahan,kesihatan supaya i can survive my life with completeness...i don't want to ask for more coz i never gave more...i'm a weak slave..yahh...pls guide me if i'm wrong and i  will promise to improve myself 2  be a good person muchx2...AMIN...

I hate Migrain!!!!!!!!!

Hey migrain!pls go away from my life!!!!!!..i hate you seriously!! grrrr you make my mood hancusss...today i took leave just because i had a migrain..ya,chronic migrain....act,i don't know since when i addict this pain but seriously,i don't like..yelakan,mn der org yg suke sakit...hu..hu...migrain make me lazy to do anything..just mkn tido,mkn tido,on9...but hubby said"on9 x migrain plak?"...for sure lah...no matter was happened,on9 tue harus...hu..hu...nway,my friends suggest to me to do tradisional treatment like bekam guna lintah tue..euwwwww...tgk lintah pun dh meremang bulu roma what more if lintah jalan2 kt kepala kan...but,it's very effective for those that easily got a migrain...before this,when migrain attack me,i'm just took a panadol+coca-cola but i know this is not good for healty n kidney blh rosak tp sakit tue blh reduce sket coz i always practice it...weird guys,i don't know why 90 percent who have a migraines are woman..pompuan cpt stress ker??whatever....the most important,when i'm got this pain,hubby la yg pening...bkn ape,my temperature suddenly high..asyik nk mrh je...sorry yer encik somi...xder niat pun,,,my bb pun kesian coz her mommy also ignoring her ..sory dear...that's y i hate migrain coz sbb migrain,both of them can get the impact....

OH NO!!!!!!!!!!

mErEKa "kesayanganku" =D

*SERIOUSLY,I CAN'T THROUGH MY LIFE WITHOUT BOTH OF THEM....

Just sharing....
First at all,thanks ALLAH coz gave me a good husband n cutey precious...i love both of them more than my self...from bottom of my heart,i don't want to losing them coz they are my soul...sometimes,i'm proud to be parts of their lives...maybe,people outside haven't luck like me so,i must always pray so that the hapiness that i had will be lasting forever n ever...pray for me ya guys...Amin...I need both of them no matter what..every time i was sad,happy,mereka adalah segalanya...erm,maybe i'm not a good mommy/wife..yela kan,nobody perfect but i will try to be the best in everything i do...INSYAALLAH...i really wish and hope so...for hubby,sorry if almost one year++ b becomes your wife i've make mistakes..so sorry but one thing  i just want you to know,it's great to being your wife..sumpah!!!eventhough sometimes b suke membebel bla..bla..bla...but,trust me,i really love you...pls don't keep it at your heart..just leave on...b n ica is your responsibilities, ica n you is my priority...take note!we need each others kerana kita adalah satu..for my lil princess,mama really love you too..so much....nobody can't split you from mama...never!i will promise to take care you whole of my heart...mama will do anything for you n mama really hope that you will grow up as a good child,dengar kate,hormat org tua n pls be nice to all...for now,mama faham kalo ica slalu meragam...menangis n show off your temper..mama akn sbr hadapi karenah ica tp bile dh bsr,be a gud girl k syg...luv you...that's all...


Dearly,
Wife kpd Abdul Rizal...
Mommy kpd Nur Qairina Arisya...

+HaiRfALLs+

Hi guys....so,how your weekend??it's great?mine biase-biase jer...nothing interested this day coz just spend my whole time with my lovesssss....planning awal nk g walk in..xkirelah kt mane kan but hubby had a football game..erm,so sad but it's ok..next week syg mesti take us jenjalan k...hurmmm,guys,i'm worried about my hairs...my hairs falls seriosly...before this not so bad like this..idk why...someone told me,if bb doing foam,ala...yg buih2 kt mulut tue,rambut boleh gugur...i don't know whether to believe or not..tp mungkin jugak kan...or shampoo problem??maybe i'm not compatible with DOVE shampoo...bnyk sgt rambut gugur...everyday...hubby pun smpi bising coz kt toilet penuh with my hairs..i'm so scared coz terlalu bnyk like get a "Leukimia"...grrrr..hope not...moreover,i had migrain..serius migrain..is'it one of the factor hairfalls??isk..isk..kalo berterusan like this boleh botak kepala..i must find the solution...ya...should be!!i'm planning to cut my hair..not too short just shoulder level but my hubby didn't allow mine to do it..he ask me to think wisely..erkkk,...for me,rambut boleh pnjg lg kan?why him said like this..maybe he likes me with long hair...nmpk gegurl sket kan.act,i truly love my long hair  and feel love to cut shortly...but how with my hairfalls problem??arghhhh....i don't know what to do...pls advice me guys...i'm still gonna keep it long but at the same time rimas ngan rmbut yg gugur..hu..hu...=D...

