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Hi my dearest reader..I'm here tonite just for story something about my feeling ...For the long time i abandoned my blog and as u know,i have no idea what to update even i know too many things that i need to sharing..i always write out on my bloggie..Yah,my on9 diaries here..

I'm feeling fragile lately and i dun know how to start coz i can't stop my tears from falling down and i so...so...sad..Nobody cannot understand what i through now!!Hubby pun..Nowadays,we all always argue about small things and he likes to debating with me and stay with his fact even sometimes xbetul pun..
And the problem begins from me..Hubby said that's me terlalu MANJA and sometimes bersikap CHILDISH but actually i'm not!! His said like  that just because everything that i can do by myself but i expect him to do for me..Fyi guys,i'm not attention seekers but he
ask me to more matured in evertyhing coz i already became a mother and need to show gud colour infront my dotter..Hurmmmmm,he said like only me had a fault and him not..well,lelaki,ego tinggi but Can you open your eyes and looking your flaws?????dun blame me only coz this is not fair!!!I hate it!! really hate it!!

Hurmmm,dunno how to say anymore..always like dis..on/off relations..Ahhh,weird!!*sigh*..:'( chow!

-Conversations-

Hi people!! So,what's going on tonite?? lek ar kan....awal lg nk tido pun even me dun feel sleepiness at all..Guys,last nite me had conversation with hubby...we all reminiscing all old stories..ha..ha..kire flashback balik ar kan own memories once upon a time..At first,i dun know how could us can talked about dat after we haven't talked in such a long time..he..he..Well,i know its funny enough rite??  but,me likeyy..

We all spent a couple of hours just story about not important topics like an "ex"..Hubby just ask :

Hubby :  B,ex2 b yang dulu handsome x??..

Me : (dlm hati) Ek eleh,what kind of question la yg dia ask kan..

Hurmmmm,honestly,xpun..biasa2 jer..why syg?? jeles eh??

Hubby : xde maknenyer nk jeles..

Me : Trust me,you're very hensem for me instead of them..

Hubby : Yela tue..dah tue nape break?

Me : If  b x break, kite x dptlah nk bersama mcm skrg nie..kan sume tue dh ditentukan..

Hubby : Ye ke ex2 b x hensem?? b nk plak kan?? 

Me : I don't know..maybe the heart of that mans attracts me more..

Hubby : Poyo lettew..then b pilih saya sbb ape plak??

Me : xde sebab nk pilih awak sebenarnya..that time sy accept awak masa awak propose pun sbb br pas frust ngan ex b..ha..ha..ha..

Hubby : yekew??xtau pun..

Me : Syg percaya kew??tipu jelah..actually,sy choose awak on based your attitude,sikap caring awak tue yg wat b falling in love..syg dh lupe kew  for the first time we've met each other??
Hubby : Ingat...klaka kan bile ingat2 balik..(ketawa)..
Me : Tuelah kan..I luv you syg..
Hubby : Luv you too..

 Then after that,we all end up our conversation coz both of us feel damn sleepy...My point of view,sometimes we need to cherish and remember our past..and i think, nothing wrong  if its will makes us happy and a little bit can warmed back the love between each other...for an example,if there is a spouse had problem in married life,me suggest,try to flash back the old memories from start you recognize till you got married and i know too many obstacles that you guys through it to reach at now level,so it will makes you thinking how valuable all that..So,not as simple to end your relations kan?? Percayalah,... :)..Hurmmmm, Eh,rasenya dh boleh tido kot skrg,,eyes can't stand anymore..need go to go peeps! chow!! Lots of Love..<3

*K.A.M.I*

Slm guys!! This is  my second post in 2013..well,i dun have any interesting stories that i want to share..so tonite,me just wanna to put dis pictures below on my post..whewww..

*Baby and Ayah..

*Baby and Mama...

*Only baby..

Tell me what?? We're "Oranges" right??.hik..hik..i know that..That's all guys..sorry for the messy post ..I promise to update more and more stories soon..bye..XoxO!

Hi 2013 !

 3...2...1...Precisely twelve o'clock!! Gud bye 2012 and Hi,welcome 2013!...And yeah,there it goes..sound of firecrackers everywhere..havoc rase! So,to 2012,too many joy and sorrow that i through within stay in dis year...even sadness,happiness accompanied me but sokay,that is what we called life right?? me never regret instead,each a gud things happened in my life during that year,me really appreciate it and thanks to God coz i believed that all sustenance and whatsoever are giving by you..Alhamdulillah...and all the worst things that i had, i'll keep as a memories even its very bitter to swallow,sokay..me just looking from the positive side..at least its will makes me more matured to face everything for onwards..so,past is past..me can't dwell on it..For sure,hoping this new year will bring me,hubby and baby thousand happiness..Insyaallah.

So,Two Thousand Thirteen,pls be nice to me kay?? we were start it again...Regarding my wishlist that I type down at previous post,hope sgt i will reach my goal even not 100% but 80% just okay for me..Effort plus Tawakal is a key for all that..Amin...

Errr,now what?? I have no idea to type anymore..i think enough till here..see you soon..I really should off to bed now..So guys,HAPPY NEW YEAR !! xoxo