December...

Hi dear,,!!so,how your life??hope everything will be ok like mine...ok ker???maybe kot...Already December now and January 2012 will coming soon..see,how fast time flies without you knowing....first at all,i hope this year will be end with happy ending eventhough many things still belum achieve but never mind coz i can brought forward my target to next year..hurmmmm...as usual...still delay n delay...it's not my big matter and the most important,one of my dreams already comes true like had a child...act,being a mommy at a young age is my dream...For sure i'm very happy...guys,i'm worried about something..lately my hubby always said about nk tambah ank..he suggest to me for next year..grrr..omg...i didn't know how to explain to him...i'm supposed to be free for 2 years...at least right..hurmmmm..syg,i can't give you answer immediately coz i'm blank with your request...speechless...we will discuss later n not now yerk syg...i got my own reason n don't ask me what....ok!stop story about this....erm,this coming 31st December is my mom birthday...i'm still haven't idea about my mom's present..actually,my mom request to all her daughter that her want a "Microwave"..it's means we must collect the money each others...it's okay ma...as long as you happy, us will provide to you...hepi besday mom,,,GOD bless you n i love you more than myself...muahhhx3...enough ! feel sleepy now...zzzzzz...k dearist,nothing to say again....sleepwell wokeyyyy...xoxo =D *HUGS*

take in action =D

Actually,my baby can't split with her "NIPPLE"...maybe since her new born aku dh sumbat nipple that's y until now her still need a nipple..but "orang tua"say,if baby always suck a nipple,leh become jongang x pun melambatkan proses pertumbuhan gigi..i'm not sure about this..is'it true guys?..i'm try to make her familiarize without nipple but you know peeps,ICA sucking her finger...whole..noty kan..sometimes smpi basah tangan n sebab tue i didn't want to wearing her a mitten..more dirty rite??worried if her get stomach...but nurse said,kalo bb sucking her finger it's normal...maybe...so,i snap her pic when her "curi-curi" hisap jari,,funny guys.hurmmmm,,.ica..ica..you makes mama smile when looked your actions...let me introduce what ICA says..(dlm hati dia la kan....)

 "ermmm..mama marah x eik kalo tau ica hisap jari nie?"

"xmrh kot sbb mama kan syg ica..hbs mama x bg ica puting"

"tadaaaaaaaa..xboleh tahan dh nie..nk hisap jugak!!..."

he..he..he..so cuteeeeee. kan ???rase rugi pulak jika x abadikan detik2 indah perkembangan my lil princess because each moment that was happened between us are so valuable....seriously...xoxo =D

Sedih...

~Communication break down??again...mcm org bodoh when always talked the same things...idk whether this problem comes from me or not but if come from me,fine!! i still boleh accept but when the mistakes comes from you?say sorry pun xnak then wat bodo like nothing happened..you're too much sometimes n you're 

SELFISH person i think...i always reminds you that the things no need to reminds..boleh pk sendiri ape??nie gua jugak yg ingtkan sume...chill la..pls be matured wokeyyy...try to compare your age with me??totally different but how could i'm more matured n can thinking before said something bukan dh said br nk thinking like u....ok,u always said,nobody perfect but try la to be perfect..kalo x pandai nk amik hati,atleast jagalah hati....i think it's not difficult cume nak ngan xnk jer...pls take care about my feeling..aku manusia..bukan patung...i don't want to request anything sbb aku tau you're not be able to do..i'm just want you to exchange your attitude..kalo xleh bnyk,little bit pun ok n the most important,nk berubah bukan sbb terpaksa atau dipaksa...sedih...setiap kali have a problems you're never to find the solution n asyik aku jer yg nk pk...i'm blank..blurrr n whatever...boring doe kalo slalu mcm nie...so,bak kate NABIL "Lu Pikirlah Sendiri"...that's all..Sekian.TQ~

*H O P E*

*ALOLOLO....CUTENYER BB NIE...SUPERB!!!

Ok,everyone in this world have a dream...xkisahlah about ape pun..same goes with me..i have one dream but till now still xleh nk achieve it...act,bukan aku x usaha to get it maybe belum der rezeki,,so,sabar jelakan coz for me if kite usaha plus doa,ALLAH akan makbulkan cume we didn't know whether quickly or slowly...i HOPE one day,my dream comes true...AMIN...

~Malaysia Next Top Model~

*actually gurl not miss with pink ya?? :D

So,today i do my paper works quickly coz i want to met my daughter after that heading to shop n buy something...suddenly i find a pink headband..haishh..pink lg???but who's care???i bought the headband n ofcozlah my bb be a model...hu..hu...see the pic...ICA not love with the camera...ssh nk tgk dia senyum when snap her pic...

A ~ Muke ICA cam x puas hati when ask her to look at camera...

B ~ Still show off her "perangai"xmo layan mama dia..noty yerk syg!!!


C ~ Bile kene mrh br look at camera but muke cam x ikhlas jer...naise your love sayang.....muahhhhh

Tired :(

 
Hurmmm...Idk why today is tired day...my body,my brain n everything..maybe i need a rest..u know what,since had  a bb,i only get 4 hours for my bedtime..it's not enough coz i'm working person..if x keje ok what??act,i'm not sigh with my routines...n for my little precious,mama x kisah pun if x cukup tido coz treat you dear...but sometimes feel tired smpi2 xsdr my tears falling down..that's mean dh terlalu pnt..kalo x pnt xkan smpi boleh nangis kan???hubby??erm,he considered with me...that's y i love him...not fair kan if aku slalu mengeluh itu dan ini so "silent" pls...hu..hu...Holiday plak,jgn hrp nk wakeup lmbt...kol 6 pg dh bgn..my bb if dh bgn kol 6 am xmo tido lg..do la something ,still xmo tido then nk srh org layan dia bla..bla..bla..bile xde yng layan dia,crying n jerit smpi jiran sblh blh dgr...xpe syg..mama x mrh syg..maybe itu satu perkembangan but pity of me kan??that the reason why me already thin...ha..ha...do the same routines all day make me bored...sometimes la eventhough hubby always help me to do anything but tired tue ttp ade...haisssh...as always i said,i can't to get sick coz if i'm not very well,for sure everything hancur..means,rumh cm kapal karam,bb x terurus n hubby???it's very important for me to care my health..ya...should be!!!no matter what kan?huh..it's not easy to be me...i know...

-----ICA already 4 months-----

Hi peeps !!Hello Dear...it has been a long time i didn't update my blog...lame pun xla lame jugak..just a fews day...act,except blog,i always keep in touch my news at FB...that's why i rarely update blog..ermmm,nevermind...today my precious already 4 months...impressive growth kan??rase cm br smlm jer dia lahir tetiba dh 4 bulan...he...he...today i half day sbb g klinik checkup bb..i means timbang berat bb...u know guys,lame sgt kt clinic tue..adelah dlm 3 hours...rase dh hilang sbr pun der...nielah kalo berurusan ngan gomen...lembab cm siput...xpk mslh org lain.. 3hours????so long..haishhh...pity my baby..ofcoz la kan..not comfortable during their stay there..jgn kate bb..aku pun naik fedup x 10000..rase nk maki pun der but nasib bek lah can control my emotion...forget it..menyakitkan aty jer..Nway,my baby goes very well..everything...that nurse say...

WEIGHT = 6.2 KGS (Great!!see her cheek pun also known kan??)
ACTIF     = TERLEBIH ACTIF...(sometimes feel tired to treat her...hu..hu...but i like it)
COMEL  = OFCOZ....
HEALTH = MEMBERANGSANGKAN...(hope ank mama sentiasa sihat yerk syg...)
ABILITY=  Mengiring,Meniarap,Membebel,Menjerit bile x nmpk mama dia n dh pandai senyum                     bile ade orang "mengagah"..(betul ke aku spell nie??hu..hu..)

That's all peeps...i feel like perfect mom when can see my bb grows up in front of my eyes...that's awesome n her make my life alive..swear!!!honestly,i can't far away from her..it's really hurt..don't ask me why..Idk..

but the only things that's i know,i can't through my life without her..k.guys,i'm done..i'll keep on update again..just wait...take care..xoxo!!!Last but not least,there's one  picha of ICA...so,that the pic i snap before go to clinic...



*nape ICA muke cuak jer nie..tkt injection yerk syg???apepun,Ica still gorgeous with pinky dress,,,